Today is our wedding day. And I couldn’t help but to feel nervous. I wanna back out. I am not yet ready for this.
I mean, I am still 18 yet going to be married already! Now that it’s the most awaited day of everyone, I am kinda having second thoughts. I just realized that if I tie the knot with Vren, everything will change.
Just thinking of Vren as my husband, I don’t think I will still have the right to do anything without his permission. I am freaking sure that I won’t be doing anymore what I was doing few months ago. I wouldn’t be free. I wouldn’t get the things I want. And the past weeks with him was the strongest evidence.
I don’t want that. I hate that someone is controlling me. I hate that someone is against my decisions. I hate the feeling of I couldn’t do anything I want.
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I still couldn’t stop crying while he was driving fastly. I can’t stop it. I was very scared. Everytime I close my eyes, I always remember that I almost die. I almost lose my life! It was very traumatic!When we finally went into our destination, I immediately went out of the car. I don’t know where did I got the energy for it. But then when I was already standing outside, I looked around, thinking that someome might shoot me again. Not sure if I was the target but it really scared me like hell!I wasn’t in myself the whole party. I was only sitting on my seat, staring blankly on a glass of wine infront of me and thinking of what has happened.Vren was out of nowhere but I bet he was wandering around to go and thank all of the guests. I was supposedly with him right now but in my state, I don’t think I can do
On the way to the reception hall, I was silent again. Vren on the other hand was busy talking to someone over the phone while driving the car. Though I couldn’t clearly hear what they were talking about, I assumed it was about business because he mentioned the word ‘cancelled’. Maybe it was a meeting he cancelled. Few minutes before he put his phone down. He glanced at me reason why I panicked. He saw me looking at him! “We’re off to Bangkok after the reception. Did you already packed your things?” he asked. I nodded, still bothered of what I did. I looked at him and when I saw him staring at me, I looked away immediately. Speaking of Bangkok, it was his idea. Again. I did not protest to it since I also wanna go there. But of course, not because of our honeymoon. And thinkin
"Always remember to smile, Chantylle. You are not allowed to be rude at him, do you understand?" Papa instructed to me as he started driving our car.I rolled my eyes and did not answered.My head is leaning on the window's car while I watch the rain from the clouds to drop on the ground. I noticed how people on the sidewalks were trying to avoid it in the use of umbrella. Some of them were running.Funny to think how a lot of people hate rains. While I love it so much..This is supposedly just a normal day for me in my room, doing my usual routine, if it was not just because of the unexpected meeting my dad said I am in need. Meeting my ass! I know what kind of meeting we are going to. I am not dumb. My parents, especially my father is so easy to read.Papa stopped the car infront of a restaurant near our subdivision. He looked at Mama who is silently looking at me in the rear mirror before he turn
“What took you so long?” Mama asked strictly when I came back to my seat.Papa is busy talking with Mr. Marzon. They seems to not notice my presence yet.I bit my lips and felt a little bit shy especially when I saw Vren's eyes is on me. Again, it made me uncomfortable. He's like a predator watching his prey. Wait.. What?I cleared my throat. “The restroom was full, Mama. I had to wait for minutes because of that,” I answered.Mama raise her eyebrow but did not replied. Papa got her attention again and they laughed together with Mr. Marzon. Meanwhile, Vren is still staring at me intently. My brows furrowed.Why do he keep on staring at me? Do I have some dirt in my face?Because of that, I unconsciously duck my head to look at the screen of my phone. It is clean. Still beautiful. No dirt. What's wrong with him? I rolled my eyes as I inserted back my phone inside my sling bag. Is thi
My jaw fell opened after hearing my friend’s reports to me. They showered me the informations that I did not know about 'the' Vren Marzon. How filthy rich he is. That even though his family is already rich, he still strive making his own name in the industry. He is a multi-billionare himself to be exact. Not to mention his inherits from his family. They told me even the tiniest things about him.For a few seconds, I was amazed by him. Definitely amazed that I had forgotten that I met him earlier and how I was irritated at him everytime. I had forgotten his also rude attitude towards me. How he said that line of him that he is my fiancé. And how arrogant he is in my eyes.And now these two are telling me that he is a successful man?Hell. I did not even thought of that. Even a bit! It is not obvious! Truth is, I thought he is just a simple son of a rich man. That idea didn’t really entered my mind. Really!“Seriously
“Just take me to the nearest mall. My friends and I are going to meet there. After that you can go to wherever you are going,” I said while fixing my hair and checking my make up.I saw him glanced at me while driving the car. My brows shot up and turned my head to look at him. He throwed me consecutive glances that made me thought he wouldn’t answer.“No. Your father said I will accompany you—”I did not let him finish his sentence for I had not stopped myself and let out a soft chuckle. His brows furrowed and glanced at me again but it was kquick.“What are you? A bodyguard?” I chuckled again because him being a bodyguard would also pass for me. He really doesn’t look like a business man!His perfect jaw clenched but he did not talk. I shook my head still laughing to make him more annoyed.“You don’t want me mad.” His voice was so deep and rough enough to make me stop and almost h
The only thing I hated the most is when someone is forcing me to do something I do not want to do. I mean, who wouldn’t hate it, right? My parents, when I was young, is still not forcing me to do things they knew that could make me hate them. They would even spoil me for all the luxury they could give me. But everything really change for a reason. The problem is I don’t know what that reason is.And now I am so much irritated to Vren who is now dragging me without any care. When I almost got trip, he just looked at me like telling me ‘Are you stupid?’ Can you believe that?“Can you please let my hand go?” I said, trying to remove his hand on mine.We stopped infront of his car. I immediately turned my head to the glass window to look at my friends inside the coffee shop. They are still looking at us with jaw dropped. Hell. I wish they could help me with this but in their state? I know they couldn’t.Vren let my hand
I was grounded. Papa did not allow me to go out again, for two weeks now. I beg that time without even caring if Vren was still watching and listening to us. Papa’s voice was very serious when he said that but I still hoped he would not take it seriously. I still hoped that he still have mercy on me. However, it really did happened. I stayed in our house and the guards that my father hired were so tight that I never got a step outside the door.It was so painful for me. All I could do was to cry silently in my room. My wrath for the person who did this was beyond the top. Especially when Papa even confiscated all of my gadgets. Reason why I couldn’t contact my boyfriend and friends. Alec must have been worried now that I wasn’t texting nor replying to him. Luckily, he would not dare to come here because I strictly told him when we were still new not to come without my permission. Because if he will, I knew everything will turn into a mess.