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56. You're Everything to Me
I can't stop pacing in my room, already regretting my decision to leave without checking on Jude.
I should have stayed, even if only to make sure he was okay. Someone doesn't just lock himself up in a bathroom while not taking a shower for that many minutes if he's alright.
Why did he get so mad?
I refuse to acknowledge the voice that keeps telling me that he got frustrated because he couldn't get what he wanted all along.
He said I rejected him. Did he really mean it? Did he really want to ask me out? Me, as his girlfriend? Girlfriend?
Knowing that sleep will be a hard thing to get without knowing that he's at least okay, I dial Cole's number. It rings through the first time without a reply, but I hit the dial again. I know it's late, half past eleven, but this is Cole and the chances are he's awake.
It almost stops ringing the second time round when it's picked up and a drunken feminine voice responds.
"Who are you, why are yo
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