KABANATA 40THE TEA Lahat ay nakatingin sa dereksyon namin. Their eyes darted to us and then to our intertwined hands. After that they would look away and talk with their friends.Naglalakad kami ni Braeden papuntang office ng dean. Ngayong araw kasi ay gusto nya na akong ipaalam sa dean na kung pwede ay titigil muna ako. At ganun din sya sa pagtuturo.We have been talking about this matter and today is the day that he chose. Wala naman na akong nagawa at tama naman siya ng sabihin na hindi na ito kailangan pang patagalin. Mabilis lamang lalaki ang tiyan ko kaya hanggang maaga ay makapag paalam na kami. If you would ask me, did I regret getting pregnant? Did I regret stopping my study because of this?

KABANATA 42ANOTHER TEA "ARE YOU REALLY sure that you won't still sleep?" Braeden asked me while I was cuddling him. I'm staying in his room, and I think there is nothing wrong with that because I'm his wife. And we have three sons and another angel inside my womb.I gave him my sweetest smile before hugging him. "I want us to stay like this. I want you to tell me how you were able to survive without me." I said. He sigh and hugs me back. Mas lalo naman akong napangiti ng amoy amoyin nito ang buhok ko. "Well, it is hard to survive without you by my side, but I'm just thinking positively. I always think that after 20 years you will wa

KABANATA 44IT IS STARTING I saw a woman smiling on me. But that smile didn't reach her ears. The woman is so thin and pale. Paler than before. She has dark circle under her sad eyes.I tried to reach her hand. But I can't. I tried to say a word to ease her pain but I can't. The more I try to give advice, the more I can feel the pain on my chest.I saw a tears streaming down her cheeks. That's when I noticed that my cheeks are wet. And then I realized that the woman is me. The woman is my reflection.Funny to think that I can do things that vampire can't do. I can see my self in the mirror while they can't. And sadly there are things that vampire can do while I can't. They can live forever if they want but

KABANATA 46BEGGING Third Person's Point Of ViewIn the middle of the garden there is a man kneeling in front of a tree. Begging for something. His voice is laced with sadness but determination is written on his face."I'm begging you to spare my wife and my child. Please I'm begging you. Let them live. I'm begging you." Paulit ulit nitong saad at bahagyang niyuko ang ulo."Goddess of all, I'm begging you to please spare my wife and child. If I can take their pain then I will. Ako nalang ang parusahan mo. Wag nalang sila. Hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko kaya na makita silang nahihirapan." Bahagyang umalog ang balikat nito tanda ng kanyang pag iyak. Puno ng pagsusumamo ang kanyang mukha at boses.

 SPECIAL CHAPTERTHANA ACLYSE POINT OF VIEWIt feels so surreal. I can not believe that I am now again back in his arms. The arms that I have been dying to envelop my whole being. The destination that I have been dreaming of. The feeling that his arms gave me didn't change. It is still the same arms that can send touches of warmth in me. The arms that make me feel safe and secure. And that is from my husband, my love, Cassius Braeden Hermeone.I can't still believe that I have been working with my husband. Kung hindi pa niya hinubad ang kwintas na suot-suot ko ay hindi ko pa maalala ang lahat. Ang mga alaala ay biglang bumuhos sa utak ko at para bang movie lahat-lahat.Remembering it makes me smile. I cannot believe that I resurrect from the dead.  I cannot believe that I resurrect from the dead. Yes, I died and lived again. It is because of Br