I was the first one to avert my eyes because I could not bear the anger written in his eyes until I could feel the gradual pain and crushing of my heart again.‘Never show yourself to me Yasha Reese Heuson. Never again.’ I gulped as that words once played on my mind. I still remember what exactly happened from this same spot, what are the exact words he threw at me, and how my heart broke because of him. I looked up to stop my tears from falling. I can't cry. Not right now. Not in front of him.He then entered and even though we were the only two inside, he stood far away from me, enough distance for the two of us. I smiled bitterly. Do you know that kind of feeling wherein we are close yet we are also far away from each other?It hurts. It really hurts to think that the person you could talk to before and hug any time you want, now he can't even talk to you or even look at you.It really hurts me but I need to understand him. Things aren't okay y

Another month had passed and in the days that have passed, I am still—no, I am always in the news which isn't new to me anymore. To be honest, I feel like the news love me so much that it doesn't want to let me go. If I could just label myself then I guess I suit the title ‘Queen of the News’."What are you doing?" I looked at Aishi as she came out of the kitchen."Reading some negative comments about me," I answered as I waved to her the phone I was holding."You're something, don't you know that? Of all the people I knew, you seem to be the only person who enjoys reading negative comments about you." Aishi then walked near me, stepped aside so she could put down the snack she made on the center table before she sat beside me.I took a spicy cracker from the plate and ate it before I answered her."They made an effort to type it. It would be a waste if I will not read it." And I just felt her hit me on the head."What the hell?" I hissed, glaring

Life is an unending journey—a journey where you should keep going despite the challenges you are facing. In this journey, there is no room for giving up. Yes, you may stop but it requires you not to give up. Sure, life is not a contest where some wins and some losses but it is a battle where in you should win every struggles.And that's what I want to do now, to win this struggle I am facing. It is hard but that's not a reason for me to stop. I believe there's always a solution to every problem and I won't let this problem ruin me. I have had sacrificed a lot and I won't let those sacrifices I did to put into waste."Yasha, give me your stern look this time." I immediately changed my facial expression as the photographer demanded."Face your left side a bit." I did again what he said. "A bit more, no no, turn on your left side. Alright, stop. Stop. That's it. Now look at me with your stern look."Click of cameras, lightings, set of different clothes, various

I wanted to chase her. I don't want to end this night with us having a quarrel, but I got a call, that maybe, just maybe, that call was a sign for me to let her think first, that I should let her go first. And that's what I did.I took the call. It was Kelly, asking me to come to her because she needs me. I know Yasha needs me too but I chose to go to Kelly, considering the situation she has right now.I learned that her father is in the hospital, in his critical condition. I knew Kelly back then. She's been a friend to me. Both our fathers were colleagues. From her situation right now, no one's comforting her aside from me because she has nothing. Only her father and I can't stand seeing her suffering.That night, her father's condition got worse."I can't lost my Dad, Axis. He's the only one I have. I can't lost him." I hugged her tightly while crying. I can feel and understand her pain and I can't bear seeing her suffering like this.Week

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide attempt, self-injury.***What Kelly's asking is not that easy. There are lot of factors to consider. Business is not just a game. Business undergoes processes. The process itself is hard. It can be laborious and complicated. The merging she's talking isn't just about the CEO and the people in the highest positions. The boards of the companies must approve any merger transaction first. State laws also require shareholder approval. To cut it short, even if I'm the CEO, the decision is not merely on me. "I'm... I'm sorry. I u-understand." I let out a sigh again because of what she said. "I have to go." Kelly then stormed out my office.I am always ready to help her. Like what I said, I am willing to help her but not this kind of thing.Days passed and every time I'm seeing Kelly here in the company, she's just giving me smiles and then she passes me by. She never brought up the t