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I was about to collapse as I went away, and the bottle of vodka was still in my possession.

I was completely unaware that I was a guest at the resort. I'm simply going to go for a stroll.

The waves of the sea and the silence that appeared to sweep away all of the weight in my chest and the anguish I was experiencing caused me to break into tears.

Why am I behaving in this manner? Already, I'd promised myself that I wouldn't fall prey to his ruse.

For Lian, everything is simply a game. He knows he's simply a showman and that he won't be able to achieve anything meaningful with his life, so he admitted as much.

And yet, despite his efforts to dissipate his image while kneeling in front of me and beseeching me to give him another opportunity, why did he just remark, "now that I'm happy with Remon"?

Up until now, I have been unsure of what to do, what is correct, or what I think to be the case.

"Why? "Argh!" says the author. I moaned and then collapsed on the beach in frustration. Nothing