I opened my eyes softly and slowly and we were standing in the back of the NYU campus with warm sunlight hitting on my face giving me a nice cosy warmth after a long dark cold night, it felt good on my face and I felt happy and when I looked at him his beautiful green eyes were shining in that sunlight and he just looked beautiful and I kept on just admiring his beauty, God I was so much in love with him there was literally no saving for me and the thought of that made me giggle and Elvin was just standing there confused and clueless and said, “Now that I can’t hear your thoughts it becomes kind of annoying that you are laughing at some inside joke in your mind that I would never know about” and I smirked at him, “Welcome to human world” and I started running from him hoping he would catch me and h exactly did that with both us of falling on the ground, it was so hilarious that we ended up on each other giggling and laughing un

 1830My eyes opened with a shock and sudden feeling of pit in my stomach, there was sweat on my face, I was dripping wet with my own sweat, my heart was beating very fast, I couldn’t even realise the trauma I have just gone through right now, watching my father die infront of me, it is going to stay in memory for as long as I am going to live.“Elvin honey are you fine, what happened to you, why did you just freeze over there, just say something Elvin” I was still in my dilemma when I heard the voices in the back of my mind, it was my mother screaming and crying calling my name and that is when I realised while I was watching my dad die, time was still here for my mother and younger brother who were clueless about what was happening and that made me come back into senses from my traumatic coma and I shouted, “Mom take Jonathan and run this man here, this monster Richar

 Last night with Alfred has been very soul search type of a night, he told me how I could contr my cravings for blood and still feed on people and not kill them, that is what I was going to do from now on because every time I had to kill a human a part of me also used to die with them and I was loosing myself whatever little I was left was disappearing in thin and my talk with Alfred last night gave me a new hope to pull myself together before every tiny bit of me gets vanished in thin air.I stepped my step out in the sun and I was alright and perfectly fine, for the first time in months I was standing in the sunlight the feeling was so warming in itself that I had little tears of joy in my eyes. People around me were moving in every direction working on their daily jobs, I was a new face for them, they haven’t seen me before and some were curious about my arrival and origin so I really had to blend which was

 I was just Sitting in the corner watching all of them acting on Richard’s command, I wanted to stop it by whispering in his ears again but I just couldn’t do it, I felt like I was obliged to let him do whatever he wanted to, I was loosing my control, pulling down my guards and just watching everything like an audience, hypnotized and just looking the charade which was happening in front of me and that is when I saw Lily dividing the stone into two equal pieces and that’s when it hit me Richard was making sure to pass it on to his daughters, he can’t see me still but he knew I was somewhere there in that room because he had that smirk where he was teasing me that he won against me again, I tried to go next to him and whisper in his ears to make it stop, to bury that stone in mud so no one could get it but as I tried to reach him I was hit by an wave of shock throwing me on the other side of the room, he still couldn’t see me but

 Present DayFew weeks have passed since we last met Lily, I think whatever threat Alvin gave her last time really had an impact because Lily didn’t bother us after that I was finally thinking the problem has been solved and now I can go back to live my normal life but alwyn was still not sure According to him Lily is not the one who would give up on something she wants so easily, I know he’s just being paranoid and I would not blame him considering the fact that Lily almost kidnapped me last time.I have been skipping my classes since that incident happened with Lily in the washroom allies voted because I haven’t been to my dorm also and I really don’t know what to tell her I don’t have any answer to her questions sometimes I really want to tell her about the vampire is about elvin about whatever is happening with me but then I think that the less she knows the b