Well, I'm kinda planning to call a friend to let out the negative feelings and energy I've got from the party earlier.I called him then head out to the veranda while waiting for him to answer my call. Joy filled my system when he answered it.[Good thing I am not home yet. I've got a feeling that you'll call.] He chuckled which made me giggle too."What? Are you a psychic now? I never thought that you are one though. You look like a yokai more," I laughed when he snorted.I heard him sighed and a faint sound from the background, a sign that he moved.[This is the first time you've called me and it feels like something that has made a deep cut in you has been bothering you. Your aura

I went to the pharmacy first to buy some stuff such as medicine and another thing that would clear my mind from confusion and curiosity. I have bought five pregnancy test to make sure about my suspicion.I was gulping for several times while driving on my way home. I am nervous. I am scared. I am happy. I can't understand what I am feelibg right now because the result of those things later will decide if I'm still going to let go or hold on to give the baby a complete family.I was walking back and fort inside the bathroom while waiting for the result. I don't want to look at it.Tears are streaming down my face for several reasons. They're streaming down my cheeks to comfort and make me feel the fear that I might be the worst mom if I ever do what I want without thinking about what he

"Why are you so shy? He's your husband. You live in the same roof, you sleep on the same bed and I'm sure as fuck that you even did some wonders in the cold nights."Damn, why did I forgot about Soleil's unfiltered mouth?"Shh," I tied my hair up. "I'll go now. Just please keep quiet. I don't know what your mom has fed you when you were young to turn into some sort blunt bitch," I joked."Oh bitch, it's not my mom who fed me something amazing," She wiggled her eyebrows. "It's my daddy who fed me something pleasurable."I made a disgusted face and rolled my eyes. Oh my goodness!"Whatever you say, Sol. I'll get going before you can completely pollute my mind," I said the walked out on

"Anton! You goddamn motherfucker!"I turned into the stairs when I heard his familiar steps and his stinky pressence descending.He's wearing his infamous smirk while eyeing me with amusement. "What a pleasant surprise, my dear little one. Are you going to thank me for the gift I prepared for you?""You are a monster!" I was glaring at him while removing my high heels. I held them tight and marched towards him. I threw one of my footwears directly into his face. Too bad, he was kinda fast to move aside."Easy, Athijha.""Easy? Where the hell did that came from? As far as I can remember, you don't have that word in you vocabulary!"

I clenched my chest. "And another thing is, Clea doesn't want you. I love so damn much that it's so painful that after our marriage, you started treating me like a trash."I stood up. "Why? Why can't you love me back? Why are you making me feel so worthless? When will it ever be me, Quel? When will you allow me to measure your love?""How can I love the woman who ruined my plan in the future?" He sarcastically smiled. "You're not worthy of love, Athijha. Just go and die. Maybe you'll find the love you've been waiting for.""What are you saying?""You love me, right? Then die for me, Death." Tear ran faster like they're competing in a marathon.I closed my eyes