As I stood next to the 7/11 across from the hospital, my entire body hurt. I’ve just gotten out of work after completing my night shift.
I’ve been avoiding the doctor’s office as much as possible. I’m afraid to go to Remon and watch him bring a nurse there, and the woman who comes out can scarcely move.
"Yhra!" I turned around and approached my colleague, Carlo, who was holding a cigarette. He was also a physician, but he was extremely intelligent and lived in a condominium near the hospital.
"Carlo, you'll give me a mini heart attack," I said to Carlo, but he patted t pat my shoulder and brought me the drink and started to light another cigarette.
"As you know, I received a message from Remon." I was scared about what he may have said, but I kept it to myself. I know Carlo because I don’t want anybody to know what is wrong with me.
He is an excellent buddy. I owe him money on the occasion when I’m in need.
"What is that rumor? You do not appear to be accustomed to it. Even if you are a doctor, you won’t spread false news, just to state the obvious." I stated, and he immediately shook his head. We’d been gossiping a couple times during the narrative because of our friendship. To have a relationship, we stated, I appear to be about to be battered and I resemble Carlo. Because of the chasm between our livelihoods, it’s nearly impossible to please Carlo.
"However, I’ve heard he fucked a nurse in his office, and you know what’s worse? He also fucked a patient." I feigned to be taken aback by what Carlo informed me while he arranged for the drug to be delivered by the visiting doctors.
I prepared everything for his arrival at the hospital, and I could tell Carlo was content with his work, although he was awake.
Carlo’s antics had caught my curiosity, and, as a result, I raised an eyebrow at him.
"You know that you are lovely, and even patients notice. Therefore, avoid Remon at all costs. He stated that this was not the case previously, when his fiancé had sex with him separately." Carlo brushed my hair as I nodded quietly. I got a horrible feeling, and I was determined not to injure myself. Carlo was also correct when he advised me today to avoid it in order to prevent what had happened from happening again.
"This is the hospital; it is here to do its functions, not to talk about other people’s lives." As I slowly turned around, I gasped, and my feet were icy. Today, the visage of Doctor Remon met us. He did not appear to be in a good mood.
"Truly, you are a moron. If you are not foolish, why would you exploit a patient?" Carlo said that without hesitation and I took a rapid step, fearful. I took a step between them.
Remon smiled and directed his attention to Carlo’s gloomy face.
"Act as though you’re better than us, Carlo, because neither of us is. Put an end to your nonsense about me. Did I know it was you, disseminating information that was not intended to be heard?" My eyes grew wider, and the man who stood between the three of us scream.
"Stop!" When Carlo rushed Remon, I screamed, and the two of them began grappling, and the folks at the nursing station erupted as well. The throng gazed at the two with embarrassment.
"You are a filthy pig! You don’t choose a place, and you don't even pretend to be a saint, since we all knew you weren’t!" Carlo screamed and took a step back when the officer separated them.
"Put an end to your pretense that we are not the same, Carlo." Remon mocked Carlo for the second time, and they caused another uproar because of what Remon claimed. I was surprised by what they were saying as the guard on the third level approached our location to apprehend Remon and Carlo, who were still causing a scene.
"Ask Yhra; I was certain she enjoyed my performance." When Carlo gazed at me forcefully, I gasped and appeared to stiffen in my current position. I was at a loss for an appropriate response or statement.
"W-what?" As Remon laughed at me and Carlo's eyes said it wasn't true, I said.
Remon grinned, raised his index finger to my face, and smiled back.
Remon came to my direction and whisper something horrible that make me feel affraid of him. "Now, you're denying me huh, remember this Yhra, I don't want to see your fucking face, or else I'll break every inch of your body, using my manhood!" He hissed and walk passed by me. I was anxious about what was being said and what was going to come out of Remon’s mouth at the moment.
I trembled and bolted away from them. Why am I stranded in this situation? I was not pleased with the doctor’s treatment of me. I, too, was taken aback and couldn’t believe it.
Who is a lady who wants to give up something she has cherished for a long time?
I’m not sure why I’m being tortured in this situation.
"You dare not flee. Dang!" Remon screamed as he pursued and confronted me, and I couldn’t help but feel nervous and fearful of what he was doing and on what he can do now.
I walked away from him boldly, attempting to contain my emotions.
"How could you say such a thing directly to my face? I can’t believe you’re going to refuse me like you didn't moan my fucking name!" My head trembled, and he laughed wildly. I’m not sure how far my fear will take me at this point.
"Are you sure you didn’t like what I did, or maybe you're looking for my touch, because no one can make you feel that way, because I am the first man you got laid of—"
"You're terrible man, you think everything can be solved by a sexual encounter?"
