The days passed.The end of Ansha's second semester was near. All the teachers were concluding their classes and their practical exams were about to start.The students were trying to live their most before the tension hits them hard and they would try to be devoured by their studies.It was one of that days. Ansha and her friends has leave their classroom after the day's last lecture ended.They were moving through the corridor when she notices him at the water tank with his friend.These were also the days when Ansha's mind was full of him. She was unconsciously aware that she has start loving him. She kept daydreaming about him. She thinks that soon they would be speaking to each other and they will have a decent and sweet love story. Her hopes were already too high for a future with him.In short, she was high on love and didn't notice anything else.She was all smiles when Rabeel shake her and push her into an empty classroom."I have seen enough to ask you what's going on. Just
4 years before... She enters into her department and goes towards her class along with her best friend. There was a smile on her face and she was in her own world.“Ansha!”, her friend called her back to reality.“Hmm?”“These are only our first days of university and you are already smiling like an idiot.Tell me what happened that left you all smiles and I don't even noticed that.”“Rabeel! It's nothing like you're thinking. There is anything in my life that I can hide from you? You're my best friend since junior school. You know all about me.”“Yes I know all about you that's why I'm asking what is on your mind that you keep smiling.”Ansha smiled more.“Well, I'm just thinking about life, just a month back, I was in my most depressed state and at that time I can't expect that my life would turn out like this.” There was a series of flashbacks of past few months of her life.How she scored less than she s
Chapter 2 Is it Love or Hate? Few days later.... She was attending her last lecture of the day. She tries to concentrate on what the teacher is saying but she can't. She always seats in the first row, as it helps her not letting her mind anywhere else. But today this method also was not working for her. Her mind was again and again going on that mysterious man. She was sure that she has seen him anywhere else before but she can't remember where. She can't even remember the time. And for her the main issue is that these are already the last week of the semester and she don't even see him again after that day. She always tries to look for him whenever she had a chance to look around outside her class. She also waits for him on the main gate just like first time, but he was nowhere to be seen. After this week there will be final exams of the semester
Days passed and her preparation period was over. Today was her first exam. Second year and first year exams are scheduled to be on same day but 2nd year students' exams were in morning. Whereas First year Exams were in afternoon but they all were in university from morning as usual. Her eyes were finding him since she steps into premises of her department. Her speculations were if he is in first year like her, he will definitely appear at exam time but if he is in 2nd year, she will saw him coming after the paper. But if he is of 3rd or 4th (last) year, there is 95% possibility he will not come if he does not have any 1st or 2nd year improve exams.
Present Time... She was going through her Snapchat memories. Those photos were from the last day of her first semester. Her selfies, pictures with whole class, the happy moments of her group friends and with Rabeel. Seeing her selfies with her, the clips of her happy memories flow through her mind but end at the sad note. What she did to her leaves a thorn in her heart forever. At times she thinks, why she did all this to her. But she already knows all the answers. She put down her mobile and let her back rest on the sofa. She already has so much issues in her life to sort out. She does not have time for the past. As she thinks that her past has only added to her miseries. She has to survive in her present. Her 22nd birthday is coming up soon but before that she had to get a job. The reminder tone of her mobile reminds her that her interview is in 2 hours. She had to get ready. S
The acceptance call from the company which came in the morning was enough for her happy to the moon and back mood. She has to join on the day after tomorrow. She called Nisha and set her plans for the day. First, they will do shopping then Ansha would treat her in her favorite restaurant. After that she message another person. “Got selected! I’ll be joining the day after tomorrow so I’ll be super busy. Meet me at our usual place tomorrow for dinner?” “As your wish sweetheart!” He replied. She smiled at his expected message. Later that day in Shopping mall…. They were leisurely walking with their hands full of their shopping. Ansha was humming a song. “Well, well, well your excitement for this job is already over the moon and you haven’t started it yet. I think you will not
Again, the night was restless today too for her. She was tossing and turning on her bed. Tears were just uncontrollably flowing out of her eyes, despite of all her attempts to not to cry. After sending the files through e-mail on time she was just like this. She thinks of sleeping but that seems impossible to herself. In the end she just sits up and holding her knees, she gave in to all her sorrows. She cries harder, holding herself tighter. He just appears again. When she was finally ready to move on. Despite of her hate for him, her love is always more. And from her love for him, the broken pieces of her heart are even more. With her cries getting intense, she was shaking badly. As always, there was no one to hold
Back to Past… This was the fourth day of her 2nd semester. This time she was more hopeful for their ambiguous relation. Her heart was even more attracted to him. On her first day she only saw a glimpse of him. Later, she was unable to find him. Later that day, Ansha and her friends were going to photocopy shop to purchase their lab handouts. They have to pass through a corridor in which there were classes of senior year students. There she saw him. He was standing there with his friend. He also looked at her. When she came closer, he whispered to his friend and pointed towards her with his eyes. She noticed it all but ignored it. She can only feel happiness in her heart as she was afraid to show it. On her way back from the shop, she was more than happy. She had to go back from the same corridor, she saw that he had en