Ayla's pov
I ran till I could no longer feel my legs but I couldn't stop running. I didn't even know where I was going, all that was in my head was “run” and I just kept on running till my breath began to break.I dropped to the ground, sobbing uncontrollably.All my life was a lie.All of it!I have been living a lie all these while, thinking I got people behind me meanwhile I got nobody.It was enough torture to walk in on my boyfriend making out with my little sister and now I just discovered I'm a hybrid?“Pfft!”How could I have known I have been living such a pathetic life, the ones I have known all my life to be my beloved parents are my foster parents and nobody has bothered to tell me this? Worse still I learned it from the trashy lips of that snitching bitch I called my sister.Just fucking kill me!“Arghhhh!!!!” I screamed at the top of my voice, pounding the ground mercilessly, with my bare fist.How could I not have seen this happening? It was going on right under my nose yet I was so clueless, I should have known right from the moment I saw that text that Carla doesn't want my happiness. So this was the reason she's always so pained each time she sees me with Calyx.She was out for him. She knew that would crumble me entirely but she did it regardless. She's one person that knows Calyx is all I got and in the million men in the world yet that is who she chooses to love.“Ahh..” I bite my lips harshly and tears flowed down my eyes continuously.My head is bundled up with questions and I don't know which one to answer. I knew Carla was saying the truth when she pointed out why I was weak. I, for one, have always wondered why.I am not an Omega so why couldn't I possess enough abilities like the other wolves but now the realization has dawned on me. I am of pure blood and my type of wolf is not seen as significant, rather only the true blood are seen as significant because they possess the strongest abilities and power.But where did I go wrong? I wasn't completely weak as they portray me to be, I just don't possess enough abilities and that is a flaw? Coming from Calyx whom I've gone through so many hurdles for, I wouldn't even bat an eye if he asked me to go to war for him.It still baffles me. To think that the one man I put first above everyone else, the one man I had envisioned my life with. Somebody I saw my future with, rejected me because of my little sister!How cruel can life be?!I sprang up from the ground, staring into nothingness. Is this how our story ends? Can I really live my life without Calyx? Those thoughts went rent free in my mind and I don't know when I sank to my knees, cussing underneath my voice.“How cruel can you be, moon goddess? You already knew you would take him away from me, then why make me his mate!” I swallowed my snort and raised my head to the sky. “It's evident that you hate me, first you took my parents away from me and now you have taken Calyx away. I hate you!” my voice gave away and I fell back to the ground sobbing continuously.“I fucking hate you..” I kept on mumring. Tears ran down my eyes falling onto my patched lips.I was so weak and exhausted from shouting and crying my eyes out, my throat was beginning to itch badly and as I looked around me it dawned on me that I was in a bush.I picked myself up instantly, dust my dress and with heavy eyes I traced my steps back home. I was grateful that nobody was home by the time I got in, so I went straight to my room and fell tiredly on the bed like a lump of wood.As I laid on my bed staring into space, a rare memory of me and Calyx appeared before my eyes.We were seated on the bed, staring directly at each other. Calyx stared at me with eyes filled with unspoken desires, his jawline curves into a charming smile as he took my hand into his, carressing it gently.“What are you doing?” I asked nervously, a smile hiding at the corners of my mouth.His smile deepens, “don't know. I just want you to stay a minute longer” he whined and I got lost staring at his beautifully, well crafted lips. Has he always been this handsome? Or am I just beginning to notice?I start to wonder as I let my eyes run down his smooth abs that were leaving out lines in his sweatshirt. Ahh.. I really have to stop myself else I could wet my panties.I bathed my lashes, trying hard to stop myself from lusting over him but the moment I raised my eyes to look at him I'm met with his stunning eyes, dangerously peeking deep into my soul.“Mmm..” I wetted my lips, fumbling for words. “I should go now–” his lips touched mine and the next thing I felt was a hand crawling into my dress.My lips parted dryly and I let out a small sound, “ouu.” I feel him retreat his hand but he drives it back in and this time with a force accompanied with a crazy sensation.“Calyx!” I released a tiny whimper. My stomach bubbles, sending short circuits through my laps. I wriggled my hips slowly but it seemed that had distracted him as I heard him grunt.