CHAPTER 46.1 - THE DREAM

Why do I feel this way?

Whenever he hugs me, I feel something unexplainable right from the start...

For some reason, Dylan's embrace always gives me relief, security, and comfort that I can't even explain to myself.

It's like my body knows him so well. My body seems to trust him, which is why I easily give in to him and find it so hard to push him away.

But is this right?

I was trapped inside Dylan's strong arms. I could consciously feel how tight his embrace was. We were standing facing each other, but I wasn't hugging him back—it was just him holding me. I could also feel every exhale on my neck becoming aggressive. I also found myself swallowing my saliva multiple times as if something was blocking my throat.

I don't know what else to say. How should I react to what he's doing? I know now that it's peaceful and I really like it.

I close my eyes, wanting to cry. That's how I feel. Is this the same feeling I had with Jonas before? Unfortunately, it's not... even though I loved