13

The diary clung to my side as I strolled along the center of the road with no goal in mind, feeling foolish and as if I had no choice but to take what Remon could provide me, despite the agony of waiting for something I wanted him to give me. as it pertains to me.

What is the point of hoping if I understand why I was in this circumstance from the beginning?

"It's only a fool, Yhra," I said in hushed tones as the light rain and wind began to fall, making me realize how chilly it would be every night if Remon weren't there to keep me company.

Why do I put my trust in someone I know who will abandon me and let me go once he has gotten what he wants?

I honestly don't understand why he puts up with me when he has so many other options available to him. One of the deserved recipients is Lesley, a tall woman.

I'm far too small for someone with Remon's stature. That is something I really don't want to think about, but I can't stop myself.

I can make Remon happy, so I don't have anything disti