Alvaria’s Point Of View.Eyes wide ,heart loudly beating in alarm as my body shot forward as if it was some sort of spasm. I looked around my surroundings in an attempt to find out where I was. I could feel my body fully waking up and registering everything that I had seen and lived though as well as the dreams that had been haunting me and I was now shook out of . I honestly hate how vivid and graphic my dreams were but there was nothing to be done about it. I exhaled a deep breath of relief and brought my hand onto my chest as a calming gesture. I noticed the peaceful and empty green field that I had passed the night in and felt a Sense of calm come over me .For the first time in a long time I woke up feeling utterly peaceful deep down within my spirit . My wolf was silent and tucked away in a far away part of my brain . Even though I was still not mentally fully awake, I could still feel the numbness of my body ,mind and soul . It was almost as if I had been in a deep coma for d

Alvaria's Point Of View.I could suddenly feel something and everything all at the same time. My miserable , sorry excuse of a life flashed right before my eyes as I felt my life source being drained from my body and all I had to say was…good riddance. At Least with death I will find peace and with that, darkness and serenity consumed me. Everything went silent and I just knew it was the end …or so I thought as my soul left my body. *Loud gasp* Eyes wide ,heart loudly beating in alarm as my body shot forward as if it was some sort of spasm. I looked around my surroundings in an attempt to find out where I was. I shot off the bed gasping for air as Odeus approached me with worry in his eyes which sent me in a full state of panic and sent me running away from him . I did not miss the flash of hurt that crossed his eyes but I did not care as I created as much distance between us as possible. I did a quick look around the room and I knew exactly where I was but not why. I could fee

Alvaria’s Point Of View.I could barely recognize the woman that was looking back at me in the mirror. All I did was sleep ,sleep, eat and cry.Nightmares made my life a living hell and having to deal with all of the changes around me just made me even more depressed. Seventeen years had passed …a whole seventeen years of being dead and a lot had changed within those years. Not only did some people seem older but the environment changed too.*Knock, Knock, knock*I no longer felt like I belonged. Everything just felt strange and so Modern. The knocking on the door just felt like background noise as I completely ignored it to focus on wallowing in my own misery.*Knock ,knock ,knock *I could hear the door slowly crack open but I still did not move from my spot on the bed. The darkness brought me comfort and made me feel more at home. Unfortunately for me the person who entered opened the blinds and light immediately flashed across the room and blinded my eyes.“Good morning Alvaria,

Alvaria's Point Of View.I took in a deep breath and made my way outside my room just exploring the pack in search of Joshua . Freya and Damien were still getting settled in the pack and resting after the long journey so I decided to not disturb them. All I needed was to think through my next move in order to decide if leaving my mates would be a good idea after everything that we have gone through.My thoughts were racing from one thing to another so much that I found myself lost and completely alone in a strangely long hallway. A part of me advised me to go back the way I came from but curiosity just got the better of me.The more I walked down the hallway the more anxious I got. Something about this part of the palace just seemed old and somewhat ancient, more ancient than the rest of the palace already looked. I could easily tell that even though the palace was old it had been renovated and revamped a few times but thus part of the palace almost seemed untouched.The art , sculptu

Alvaria's Point Of View. My heart was beating louder and louder by the second as I struggled to calm myself down. Asmodeus was on my right and Odeus on my left as we all awkwardly sat in bed not exactly sure what to do. After Odeus caught Asmodeus and I being in a rather compromising position the awkwardness in the room grew more and more suffocating by the second.Asmodeus slowly moved closer to me just as Odeus did almost as if they thought I wouldn’t notice . I was already regretting my decision but it was too late to take it back . “We are not complaining, we can just stay up with you till you fall asleep. You need rest too,” His voice was so low and I was so turned on I couldn’t help but blush the entire time. I was not yet fully back to my normal strength but the doctor said there was no need for bed rest so maybe I could just run off the bed and leave them or something. “Ohhh ok then let’s just sleep, goodnight ,” My bed was big but not that big . My body was hyper awar