" What can I get for you? " I fix my gaze upon him, trying not to blush at the sight is his buttocks. He's sitting on the edge of the bed with a part of the covers strewn across his privates. I look away to the other side, he must be kidding. When did he start caring about me, even more to the extent of caring about what I'll eat. " Elle "" Hmmmm? " I ask, raising my brows up and turning to face him " Since when did you start caring about what I want to eat? " I ask laughing, be smile too, looking away and threshing his hand in his hair" Can't I care about you any longer? "" Well, if I'm hungry, I'll look for what to eat myself. "I say drawing the covers up to the top of my head. " Elle " " I want to sleep. Leave me alone. " I fake a groan, shuffling about under the covers in purpose He pull the covers off my face and turn me to face him " You're being a big baby "I lock gazes with him, blushing profusely to my embarrassment. " Speaking about babies, are you sure it'
The next few days, I found myself locking gazes with Remi, too constant for me. Like you know staring at him and catching him staring back? I didn't know why? But it just seemed like I keep he was looking at me. Like I'll just look up and meet his gaze. I hated it so bad because it made me feel super uneasy. There had been even more distance than there'd ever been between us. I hadn't gone to his house since the kiss but he'd been to mine. Particularly with Aria. We rarely even talked directly to each other. And he'd been akwardly silent, no, we hadn't even talked about the kiss. If it were up to me, I'd never bring the subject up because I dreaded it so bad. And that part of me not going to his house? Well it took me efforts, but I've felt more like I had had enough. I felt like I've been pushing myself on him..... Which was a good sign because I've been wanting to find a reason to stay away. I didn't hate him. No, I lov --- loked him --- A combination of like and love. Even tho
I stare down at the empty bottles in front of me. Geez what was I thinking to have- Nah. It doesn't matter I have the money. Ha!.... Well dad sends the money but does it matter? Of course not. Ugh it's twelve already I should be on my way home now or else mom is gonna rip my head out of my body and since dad isn't home, there's no escape. Sish. I feel so on top of the world right now. I grab my bag and myself to the parking lot. Wait where's my car?? Oh, there it is. I fumble for the key in my bag and open the door. As I do fresh, refreshing air hit my body and face oh that feels good. I could air bathe naked right here in the parking lot but then who wants to see a drunk, naked, half cast roaming around. They are gonna think I'm crazy while I ain't. Well partly but... I climb into the Range Rover clumsily only to slip and fall back to the-- on this is it I'
I should not be too forward" Is it going to hurt "oh God I could do this all day" No... I'm just gonna, um , like finger you once sorta "finger? I'm cool with it I sit on a chair and slowly part my leg. I've never been fingered allmy life but t here right now the person that i have always crushed on is going to finger me. Oh i raise the towel all up to my belly and spread my legs as wide as I can.Remi go down on his knees as if commanded not sharing his eyes of my sex sex I arch myself closer so he can see my wetness. To see how wet I am for him." Remi "" Elle, are you sure you really really -- no. If your pregnant will deal with it you could be lying-- "" How dare you call me a liar! Do you think I was lying? "" I'm not-- "" So you don't trust me question mark? Remi- " I said back up and start to fake cry " how dare you? "" I'm sorry "" how c
We let go to gasp for air but he dosedoe stop carressing my breasts. I'm not wearing any bra. I hate bras they're annoying and painful, makes me feel uncomfortable. I let out a crooked smile as he starts to massage it slowly. I moan" You're enjoying this ain't you? "" Of course, but let's get out of here. "" You're right "He says and kisses my cheek but then suddenly his head hit mine forcefully. I wince. A manly figure, more builded grabs him by the shirt and throw him away like he weighs nothing." Stay away " he warnsRemi? I start to run to the guy I still do not know his name but Remi grabs me by the waist. I struggle, and try to pry his hands off of me but he wouldn't budge. I scream." Let me go! How could you--- "" You're coming with me! "" How could you throw him away like that? What if he's dead?... "I try to coax him out but it
♥♥♥♦♥♥♥♥♦♥♥♥♥♦♥♥♥♥ Just when I'm about to leave the house the door open revealing a disheveled Remi . his eyes stressed out like he's been working all day . but damn that suit and tie fit him like a second skin. before I could speak he grabbed me, presses me against the wall and kiss the hell out of me . I cling on to him tight and moan as he kissed me down to my neck and bit me there . we pry off each other's clothes and before I know it I'm naked before him. he lifts me up, lays me on the couch , wasting no time he hovers me, kisses my face. his knee nudges my leg apart and i give in without a conscious decision.♥♥♠ 3 ♦♦♣ hours later ♦♦♥ &
A Week Later ' just fucking' that word has been planted in my head since last week and the more it expands the more I feel like I'm gonna die. I don't wanna believe it anyway but when I get angry and something pops on my head whether good or bad it remains printed in it for a long time. arggggghhh. I know this is a lie, Remi loves me, doesn't he okay maybe this loneliness is having an effect on me . it's been hours since Remi's gone to work like 7 hours ago and I've been and still jobless . I do not feel like watching that damn tv or feel like stuffing my face with food . An idea just pop into my head I ring up Dave and he comes in almost immediately. I tell him to take me to Remi . really like Canada is really really beautiful , a little cold but then I love cold things until I
I had dry-cleaned Lizzy yesterday clothes so I just wrapped her in a blanket when she fell asleep again after waking me up for food. so I just mashed the pizza left from dinner and fed it to her. now we are on our way to Remi's office to get Lizzy's stuff. food, toys, everything. I never said anything about keeping the baby but since I am always bored at home alone what else am I supposed to do we alight from the car straight into Remi's office . Remi has Dave watch over Lizzy for a while, while we enter the company. turns out Dave loves children and Lizzy likes him too. she was all smiles when Dave carried her outside, baring her gums at him. I love that kid. and I have realized that I have no right whatsoever to be angry at Remi because he is a man and besides we are not even dating so I need to respect his decisions but the issue of trust now I have trust issues. so I am never trusting anybody in my life a