Anna pov
I had it all I think as I do my rounds till Bethany fucked it all up by her lies and manipulation of my mates. Yes two mates and I loved them with everything in me. I'm a pediatric doctor and I loved it till I lost my own pup by my mate's hand.I did thirty six hour shifts then had a few days off when this went down and I knew walking in our shared house something was off.Luca was pacing never a good sign while Lorenzo looked at me with disgust. A file was on the table as I walked in but I ignored it wanting food."Do you have something to tell us Anna",Luca growled out as I opened the fridge."No...I don't think so. Why?",he growled as he yanked the folder up and shoved it at me."Explain!",he yelled and I jumped. I looked at both confused and started to look at the file. Email after email stared at me showing I was a traitor but I never had time to meet or talk to anyone."This is fake, I slammed it down getting pissed I was starving after running all damn night, I have no time to meet, see or email anyone. I work all the fucking time Luca you know this!",I yelled back pissed.This was Bethany I fume as my wolf paces she keeps saying leave them to cool off."You lie, Luca growls ripping my cellphone from my hand, You fucking lie to us your mates",I stare at both not quite believing this. He couldn't be serious right now."I'm not, my voice goes soft as my eyes fill with tears, I honestly don't know what this is",I point at the folder. Lorenzo sighs."It is funny Anna, he sits looking annoyed, you could meet people and we wouldn't know it",I'm stunned."But I don't I'm always working Lorenzo, he stares at me, I swear I am pull the surveillance footage I'm always there. Ask doctor Philips he is head pediatrician there",Luca smacks the table and I jump."You see Anna, he starts jaw clenched, I don't believe shit you say. Bethany said she saw you meeting him",I throw my hands up and sigh loud and dramatically hearing her name."Oh my goodness she is such a reliable source, I'm frustrated, that whore wants your cocks again. You both believe every fucking thing that bitch spouts and over your mate. I'm no traitor and I know I never went against you two I wouldn't. If you believe that skank maybe us won't work",Lorenzo shot to his feet a growl so loud I whimper. Luca looks at me still pissed and before I can say anything he slaps me so hard I fall my belly hitting the floor hard as my head bounces off the hard wood floor. I curl up as pain shoots into abdomen and I feel extreme lightheadnesss. Both freeze as I whimper holding my stomach. I mind link Doctor Philip and he rushes in after kicking the door open in and lifts me up."I got you Anna, he tries to soothe me, hold on",he goes to leave but I look at my mates tears falling."There is no coming back from this",Philip rushes out and I sob in pain. I don't care if they follow or not but I do know all trust is gone. Mates should believe you I sob as I miscarry our pup and my world shifts in a matter of days. My jaw is fractured from the hit and I landed on my belly killing our pup. A little boy that I wanted. I lay in the hospital bed back to the door when Spencer walks in and sighs."Anna, he sounds sad, both want to talk to you",I just cry not wanting them near me."Please no Spencer, my voice is hoarse from lack of use, I can't bare to see them. I don't want them anywhere near me right now. Please just tell them to leave me alone",he sighs sadly as he looks at me."I'm sorry honey, his voice sounds pained, I really am we found out after you got hurt that Bethany ran and everything was fake",My wolf howled in agony as I cried harder. She took everything from me and I know damn well I'm never getting peace back. My mates ruined everything for her. My happiness and peace is gone. My pup gone. My mate relationship gone because she was fucking jealous over me. I had the men she wanted since her younger years.I wiped at my face disgusted I'm still crying and wondering what if."I would like a transfer, I say my voice soft, I need away from here Spencer",he moves so I can see his face."Anna...",I sigh loud."I need away from them Spencer I'm asking to go to Howl they need a baby doctor anyway and I can't be here anymore. Even if you don't grant it I'm still leaving",he looks devastated as I cover up shivering again."Are you absolutely sure honey?",I sigh as I wipe my cheeks."Yes",I wipe more tears."Have you talked to your mates?",I can't talk to them both caused me so much trama over fucking lies. I wish death on Bethany and I wish it fast and in a hurry."I'd rather not Spencer ",he takes my hand and I frown."I think you three need to talk honey, he rubs my knuckles, get everything out in the open and see if it is fixable. Both feel awful",I look away and he wipes my