After class, Phoebe was very grateful to the Astronomy teacher for taking her side. All the teachers in the school saw her like a dirty piece of shit that wasn't worth living just because she was a Vampire even though she had dyed her hair, covered her real eyes, and tried to apply poor-quality creams to get her skin as human. So Phoebe Robert naturally gives birth to feelings of gratitude and appreciation for people who understand and be friends with a Vampire like her.
Phoebe was sitting at the end of the class and nobody wanted to talk to her. A group of schoolgirls came to stand in front of her desk banging hard on Phoebe's desk. One of the girls said:
"Phoebe Robert, you're too much. You know, just because Alex taught astronomy on your side yesterday, he's now called up to the office by the principal.”
“Called into the room by the principal?” – Phoebe is surprised.
"That's right, it was because of you that he was called away, also because you messed up and caused trouble for others."
“Yeah, why don't you just quit school? No one wants you to go to class."
The other girls kept saying nasty things to Phoebe but she got used to it. The thing that bothered her the most was that because of her, Mr. Alex was called away by the principal, Phoebe didn't want that, he might get fired. just for standing up for her.
The guilt kept rising in Phoebe's lap, the other girls continued to insult Phoebe, seeing Phoebe didn't say anything, they thought she was scared and yes, she was scared.
At this point, Phoebe would like to run to the principal's office to explain everything or at least do something for Alex. Unfortunately, the bell that said the class time was ringing, Phoebe couldn't wait to sit any longer but there would be no teachers who would let her leave, they all hated her and would take the reason she escaped from school and expel her, if that were the case, her mother would be very disappointed.
Next subject, Phoebe couldn't concentrate. She couldn't stop thinking about the guilt she'd committed. At that time, Alex should not stand for her or defend her, be like other teachers who ignore her, hate her, and treat her as an invisible person, perhaps better because she does not deserve to be loved by others.
“What do we do now…?” – Phoebe sat looking at the book on the table, tears coming down too, she trembled not knowing what to do.
Finally, it was the break, Phoebe quickly got up impatiently and ran out of the classroom. The students in the class saw Phoebe running out of the class like that, they laughed quietly and happily said to each other:
“It's funny to look at that stupid Vampire, who must be feeling guilty right now because he heard Alex was called up to meet the school principal. Why doesn't that filth quit school, every time I see it in class I get upset and hate it.”
“Yes, this lowly thing should not have been born in this world.”
"Teacher Alex was on her side, that's why others spoke so badly of him."
"Helping the lowly doesn't end well."
Followed by great laughter, they felt very happy to see Phoebe like an idiot running to find the person who saved her. All the ugliest things fell on Phoebe as a matter of fact during her time at this school.
Phoebe was running so fast, that she hadn't reached where Alex was sadly walking in the hallway. She called loudly:
“Master Alex! Are you okay, you won't get fired because of me, right?"
In her heart, she was really afraid that he would have to leave until Alex said:
“Why would I be fired? I didn't do anything wrong, what are you worried about?”
The teacher's words made Phoebe a lot more secure, she was very worried, but now her mood was much better, it feels like throwing the rock away on my back. Phoebe smiled and said:
"I thought you were fired by the boss for defending me, I was very worried so I ran here to see."
He heard Phoebe's innocent words laugh happily:
“Thank you for your concern, but it's not your fault, it's not my fault, it's just… nothing.”
“Yes?"
The burden on her heart was put down, Phoebe was in a good mood, she stood back talking to Alex, the two of them were very good together, it had been a long time since Phoebe had felt this respect, it had been a long time since she had been laughing like this. Master Alex is like a beautiful glow in the sky saving Phoebe's dark and boring days.
But Phoebe Robert didn't know that Mr. Alex was defending her for saying bad words to a Bioly schoolgirl that made her angry so early this morning Bioly's parents came to talk to the principal about it and they wanted to fire Mr. Alex for hurting their daughter.
Bioly lamented to her parents that it was Alex who humiliated and disregarded her, causing her psyche to be hurt, unable to go to school, her body to languish, and unable to eat. Her mother was too worried to sue Alex, but the principal made amends and flattered her so things were going to be easier.
But Bioly still refused to go to school, she wanted Mr. Alex to kneel and apologize to her, the excessive absurdity made Mr. Alex uncomfortable but he could not do more, because the previous advice of the headmaster was that he did not speak loudly and only gently talk to Bioly's mother and say sorry to her daughter.
Bioly stubbornly refused to go to school, she insisted on Alex apologizing to her but he didn't do so. Although Bioly said that she had suffered psychological damage, she went to the bar with her friends and danced until the morning.
After Bioly's incident, many parents who had previously been dissatisfied with a Vampire like Phoebe had attended school with their children had sent a letter to the school principal with most of the content of the letters, wanting the school to expel Phoebe because it had been deranged and adversely affected the teachers and students in the school.
Poor innocent Phoebe can only suffer silently but no one will understand her and the person who loves her will never want her to be sad and to think.