"All woman want that, and most of the woman is dying, just to be in your place!" I can't believe that this man has this kind of attitude.
"I’m not the same woman that you believe that they want you all the time, maybe when you got me laid on the very first time, I do what you said, because I have no idea how it was, but not to the point that you will disrespect me, I know that I am not a respectable woman in your eyes, but I want to undo everything that happened between us, you make me feel dirty!" I’m inconsolable because of my chest ache. I’m at a loss about how to prevent it.
"Fuck, then quit your fucking job if you can't stand on seeing me!" He said while showing how frustrated he is now.
"I cannot quit since I have a family that relies on me," I said in contrast to him, who is wealthy and pampered. I am nothing without good fortune in life and without a fitting place in the world.
"Can you not act that way because I know you do the same thing? I knew you loved it based on your reaction, and you didn’t even bother me to stop!"
I smacked him in surprise, and my fingers trembled and my eyes swelled with the agony of what he was saying to me.
"That is not the case. It will never appeal to me if I hold you accountable for what you’ve done to me. I am incapable of forgiving you. Bear it in mind!" I screamed and moved away from him as he drew me in front of him and forcibly kissed me.
"Release me!" I screamed and wrestled with him. "I will not release you until you express dissatisfaction with what I have done to you! No lady can despise me as much as you, Yhra." He yelled at me and rejected the terror I was experiencing.
"What is the matter with me? Kindly inform me, Yhra. Why aren’t you all fond of me? What? What is wrong with me if everything that has occurred to me has been excruciatingly painful? Why are they pleased with what I accomplished, but you are not? Why are you and Lesley identical? Why is it that there are so many whys in my head that I can not answer? Tell me what, Yhra! " He said, and it appeared as though Remon was about to lose his mind.
"Release me!" I pleaded, and he gave me a disapproving look.
"I only desire to be liked. However, why not? " I wish I could feel sorry for him, but I can't, it's really difficult thing to do is to wish for something that is highly improbable to occur.
"You can find the ideal match for yourself. However, what you’re doing to me is incorrect." I attempted to free myself from his hold, but it was so tight that I felt as if I were choking on what Remon was doing now. My concern was that I could not settle down at this point.
"Yhra is perfect; everything I desire is correct," I became even more terrified when he leaned me against the wall and moved his hand.
I was gasping for air as he did so. It never stops, regardless of whether I’m sobbing or in pain because of what he’s doing to me.
"C-correct," I murmured as Remon covered my mouth and locked his gaze on me. "Nothing will stop until I am comfortable with what is occurring, Yhra."
My head would not stop whirling, and his hand would not stop stroking and disrobing me.
"You’re truly befuddled!" I suddenly lost my hand and the weight bearing down on my body, and all I could hear was noise as my breathing slowed.
"Are you all alright, Yhra?" Carlo’s voice was the last thing I heard before the darkness set in.
I jumped to my feet swiftly, holding my head and striving to recondition myself. Because of my difficulty breathing, I felt as though I was suffocating."Are you all right?" he said, as Carlo’s face revealed itself to me."What am I doing? I have not yet completed my cleaning!" I was shocked and sprang to my feet."Not to worry, Yhra, you may take a break. You're so exhausted, so fatigued," My breathing slowed, and I let him gaze at me for an extended period.I was terrified. What if I become pregnant because of what happened between me and Remon? I’m not sure how else I’m going to get up or where I’m going to get confidence."Is that true?" I raised my eyes to avoid his gaze, as if someone else were suddenly in front of me. I have the impression that I am a really filthy lady."How can you make sure that I will tell what happened, Carlo?""Simply state the truth." I remained mute and nodded slightly in response to what he said. Carlo’s rage was palpable."Why?" I cringed and did not
As I strolled to the brief stop to cool myself and pass the time, the difficulties of the situation took me aback. I felt constricted, as if I couldn't breathe through the anguish, but even more so, if I gazed, nothing would happen.I could hear only the ringing and hum of the air conditioner, since very few people were going by at this hour of the night."We have coffee, ma'am. Perhaps you want it. It's only twenty-five pesos." I nodded and grinned. Each time I recall a phrase Mama left me, I am enveloped in darkness and despair.She put an end to all my hopes for our family. I merely want support, but when times are tough, they'll return it to me."I appreciate it." I smiled once again and handed the coffee over. He stared at me and was perplexed by the objects next to me."Why are you lugging along so many garments? If you're waiting for the bus to depart for the province, it will depart at 4 AM." I drank my coffee and nodded."I'm expecting something. And then I can not return to