cheeks free of tears."I can't ",I whisper."Take a few days honey, he looks at me sadly, talk to them and try to fix this. You three need each other",I don't need mates that don't trust me I think as I lay there. I don't want mates that believe some other she wolf over their destined mate. Both showed me their true self and I'm afraid of them. Luca took so much I'm uncertain if I can recover. After he leaves I close my eyes wanting to just sleep and be away from reality."Anna, I hear Lorenzo, are you awake my love?",I lay there pretending I'm asleep. He moves closer and I keep my eyes shut tight. If I look at them I will instantly forgive them and I can't forgive right now. I feel his fingers stroke my bruised cheek and sigh sadly."She awake?",Luca moves closer."No",Lorenzo snaps at him."It looked real brother, Luca defends himself, it really did. I never meant to fucking cause all of this",he must of motioned at my body because Lorenzo growls. I lay there terrified of my own mates as both keep talking about my bruises and our dead pup."Why didn't she tell us? ,Lorenzo sighs shakily, she could of said she was pregnant man",both sound ready to cry but I'm done I need to leave them. This is completely unforgivable to me. Luca hurt me physically, mentally and emotionally I have nothing left now. I can't reject them but I can run away from them. The next few days is me applying to Howl Motorcycle Club Hospital for the baby doctor position and actually getting hired. I start in a month and I feel lighter.I get to start over and leave this shit behind me. I fall asleep happy that in a few days I'm running away and I'm not telling my mates about it."You both will live to regret all you've done ",I whisper as I drift off to sleep. I just hope when I wake I'm alone. I'd rather be alone anywhere else then be stuck here with them.Anna povOne month laterI ran away like I wanted, and at times, I regretted it, but I couldn't look at Luca or Lorenzo without fear now. Waking to them was the worst, and it showed on my face each time."Doctor Anna, welcome to Howl." I smile at Alpha Sebastian Howl as he walks up to me. He goes to reach out, and I flinch, making his eyes widen."I'm sorry, alpha, I'm embarrassed as he studies my face, thanks for accepting me here," he nods, but his eyes stay on my face studying me. I'm jumpy around men now, something that kills me. I was always outgoing till Luca and Lorenzo destroyed it. My cell rang and dinged every day from them, but I never answered it. I couldn't they caused me so much pain."Again Anna, Sebastian ,says smiling, we welcome you to Howl, and if you have any issues, come see us," he motions between him and Ben."Thanks, Alpha and Beta, I will, but I don't think I will have issues," I say softly, praying to the moon goddess, I have no problems pop up. I couldn't be
Anna povI woke but kept my eyes closed because Luca and Lorenzo were here again. Both visit daily, and I hate it at times. I want to cry because both ruined me. "Anna, I hear Luca's soft, deep voice beside me, baby wake up so we can talk." I turn over and rub at my eyes before blinking like I just woke up."What do you want?"I say harshly. He sighs."To apologize for everything baby",I scoff."Save it, I'm not giving in so fast to them even though my wolf is begging me to, you both believed that bitch and look what happened. She ran and I lost everything because of her. Lets not forget you killed our pup",Both flinch and look down ashamed. "We are sorry Anna and we got men out looking for Bethany as we speak",I chuckle darkly."So that is suppose to make up for hitting me and killing our son",both look like I stabbed them as it sinks in."A boy",I sigh sadly. "I found out the day you took it all away I wanted to come home and eat before telling you both, I sigh, instead I got accus
Luca povI watch Anna shift in her sleep as a nightmare plagues her."I didn't do it, she whimpers as tears leak from her closed eyes, I swear I never did that....please don't take my baby",I flinch as she starts to thrash and wakes screaming hands going to her flat belly."Anna, I try to touch her but she scoots away, baby let us help you",she wipes at her cheeks trying to stop crying. "You can't help me, she cries, you can't help me at all because your the reason I have these nightmares. You took my pup and broke my heart in one go",she starts crying loud and I growl as I move closer."Anna,Lorenzo says behind me, please my love let us help you",he puts the siderail down and gathered her close. Anna fought it but she was weak from the drugs and exhaustion so she let him hold her. Her sobs tore at my heart as we listen to her. Fuck my wolf growls your a dick Luca. I know I said back to him sadly I more than know that.After what seemed like hours Anna fell back asleep but she cried
