Let me care for you so you forget the monsters,Let me warm you up so you forget the cold,Let me kiss and caress every inch of you so I can erase the scars,Let me dive into those eyes so I could forget myself. ~ A. Gupta Cole I fûcking hated this helplessness I was feeling.It had been more than three hours since we got locked in this refrigerator room and each minute that passed was bringing us closer to hypothermia or serious lung problems. I had tried everything I could, my right hand was numb from trying to punch the gate in because I couldn’t sit in and do nothing. Violet was stan

Family is not always the one we are born into, sometimes we find people that make us a family we long for. ~ A. Gupta Violet I was curled into a ball in his lap with his arms wrapped around me, feeling warm and protected. My body was still humming from the pleasure he had introduced me to. My heart was still beating it’s excited rhythm. I was limp like a warm gooey noodle with the sacks covering me whole and then the plastic sheet that he had doubled over for me. I must’ve dozed off a little after Cole tugged my clothes into place like nothing happened between us and then asked my permission to open his eyes, because when I looked up he was asleep too, only I frowned when I felt that his breathing was shallow and his upper half was uncovered as he had neglected

In this world there are only two tragedies. One is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting it. ~ Oscar Wilde.ColeI turned to her, she sat on the bed with her phone in her hand typing at it. Everyone downstairs asked us how we got trapped in that freezer and when I turned to Violet waiting for her to answer as I couldn’t particularly tell them that I was trying to cool down and control myself before I could’ve lost it and taken her in the dark store room. And also, I was curious too because I had heard voices before I had rounded the line of shelves and seen her on the floor.But she hadn’t answered— not the one I wanted to hear. She had shrugged and signed, ‘The door must’ve locked from outside on its own.’ When her eyes had collided with mine, she had quickly looked away, giving away the fact that she was hiding something.Now as I walked toward her, I decided to get my answer

They say it’s better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. In my opinion that’s total bullshît because they didn’t tell you that losing was worse than never having loved. At least if I hadn’t loved I wouldn’t be feeling this constant emptiness and unending pain where my heart used to be. ~ A. GuptaVioletI didn’t understand why he was behaving like this but it was starting to make me uncomfortable. His fingers clasped my wrist in a tight hold as he tugged me out of the diner, practically dragging me all the way to the car. He pulled open the passenger side door and when I didn’t slide inside, he let out a low growl.I tried to jerk his hold away, my skin stretched tight as old memories started to resurface. He had never made me feel this way but his energy was affecting me. The fine tension in his body was making me nervous. “Enough!” I croaked out.

Some things are better left behind. Violet“Hey, are you alright?” Daisy asked as she sat down beside me, sliding the glass of chocolate milkshake that she swore was the best in town, though I think it had more to do with the fact that we were in her brother’s diner. Again.Even though Cole had been reluctant and all growly, he hasn’t made a big deal out of it except on a condition that I text him every ten minutes and tell him that I only want him. It was cute. Everything with Cole felt perfect and... Cute. I felt all giddy and warm.The other day when he had walked out of my bedroom, I understood what he meant by not being able to control himself and I liked that I could do that to him. But the problem was as much a