“Don't move.” His deep voice called me to order.His lips trailed all the way to my neck and he started to suck on it, placing tiny bites here and there. The feeling that was sending me, was out of this word and I never wanted him to stop.His tongue ran down my neckline and the next thing I felt was a stinging pain. I tried to struggle with him to let me go but he held me in place.“Don't move… I want to mark you as mine.” He mumbles but I couldn't keep up with the pain, it's as if he was deriving pleasure from it. I kept on struggling with him until he freed me. I had barely caught my breath when he pulled my dress up and drove two fingers into me at once.“Ouuu!” A moan escaped me and the rest was history.My eyes watered as I remembered all these. That was the night Calyx marked me and then time after time we continued making out. All the time I would come back home bearing deep injuries Calyx inflicted on me during sex.His marks were all over my body, you could spot them everywhere as we both thought it was okay leaving his mark on me. I was in love and all that, I never believed a day like this would come where I would be in such a situation and Calyx, my heartthrob would reject me.Who would want me after seeing his marks on my body. Now I have to carry the burden of being marked by a cheat, someone who doesn't care about my feelings.Ayla’s POVI was still lying on the bed with my eyes fixed on the ceiling when I started hearing distant sounds. My attention now divided, causing me to creep out of bed to find out what was making those sounds.Walking out of the room, I was about to mutter a 'hello’ when I recognized the voice to be that of my parents. It seems they just got back, they'd better not see my teary eyes.Already making a U-turn, I made my way back to the room but stopped midway as I heard my name. “Good evening dad, mom.” I threw them some greetings and was about to walk out again when my dad broke the silence.“We were just about to get you, your mother and I are just returning from the pack house and we have good news.” Mr Jacobs relayed excitedly.“I'm sorry to cut your excitement short..” I turned to face them, “Calyx rejected me and I have accepted his rejection.” I say in the calmest tone I know. And I watched all the excitement fall from their faces as they gawked at me with puzzled looks.“What
Ayla's povMy feet were starting to ache, but I paid little attention; I was determined to wait for Calyx. To pass the time, I decided to amuse myself by playing with the pebbles scattered on the river bank. Kicking them around proved tiresome, so I glanced at my watch, muttering, "It's almost 6 pm, what's keeping him?" I scanned the area, hoping to catch a glimpse of him.Calyx and I had been childhood sweethearts, our bond has been strong even before we obtained our wolves. With both of us hailing from influential families in the Silver Moon pack, we were the envy of all. My father is the beta of my pack and I'm mated to the Alpha's son.We have dated for a few months and those were the best days of my life.Earlier today I had received a call from Calyx, asking us to meet at the river bank. He mentioned that he had something important to tell me and I was so eager to hear it. But it's exactly two hours now and I've not seen a shadow of him.“Ogh…”A tired yawn escaped me, I really
Ayla's povMy eyes bore into Carla, demanding answers. "Why is Calyx texting you? Answer me, Carla!" I yelled, but she didn't even flinch.As I glared at her, the fact that she doesn't even look shaken baffled me. What is wrong with me? Why am I having such dark thoughts about my sister?"Hand me back my phone," she snapped, irritation coloring her voice. I hesitated, conflicted by mixed feelings. Since when did they maintain such a relationship? Carla had never hidden her dislike for Calyx.Brrrrrrg… Brrrrrrg…The sudden beep of my phone shook me from my thoughts. I retrieved it from my pocket, eyes fixed on the caller ID.“It's Calyx,” I mumbled. My gaze remained on Carla as I answered. “Hey.” the word eased out of my lips dryly.“I'm sorry for keeping you out, Ayla. I promise I was caught up with something important,” he explained.“You don't have to apologize for that, I heard.” I said in one short breath, relieving him of the stress of explanating.“Great! Then this is a good tim
Ayla's povMy life was crashing right before my eyes but all I could do was stand and watch with beady eyes, a man I had loved and cared for all my life in bed with my little sister?It still appeared like a movie to me. It was as if I was draped into a painful situation and it was all just a prank. To scare me. But my eyes know what they saw, what was his reason? Why would he after so many months cheat on me like this?Questions took control of my being, filling me with all sorts of thoughts. As I approach them, hot tears scattered in my eyes, blurring my vision.“Oh, you timing bastard! Here I was wondering why our mate bond is becoming so weak not knowing you were busy fucking my sister!!” I fired at Calyx.“Lower your voice, Ayla!” He rasped, not even feeling an ounce of shame.My eyes welled up in surprise, “I am shouting? Did you just say I should lower my voice?!” I was literally screaming and at this point I could definitely lose my voice but I didn't care, I just wanted to ge