~AOIFE~
It’s been a few days since I saw Xander in the library. The last encounter with him was more than enough for me. I decided on the same day to stay away from him. His presence gives me shivers. Bad or good, I don’t know. But he suffocates me. His piercing eyes made me feel something else. Even though I could not look at him, from the corner of my eyes, I could feel his eyes traveling through my body, observing every bit of my emotions. Well, what amazed me was he took my side in front of his chick. He was like a mystery to me I could not solve.
I would definitely keep a distance from a man who doesn’t respect a woman. Shaking my head, I want to drop every crippling thought of Xander coming into my mind. I am not here to study his behavior. I am here to fulfill my dreams. It seems my apology to Xander worked; the last few days went well;
~Xander~ It’s been a few days since I saw Aoife. I knew she tried her best to ignore me. Now and then, there were a few chances to see her in the library. But whenever I visited, she tried to make herself busy with other library chores. She made sure not to come in front of me. And I was damn sure Matt supported her. I knew my friend and how he respects women. But this time, I was feeling different. The more she ignored me, the more I visited the library. It’s like she was controlling me; it was against my nature to be owned by someone else. Tired of her hiddenness, I made myself busy with other stuff. But we had a strange encounter outside the pool area. Well, today, I was waiting outside for Matt. He came holding a bunch of books. “What? Are you going to finish the
~Xander~Waiting... Waiting... Waiting...My mind was so much like the ocean; I watched for the incoming ships of my thoughts drowning inside me.Is she going to be okay? What the heck were doctors doing with her?Why is there no information about her? How long are they going to take? I was continuously burning in anguish, and that troublesome moment didn’t let me rest for a second.But when I ask myself why this unsettled anger and on whom? Something told me it was me. Why didn’t I reach on time? Why was I not there to protect her?And the essential thing; Who the hell did this thing to her?That person would be dead from my hand.I will drown him the same way.On the next thought, I literally planned the slow death of that unknown person who tried to kill her.I was in constant pain
Heartbreak is a funny thing. It happened to the person you never expected. Xander never thought he would become the villain for Aoife, not when he was the one who saved her life.He became the last person she wanted to see in this world, and unfortunately, she was the only girl who drove him crazy.For the entire night, he fought with his feelings, hiding it underneath, thinking it was just a fling of unsettled feelings that would go with time. It became worse when the time came to see her. Her emotionless eyes towards him thrashed his spirit. She hated him for the crime he didn’t commit. She didn’t believe his words.His desperate eyes waited for a single glance, but she ignored him as if he had never existed for her. Above all, he controlled his possessiveness when he saw her hugging Matt
After Matt left, I settled on the chair next to my study table, thinking about the last words he left on my door.How could Matt expect me to forgive him? He knew Xander was the biggest bully who liked to trouble other people. How could I forget he was the one who made my life hell since the day I landed at this college? First, he mocked me in front of everyone, and then he kept that bucket.“Ahhh... I hate him....” I screamed, throwing cushions on the walls. Why should I forgive him? He doesn’t deserve my forgiveness. I looked in the mirror with a disgusted expression that filled my face with Xander’s thoughts.“Is he really so bad for me?” Thinking about him, the only thing that happened was my blood boiling, and my nostrils flared with anger.
It’s been two days since there was no news of Xander. Aoife came to her routine while Xander was nowhere to be found.She called Matt, but he had no word on Xander either.Finally, Matt called Raphael, Xander’s elder brother.“HAHA... I was waiting for your call.” Raph answered Matt’s call.“Hello, big brother. How are you?”“I am good. Tell me, What happened this time in between you two?” Raph replied casually.“Nothing with me this time. Where is he? I didn’t see him for the last two days. Is he with you?” Matt asked.“If it was not you, then?”Matt sighed. How could he tell Raph about Xander’s weird act regarding Aoife?“Nothing special.” Raph didn’t bother to know about Xander’s act.“He is in his ‘relaxing zone’. Y
~Xander~Her emotionless eyes hurt me more than her words. She hates me for the crime I didn’t commit. I could not talk or present my innocence, and left the hospital; after making sure she was okay and out of danger.She was okay if she could blame me for everything.The anger was busting in me. Aoife’s words didn’t leave me for a second. I returned home in a rage and threw my phone on the wall. How is this even possible? Didn’t she feel a single thing for me? How easy was it to say she hates me?And who the hell wants to frame me against her?I closed my eyes and tried to think hard.Where did I leave the phone at the time of the messa
A person could bring the worst into you or the best. I never knew Xander could get the worst in me. Those moments kept flashing in my mind, and I couldn’t let Matt know. We reached the parking lot, and Matt didn’t utter a single word.I know I made a mistake, but is this the way a human treats another human? Xander had become my worst nightmare from that moment when he took me on this ridiculous adventure. Tears showed how stupid I was and my decision to come over here and give him a chance.Matt looked at me, giving me a fair chance to realize my misstep. “I am sorry. You were right about him. I shouldn’t have come here.” I answered.“Did he do something bad with you?” He questioned.What should I tell him? Yes, he showed me how to fuck in the mouth. Or he found a unique way to torture me. “I don’t want to talk about it,” I answered.He came closer, and I rested my head over his shoulder.“I am not good at judging other people’s intentions.”He let me cry on his shoulder without utte
~AOIFE~ It’s been a week, and I was back to my routine work. And not to forget, I still didn’t know who wanted to kill me like that, but I tried my best to stay low from Xander, and his friends' radar. Out of the blue, I got a card, and it was from none other than Xander. He apologized for his action, but as I promised Matt. I am done with him. I threw that card in the trash and pretended I had never seen it. For the last two days, he tried to talk to me and came to the library, but I was lucky to hide myself with Miss Agnes help. Watching him made me feel vulnerable, and I wouldn’t say I liked the feeling of giving him a chance to clear his part. I hoped he would stop trying to reach me, but I was wrong. Well, how long? I ignored all his apology gestures. It’s Friday, and Luka, Clara, and I planned a movie night. Aunt Agnes needed to see her doctor; She left early. It’s only me who was responsible for closing the library. I dropped a message to meet them in an hour and wrapped my