Phoebe was very happy when at school someone stood by her side and defended her from people who only spoke ill of her and insulted her. Phoebe thinks that not everyone is evil, just that she hasn’t met the right person for you. After coming home, Phoebe told her mother Vivian Robert at dinner. She smiled and said: “Teacher Alex in front of people who slandered and insulted me, he took my side and defended me. But today he was called away by the principal, I was very worried that Mr. Alex would be fired because of me…” Phoebe's mother heard her say, she was upset, she was glad that someone had finally helped her daughter, but was being looked down upon by others. Phoebe continued to say in her voice was also higher: "But no, Alex was not fired, he went to the chief's office to talk, although there was also mention of me but not as serious as in the words of the people in the classroom." Her mother looked at her cuddly and said: “So the good thing, my dear Phoebe didn't do anything
Although she did not want to go to school, Phoebe Robert always had to try to get out of the house. Goodbye, mom, she walked down the street sighing every day she woke up depressed, the nightmares weren't as scary as the reality she was struggling with, Phoebe thought she'd rather live in those nightmares rather than wake up to this cruel reality.Every time Phoebe feels helpless and hurt she thinks of her mother and teacher Alex, at least she can share what she's going through with Alex.As usual, Phoebe walked wearily on the deserted street with few people, this road was the fastest way to school. Suddenly Phoebe heard a whistling sound, she turned around to see the vile perverted men looking at her, whistling to her and saying crude, lewd words:“Pretty girl, do you want to go out with us? You're still a student, why don't you come to school early, play with us for a bit, and then come to school later.""She's so smooth and white, her legs are so pretty."“The breasts are full too,
When Phoebe is at home, she will be comforted by her kind mother, in school, despite being despised and ostracized, no one wants to come near her, but teacher Alex is the first person besides her mother to understand and talk softly. easy with Phoebe. Ever since then, the eyes of the little girl have always been directed to this gentleman, she often sneaks glances at Alex during class and breaks.Phoebe Robert doesn't know what's wrong with herself, every time she sees Alex, Phoebe's heart beats so fast and so strong that she can clearly hear how her heart is beating. Phoebe couldn't control her emotions, she was confused and felt strange.Phoebe wondered, “What is this feeling? Why do I feel so restless every time I see Alex?Whenever Alex is not seen, Phoebe Robert always looks towards the classroom door as if expecting a figure. In Alex's classes, she couldn't concentrate on reading, just watching him lecture. Alex's words are warm and gentle, making Phoebe captivated, she still do
Alex not only rejected her love but also demeaned and despised Phoebe Robert, causing her to be deeply hurt, her heart-achingly broken into a hundred pieces like being stabbed just because she was a Vampire and fell in love with one human - Alex. Phoebe, because she was so sad for herself and her feelings were trampled, hid in the gym and cried alone, skipping the next class.Phoebe has always wondered that apart from being a vampire, she is also a human being with compassion and has never had any bad intentions to hurt anyone, but why should all those humans be? Hate her so much? Why a little sympathy they also not for her?She had cried like that for over an hour, Phoebe's eyes were red and her sobs were clear. She was exhausted and returned to the classroom, Phoebe tried to regain her composure and pretended that she was not sad or having negative emotions because even if she was sad, no one would come to comfort her, they even mocked her. you are more so you have to be strong.Mis
Phoebe's mother talked about the beautiful memories of her and Phoebe's father, although he is no longer in this world, her love for him is still as beautiful as the first day they met. Phoebe listened to her mother's story in silence, her mother told Phoebe why she followed her mother's last name and not her father's. That is, she doesn't want her to be looked down upon and abandoned by humans, eighteen years ago vampires had very different surnames from humans, and for this reason, humans could distinguish between vampires' surnames.Mother saw Phoebe sad, she asked:"You seem very sad today, what's wrong?"Phoebe sullenly says:"The person I like rejected my feelings, even mocked me, he, like other people, hates me."“Is Alex right?” – Her mother asked.Phoebe never told her mother that it was Alex, how would she know?"How do you know it's Alex?""Of course I know, your feelings for him do not love."Phoebe put her hand on her left breast."But I was moved, that's love, isn't it?"
Alex still went to class as usual as if nothing had happened, but sometimes he would make jokes insinuating about Phoebe, and the students in the class would follow him to mock her. Phoebe has always remained silent without protest because she knows that the more they resist, the more they continue to do so, and the more pitiful she will be. Phoebe always reminds herself that just enduring will make it through, she will get out of this damn school and go to a University, then her life will be better for both of them. and her future will not be despised by humans like now as long as she endures everything. Vivian's illness got worse, she coughed more often and had trouble breathing than before, even though she suppressed it so that she wouldn't be detected by her daughter, but Phoebe is a vampire with much more sensitive senses than humans, so she quickly found out. Phoebe is very worried about her mother's health, she wants to stay at home to take care of her mother and not go to sc
Mrs. Vivian knows she doesn't have much time left, maybe die today, die tomorrow, die next week, or die next month, soon death will come to pick her up hoping that then he will be generous to her, give her some time to look at her little daughter. Even though she knew she couldn't live anymore, she didn't feel too sad because she understood that when she could no longer breathe, her beloved daughter would still be by her side.She weakly reminded Phoebe Robert a few sentences, also just around studying, she emphasized that even if she died, Phoebe still had to continue living, so she despaired or kept thinking, a difficult life is So Phoebe will surely find someone who truly loves her, and protect her.Whether she hates or hates humanity depends on Phoebe, she doesn't interfere, just hopes that Phoebe can live for herself, and doesn't cry for anyone anymore.Phoebe cried loudly:"Don't be like that, don't say it anymore, you have to try harder, you have to be with me, how would I live
Every day that passes is meaningless to Phoebe, her world has crumbled and there is nothing left. Phoebe sprawled out on the bed, staring at the ceiling and thinking about the days when her mother had lived. The images of the thin mother always looking forward to her coming home from school, cooking her delicious and unique meals.Tears of nostalgia poured down again, Phoebe's heart was screaming that she was really sad, her only loved one was gone forever, and she lived alone in this world.God was really too unfair to her, took away her dear mother, making her now helpless and miserable, having to live days full of despair and gloom.Phoebe was no longer interested in studying, her mother always wanted her to study well so that she could live a better life in the future, but her mother is no longer there, and studying is not necessary anymore. Her job is also retired.Phoebe didn't send the school a call or a letter of resignation because she was sure they were happy now because the