He chuckles as he clings to his tummy and sits on the side of the bed. "I’m joking, Yhra," Melchor says."That was a fantastic reaction, I’ll tell you that. If you could only see me, you’d understand why I’m laughing so hard right now," He said, and I couldn’t believe what he was saying. It seemed like all the dread from the previous day was back, and the memories of that day were pushing me away from him.His blasphemy against me is unforgivable, and there will be no forgiveness."You made me feel uncomfortable." I said and then took the food out of his pocket and wallet and placed it in his bag."It’s been a long time since I last time I saw you. I could see mucus flowing from its mouth and frothing at the mouth." Melchor keeps on joking and I can't hide the disgust on my face."Take into consideration that you are a really attractive lady."My cousin’s statements to me had me puzzled.She is my aunt Jessa’s child, and he is about the same age as me."Do you mean to imply that what
"I beg you to let me go, and thank you in advance! Aren't you at least a little bit ashamed of your parents and your ancestors? In such event, you will bring me back to life and pull me to this location. I'll wait here with them till you get back from your trip." I yelled at Remon when we came to a stop at the most crowded part of the resort while we were there. He was making it appear as though he was having a serious problem by bringing his hands to his forehead, but in reality, he wasn't having any problems at all.If you are willing to come with me, I will go through it in further detail. I distanced myself from him and pulled my hand away from his in preparation for the possibility that he would seize it.Please refrain from being stubborn; if you keep acting this way, I will have no choice but to recite what you're saying till the very end of my existence. You have just undone everything I have worked so diligently to achieve. That satisfies the requirements in every way." Immed
Because my eyes were stinging so badly, the fact that I was still lying in bed without a cover didn't help matters.As he walked away from me, it appeared as if Remon had just smacked me. He sat in the corner and walked away, as if he wanted to make amends for what we'd done the night before.It's amazing that your integrity and shame have both been restored as a result of the beating, but my condition is significantly worse.My body was in excruciating pain. I was adamant about not going. I wished for the things I desired to occur. His decision to accompany me to Laguna remained a surprise. What makes you think it's impossible for me to alleviate all of his suffering?Because of the pain in my knees, it was difficult for me to carefully move out of the space."Lord, please return me to my birthplace."Despite the fact that it was difficult for me to enter the building, people seemed to be interested in me for reasons I couldn't understand."Please." As soon as I reached the door and
My body is in a considerable deal of pain. My seat is covered in bruises and scratches, and my thighs are paralyzed and appear to be on the verge of being cut as a result of the discomfort.I'm not sure when I'll be able to escape myself from everything he subjects me to.I'm very perplexed as to why this is occurring to me. The fact that I have already been laid to rest does not change the fact that I have been a good kid to my parents.Things, on the other hand, have changed. When I think about it, I feel like I'm carrying all of the world's angst. I refuse to be bitter about how I'm feeling whenever I recall the moment he pushed my entire being to the limit.Someone entered after I appeared to be sleeping because I heard the doorknob turn in the middle of the night when I was awakened by footsteps. On the other hand, I have no idea who they are.I haven't been able to sleep as a result of his teasing and mocking of me."What the hell is this, Remon?" asks the narrator. I have no id
"Do you honestly believe that injuring your face will make me stop?" Remon uttered nothing but trembles between getting the scissors and approaching my chair. He just stood there staring at my face. "Please don't concern me any more. "Thank you very much.""I'd want to accompany you for the next month, Yhra." "I will handle all of your responsibilities, including those related to your family and other issues." He was able to break his habit for the second time that day. Alternatively, he may be concerned that I may detract from the poker image he is trying to maintain. As I questioned him, tears welled up in my eyes, and he gently stroked and touched my face."I recognize that even if I imagine that you are her, she is not with you and is with someone else, and you are a separate person, and the two of you are not the same person.""I just want the feeling that she's still there," he mumbled as he knelt down."The agony has taken up home in my body," he explained as he knelt. "I will
I awakened early the next morning after Remon explained what should and should not be done in my room. Despite the fact that he hadn't finished talking to me yet, he left as soon as his phone rang and returned home with a woman about ten o'clock that evening.My preparations to walk downstairs to get some water were interrupted when I observed them doing something obscene in the kitchen.There are no people in her house, not even the maid, whom I haven't seen in a long time."Would you mind telling me who she is?" As Remon and the woman who had been with him the night before fell asleep at the same time, I averted my gaze.I couldn't care less about her. Simply leave. But he didn't listen and instead came up to me and apologized.He gave me a long, hard look from head to toe. He was even admiring the clothes I was wearing."Does this resemble your maid's son?" His brows were furrowed, and he seemed concerned about me, which was unusual."No, simply get out of here." I'll call you when