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32–Thoughts, Uncertainty, Shocking Revelations.
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OLIVIAThe class turned out to be more fun and interesting than I had expected. The professor explained the segment in a way that was more engaging than boring, and the class concluded after two long hours.As I tucked my notes back into my backpack, Matteo approached me."So, I didn't get your name," he said."I-It's Olivia, but you can call me, everyone does-uh, I mean, you can call me Olly, everyone does," I muttered in embarrassment."Okay, everyone does, I hear you," he teased, and I blushed in further embarrassment."So, mind if I get your number?"I shrugged, collecting the phone he stretched out and typing my number on it."Thanks," he gave me a boyish grin and left. "Stop hitting on my friends, Matteo!!!" Izzy's yell carried a hint of an Italian accentMy phone buzzed, and I glanced to find a message from an unknown number.Unknown: Nice meeting you, Olly."Looks like Olly was the first to pick her best flavor after all," Emma remarked, making Izzy snicker."Come on, I'll sh
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