Lorenzo povAnna wakes and I tell her what happened during the lashes and guilt fills her face. She looks down as I watch her close. "Anna Stone what did you do?",she looks up as tears fill her eyes."I did it, she whimpers, I dipped all the whips in the Wolfsbayne poison",I sit unable to believe my ears."Fuck Anna she isn't healing or doing well at all. Tanner is a mess and Sebastian ordered the camera footage pulled",she sniffles sadly. "Can we go see her and Tanner?",Anna asks me looking sad."Baby that is a bad idea because Tanner is volatile right now and he may snap at us",she wipes her cheeks."Please I need to tell them it was me and I reacted crazy but I'm sorry now",I nod as we head to the private hospital wing Bethany is on. Sebastian is standing there looking pissed at us. He knows already I think."Lorenzo I told you and her that Bethany is off limits to you, he almost snarls, why are you here?",Anna
Lorenzo povWe head to the hospital to talk to doc about Anna when we hear loud sobbing in the hallway. Luca and I hurry to see who is in such distress.Bethany looks up and can't tell who is in her room."Are you okay?"I ask while she sobs harder."I fell, she sobs, my legs won't work right," she is a mess as I approach. When her eyes clear more tears fill them and she sees me. I reached out, but she flinched our last meeting wasn't good."Let me help you Bethany ",I say softly. "No, she scoots back or tries to, but she is weak as hell, I can do it," She sobs more as everything hits her."What the fuck happened!"?",Luca appears."She must of fell trying to get out of bed I heard her sobbing. Tanner was talking to Sebastian about council",at the mention of them she starts hyperventilating and sobbing harder. We both look at each other freaked out."Get doc",Luca tells me as Bethany falls apart. She probably thinks her life is basically fucked."Bethany calm down your okay they are wi
Luca povI fucked up with everyone and I don't know how to fix it. I whipped Bethany so bad I almost killed her. Tanner most likely hates me more than anyone else in this pack and I don't blame him. We rushed to help a pack member earlier not realizing it was Bethany. I still hear her broken speech and sobs. Fuck she feared us once she saw it was us there and not Tanner. My visit to Sebastian went way different than I thought it would. "I'm not banning you",he says softly watching me. I teared up and he hugged me. He held me tight."I deserve it brother",but he nodded no. He patted my back."We will get through anything Luca as long as we do it together ",I nod as I wipe my face and clear my throat. This shows what a great alpha he truly Is and I feel better knowing he wants us to stay in Howl territory. I sigh as I sit on a park bench trying to figure out how I'm gonna get Anna to forgive me. I need a few moments alone to organize my thoughts before i head home. Lorenzo is easy for A
Anna povI wake still in Luca's arms and hold in my sigh as he snores softly. When he collapsed I felt fear because even though I hate him for destroying my life I still love him.My pup was gone and I felt so lost I wanted to die but I pushed myself to keep going."Baby, I look at Lorenzo, you okay?",I nod."I gotta pee",I whisper. "I will help you love",he gently removes me from Luca's arms and carries me in. Once he steps out I use the toilet and stare at myself in the mirror. I look exhausted and sad."Anna, I jump as I wash my hands. Luca steps in and I avoid his gaze, you done?",he goes to lift me but I back up."Your still healing",I back up more. He crowds my space and my back hits the wall I'm out of space to move anymore. He stares at me before gently reaching out and caresses my face."Let me carry you, he says softly, I need to feel you Anna",I nod not wanting to argue with him. He lifts me and I yawn as he t
Luca povAnna fell asleep in my arms and my cock is still hard as I feel her little body against mine.Fuck I want her so damn bad."She barely ate",Lorenzo says in a whisper. "We will work on it",I kiss her head."She needs to eat more, Lorenzo looks her over, she is skin and bones now",I know I feel it as I hold her tight to me."We will work on it brother, I kiss her neck, we will get her healthy and happy again",he nods as he covers her up. Fuck my cock is still hard."Your sporting a boner, he chuckles, I can tell by your hold on her",I roll my eyes."I would love to sink into her tight pussy, I groan, she needs to want it just as bad Lorenzo. I think we need to work on healing all of us before we mate her again",he sighs sadly."She may never want us like that Luca, he rakes fingers through his hair, we really fucked everything up believing Bethany over her. Anna is right we listened to Bethany over h