Alex, a CEO and university professor, struggles with his disabled legs, leading him to be harsh on himself and others. Claire, the daughter of a prostitute, feels low self-esteem and faces numerous challenges in her life with nothing to offer. They are afraid to approach each other, yet their hearts yearn to be together. 'I never chose to love her; my heart did, and I was powerless against it.' 'Three years, thirty years, three hundred years... as long as your heart still loves me, I will still be here waiting for you.'
Lihat lebih banyakAlex has been sitting in his office since early morning. It's rare for him to get lost in deep and prolonged thoughts that end up with a resolution that's entirely disadvantageous. Usually, no matter how bad the situation he faces, he should still get something beneficial, even if it's just a little.Even in the worst investments, he would at least try to exit with half of the invested capital. He wouldn't be so reckless as to come out empty-handed and suffer huge losses. Alex finally let out a long sigh.There's always a first time for everything.Claire knocked on his open door, "Alex, do you have a moment? There's something I want to discuss."Alex silently stared at Claire for a long time, before finally saying, "Sit down, I've been waiting for you since earlier.""Really?" Claire entered and sat on a chair in front of Alex's desk.Alex sighed again and interlocked his fingers on the table, leaning back on the chair, "Claire, sometimes it feels scary when I can understand you as i
About twenty-four years ago, Jean had just become a volunteer doctor in that town. One night, she was suddenly awakened by a nurse to go immediately to a red-light district. The area looked rundown with houses built of wood, tripleks, cardboard, and old corrugated iron scattered without order. Jean thought she would treat someone injured, sick, or anything until she saw a pregnant woman about to give birth. She was truly surprised because until that moment, she had never assisted in childbirth."I can't..."The nurse, named Margie, looked at the doctor with a slightly patronizing look and said, "Doctor, there's always a first time for everything."Jean reluctantly suppressed her reluctance and proceeded with the delivery process. She was completely at a loss when the pregnant woman started screaming hysterically and the baby's head was about to appear.Nevertheless, Margie continued to provide support in limited Indonesian, using only a few words. "Push, push, push..."Jean tried to h
After that day, Alex and Claire were hardly ever apart. It was easy for anyone to see that they had a special relationship. Alex and Claire didn't hide their relationship. A few weeks later, Alex experienced many new things.For the first time in his life, Alex could sleep leaning on a woman's thigh. And for the first time as well, Alex let someone touch his small feet.For Claire, the happiness felt so sweet and enjoyable. For the first time in her life, she was sure there was someone who truly loved her and made her feel meaningful. For the first time as well, she truly felt at peace with her life.On top of a hill, a pair of human beings could be seen sleeping in the afternoon on a mat facing the sky. Their hands were clasped, and their faces looked peaceful and happy. A disabled man and a young girl."Will you marry me?" Alex asked Claire one day while she was in the kitchen."Clangg...!" The empty pan in Claire's hand fell and made a loud noise."Sorry," Claire quickly said, bend
"Who is it for?" Keaton asked."I'm planning to move. Please help me find a place.""Alright, I'll provide the information as soon as possible."Alex hung up the phone and sank into his thoughts. He wouldn't be able to give Claire complete freedom if he wasn't far from her. It would be better if he found a new place and let Claire stay here. Maybe over time, he could forget about Claire and accept if she's with someone else.For now, I still love her too much.That night, Claire went to a party, leaving Alex in his office. Alex secretly watched Claire leave through the window. Feeling helpless and resigned. He was the one who started this, distancing himself from Claire, and he had to accept the consequences.Several hours later as the night grew late, the sound of a car stopping in front of the house could be heard, followed shortly by the sound of the front door being slammed very loudly. The sound startled Alex, who had been staring at his work papers. The same papers that had been
After that incident, Claire felt something very different. Alex seemed to be avoiding her, even Claire, who always used to drive him to the university, was now replaced by one of Alex's personal drivers.Alex simply said, "My teaching duties are becoming more demanding. We can't synchronize our schedules anymore."Claire didn't believe it. She would have been thrilled if Alex asked her to take her anywhere. They had been doing it for years. Claire clearly felt Alex was trying to avoid her after yesterday's incident. Moreover, Alex was burying himself more often in his workspace and locking the door. The door was now locked.One day, Claire dared to knock on the door of his office. She had brought all the cleaning tools for the workspace. Alex responded shortly, "I'm busy.""I just want to clean the room," Claire replied. "I won't disturb you.""Another time." Alex still didn't let her in as before. After a long silence, Alex added, "Claire, try to socialize more with your friends. It
Once, when Claire was taking a bath, she felt like someone was trying to peep at her. When she glanced outside, she found no one except Alex pushing his wheelchair down the hallway, away from the bathroom.Throughout that day, she kept wondering whether Alex was trying to peep at her, or was it someone else? Because Alex seemed to respond to everything as usual. Or maybe she was just being too paranoid.On a night after dinner, a few months after the incident, Alex and Claire sat on a simple sofa while listening to classical music coming from the gramophone in Alex's study. The man appeared to be lost in thought and said, “I think, in this world, there will be things I can never obtain. No matter how hard I struggle.”Claire saw a look of sadness in Alex's eyes. “What is that?” Alex weakly looked at Claire, causing her heart to beat faster.“Women.” Alex continued with a smile, staring blankly at the books lined up on his shelf, “I spent my time working and pursuing my dreams, trying
At the end of the second year since Claire's arrival, Alex sat at the piano and his fingers played a classical piece in the silence of the night. His entire family could play musical instruments because his grandfather required them all to.The notes of the piano filled the entire living room. Most of the students living with them had gone back to their hometowns for the semester break. Alex played the piano only on holidays when most of the house's occupants were not around. Alex was afraid of disturbing their studies.Claire came out of the kitchen after finishing cleaning their dinner plates, and she chose to sit next to Alex on the piano bench. Alex smiled softly at her."Do you have a music request?" he asked.Claire laughed softly, "I don't know much about classical music. Just play something soft."Alex's fingers immediately moved, pressing the piano keys and producing soft, flowing notes. Claire closed her eyes, listening to the captivating rhythm of the music. Alex also close
Claire's life started moving again after her mother left town. She made some friends who lived near Alex. Like a dark-skinned woman named Marzee, a final-year pharmacy student, and medical students named Winda and Faisal. However, Claire wasn't very close to them.For her right now, she just wanted to focus on studying, becoming a nurse, and doing her best for her future. She didn't want to disappoint Alex, who had already given her a lot of help and guidance. She wanted to make Alex proud of her, although her feelings for Alex were hard to describe."Alex loves you," Marzee said one day in the kitchen while cooking.Claire was surprised, "How is that possible?"Marzee rolled her eyes, "Don't you see how the cold professor only smiles at you? His eyes soften when he looks at you, and besides, his cold aura warms up when he's by your side. He's like a fierce dog growling and showing his fangs to everyone else. But when he's with you, he sticks out his tongue and wags his tail happily.
Alex didn't answer. He knew Sergei, a journalist from a small newspaper company. Sergei was a former chairman of one of the community organizations — if you don't want to call him a former chairman in disguise of a community organization.He used his job as a journalist to uncover the wrongdoings of various government and private institutions, instead of writing about them, he used the opportunity to extort money from them. He also often threatened various government parties to give him money.At one point, Alex's chemical company had a confrontation with him. Sergei tried to extort money from them and got nothing, which ultimately led the journalist to rally the community around and spread rumors that Alex's chemical waste was very dangerous to the public and was disposed of recklessly.As a result, Alex's company faced quite a serious problem and ended up innocent after the police investigated the truth behind the rumored chemical waste.The chemical waste never existed because Alex
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