CHAPTER 2

JACOB

“That was a fun training session.” Silas, my Gamma says.

“Yes and different.” Ryan, my Beta, says.

“I thought it would be good and fun for the teens,” I say. As we watch the teen leave.

We just had a 2-hour training session or game with a group of teens from age 16 to 18 years old. I want to make them slowly understand a real fight so they are prepared when they shift. So I had them sorted into two groups, one on defense and one on offense. And it is important that they start to learn what it means to be in a battle.

“It is a good idea. Maybe even for the adult warriors.” Silas says.

“Oh, yes. I like that idea.” Ryan says, and I am just about to say I agree when someone calls my name.

“Jacob, darling. You said you would be gone for 2 hours. It has been 3 hours now.” Gianna, my long-term girlfriend, says when she gets here.

“Sorry babe, it turned longer than expected,” I say and kiss her.

“Eww, gross you smell. At least shower.” She says.

“On my way too,” I tell her, grab her, and say.

“Shower with me.” But she just laughed.

“And ruin all this, no thank you.” She says and makes a motion to look at her.

“Fine, I’ll find you soon,” I say, and she leaves.

“I do not know what you see in that girl,” Silas mumbles and Ryan nods in agreement.

“She is strong, and if I need a chosen Luna, she is a good bet. And she is different when we are alone.” I say, knowing I wasn’t completely honest. She is different but not a lot, but Dad and the counsil love her.

“Right. She treats others like crap.” Ryan mumbled quietly, but I heard him.

“Look guys, I am twenty-two and have not found my fated mate, yet I still became Alpha. I have to accept that I won’t find her, that she is most likely dead. Gianna is strong, and I know she is not the warmest person. But I hope she will prove if I mark her and make her my Luna.” I tell them.

“You right, we are sorry, bro. We will support your decision. We are just looking out for you.” Ryan says, and I sigh.

“I know, thank you,” I tell them.

“I better go get a shower.” I sigh and leave for the packhouse.

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My name is Jacob Silverclaw, and I am Twenty-two and the Alpha of the White Moon Pack. I have been Alpha for two years after taking over for my dad, which normally wouldn’t have happened before I would have found my Luna. But unlike other Alphas and most other wolves, I had still not found my mate, and my dad had been Alpha for a long time. He wanted to step back and enjoy time with my mom, Luna, so I became Alpha after a long discussion with our elders. I have done okay without my Luna, and our pack is stronger than ever before, which has kept my Dad and the Elders calm. But they have recently started bugging me about this.

They want me to choose a Mate and make her Luna and justify this by saying I need an heir. And I know I do, but like everyone else, I want to experience the magic of meeting your fated mate.

I have a girlfriend, Gianna. She has been my on-off girlfriend since we were teenagers. But when she was seventeen her parents had to go to another Pack because her mother’s dad had been very ill, so they left. However, she returned shortly after she turned eighteen, telling a story about how the Alphas son had rejected her for not being of a higher rank. I felt sorry for her because her dad had been one of our leading warriors here, but there he was an omega.

Comforting her, I ended up starting our relationship again, and it was not bad, but it was just not what I hoped to get. I mean, she is nice, most of the time, very, very good-looking, sexy as hell. But I did not feel that magic everyone talked about.

And, of course, I had always ensured that she knew if I found my fated mate, it would be the end of our relationship. But that has not happened so far, so now the Elders and my Dad are pushing for me to make Gianna my chosen mate. She said she already had a mate and was rejected, so there was no chance she would miss out on that. We had been together for so long that it seemed silly not to choose her, that she could make me happy and give me heirs.

And to top it off, Dad told her I would choose her as my mate and mark her. That had not made me happy at all. It had pissed me off, and I had a big fight with my dad, where I reminded him about who is Alpha, me not him.

That was almost eight months ago, and she had changed, even I could see that, ordering omegas around and becoming more cold. Ryan and Silas, who have known me all my life, say she has always been like that. I don’t know if that is true. But I do know I want my Luna to have a good heart and be warm, loving, and caring, and right now, she is not even close to that.

I stand in the shower, closing my eyes, imagining what my fated mate would look like, and in my mind she is beautiful. Long blonde hair and blue eyes, tough but at the same time soft, and a body worth a goddess. I get hard just thinking about it, as I have many times before.

I start taking care of this problem while I see her in my mind, imagining how hot she would look from behind while I thrust hard into her.

I get pulled from my thoughts when I feel a hand grab me, starting to stroke me, and I look down to see Gianna naked on her knees. I don’t say a word, but she doesn’t need me to, and she begins giving me a blow job, and she doesn’t stop till I come down her throat.

When she is done, I step out of the shower, grabbing my towel to dry up. Gianna is right behind me, running her hand down my back.

“You taste so good.” She moans, but I don’t answer.

“I told you I would find you after my shower,” I tell her. And yes I know I am an ass right now, but my thought is one big conflict right now.

“I know, but I wanted to surprise you, and I really,  really want you right now.” She says in a moan, trying to sound sexy.

“I am sorry, Gianna, but I don’t have time right now. The training took longer than expected. And I have a meeting later, so I only have time for us to eat together.” I tell her.

“But I already ate, and I’m here naked.” She whines.

“But I haven’t, and I am hungry. But it’s okay, you can go do something with your friends, and I will see you tonight.” I tell her to go find some jeans and a shirt.

“Why are you so cold? Did I do something wrong? Is that why you're mad at me?” She whines. And I turn to look at her, to see her looking mad at me, and I sigh.

“No, baby, I’m not mad. You have done nothing wrong. I am just busy.” I tell her and walk over to her, holding her chin and kissing her.

“Fine, I will see you tonight then.” She whines and begins to take her clothes on again.

“Thank you, Baby, I really need to go. See you later,” I say and leave the room.