I don't know what happened but the next day, I just woke up in this dirty room. It seems that they brought me back here.
I fell asleep in Greval's arms while he was so drunk. I still remember how he sounded as he cried painfully last night. It sounded so... hurt and miserable. Like he was so broken beyond repair as he kept on calling Nieva's name. And I admit that something tugged in my heart whenever I think about it.I sighed heavily as my mind reminisced about what happened last night. Is that really happened? Did I really feel so... miserable because of his cry? No. I should not. Why would I? It was just probably because of the cold night. I do not care about him. A man like Greval should never pity. He is the the god of death and blood, if there is any. He is the personification of death.My eyes went to the door when it opened. One of his men entered with a tray of his hand. Like usual, he did not say anything to me as he silently put the tray on the table. I just watched him as I remained sitting on the cold floor, breathing heavily.I swallowed hardly as I felt my stomach growling. I can't wait to eat whatever is in that tray. I just wish it is not some disgusting rat or anything.When the man left, I immediately stood up and almost ran like a desperate dog towards the small table. I gasped when a steak, rice and some broccoli were on the plate.Without thinking anything, I sat on the chair and ate like I have not eaten in years. I closed my eyes as the taste of the steak played in my tongue. It tastes so good. It was so soft. I can't believe Greval gave me this food after making me ate a fucking rat.I was so full. I finished all the food. I did not even leave even a single grain of rice. That is how hungry I was.As I put down the glass of water on the table, the metal doors suddenly opened again.I froze when Greval entered. Wearing a three piece black suit, he was glaring at me murderously as he walked over to the table. I swallowed as I stared back at him.The two bodyguards remained outside the room."Did you like the food?" He sounded cocky and I do not know why my heart suddenly pounded so fast inside my chest. I feel like something is going on that I do not know about.I do not know what to say. I am not even sure if I should answer him."Did you like it?" he asked once more in a more condescending tone."Yes," I whispered softly.He smirked darkly as he sat on the chair across mine. His eyes were full of something that I do not even want to know."I am glad you liked crocodile meat," he uttered in a playful tone, as though he was talking to a stupid kid.My breathing stopped when my mind slowly processed his words.I know that my face was full of shock as his smirk widened even more, like he is fucking enjoying this."What?" I hissed. Crocodile meat? I thought it was a fucking steak?! It was a fucking steak! It must be! It tastes like steak! Is he fucking playing with me?!"A crocodile meat," he said nonchalantly. "What do want to try next time? A... snake, perhaps?" He raised a brow.I was already catching my breath. This fucking asshole! Is he planning to kill me by making me eat those fucking disgusting food?! Or do you even consider those as food?!"You are sick!" I hissed through gritted teeth.It made me so fucking nauseous when I remember how worried I was about him last night! I was so fucking miserable too because of him! I felt his pain as he called his wife! He looked like a helpless man last night! I regret hugging him! I regret touching him! I should not have done that! I was so stupid!"Well, I guess, I am." His eyes flashed with indignance."You are out of your mind, Greval!" I yelled at him but he just smiled, like I said the most ridiculous thing."I guess I am," he repeated in a more playful tone. He is really enjoying this!I stood up as I tried to catch my heavy breathing. I wanted to push the table and smash the ceramic plate on his face but I did not do any of it! I was so mad that my mind was already in disarray."You should be fucking thankful that I am giving you something to eat. I am being considerate." His voice was full of cockiness and it irritated me even more. I wanted to punch his face to erase that taunting smirk in his lips!"I would rather not eat, then!" I snapped back at him.He raised a brow. "Are you sure? What if you die in hungriness?" He even tried to sound very concern but his eyes were full of darkness."I would rather die! Just fucking kill me if that is what you want, Greval!"He licked his lips as he stared at me for a moment. He remained sitting while I was standing beside the table, glaring at him."No. I am not that heartless to kill someone who looks exactly my wife," he said in a calm tone but I know better."Stop playing, Greval! If you want to kill me, just do it! And if you want me to say anything about my identity, I am not saying anything to you." I smirked. "If you are just sparing me because of my face, you should remember that your wife is death. She is never coming back. I am not her. If that is what you want to hear. I am not Nieva."The smirk in his lips slowly vanished as his eyes darkened even more.I smirked widely. Now, I am sure how to kill him without doing anything...He was very mad. I am sure. His hands were shaking as he stood up and faced me with so much wrath written in his face. I know that I hit the most sensitive part in him again. And that is his wife. Nieva. That name is my most powerful weapon I have against Greval.I gasped when he squeezed my throat. His eyes were bloodshot. I was scared for a second thinking that he could kill me easily because of his anger. He was literally trembling.The air in my lungs was already not enough and my neck was burning in pain as he squeezed it so tightly with all his strength."P-Please," I choked in my own voice but he remained deaf."That would be the last time I would fucking hear you saying that name," he growled before he pushed me on the cold floor with so much strength.I was coughing so hard as I tried to catch my breath. I feel like my neck was too sensitive and my throat was numb. I could not even feel myself. I was literally dying few seconds ago.The doors slammed and I was left alone agai
Fear crept in my skin when I saw the rage and disgust in his face when he looked at me. I swallowed, not being able to know what to do. Suddenly, I lost my ability to produce any words from my mouth as my eyes remained on his hard feature. His steps were heavy and full of authority as he walked towards the man."I-I am sorry-"Before the man could even finish his sentence, Greval pulled his gun from his pocket and shot the man in the head. I gasped as my eyes widened when I saw the blood spurting out from the man's head. I was beyond horrified as I watched the scene infront of me.Mindlessly, I took a step back slowly, scared that I would catch Greval's attention. I was trembling miserably as I watched the man fell like a paper on the cold dirty floor.Tears fell in my cheeks as I screamed loudly when I saw the man's eyes. They were opened and they were looking at me! His lifeless eyes were looking directly in me!When I glanced at Greval, my body shook excessively when I saw how his
It took me awhile before I realized that a bloody dead body is here in this room with me. My eyes widened in horror when I accidentally glanced at the man lifeless on the floor.I stood up and with a shaking legs, I ran towards the metal doors but the guards have locked it already just when I was few meters away.I cried as I slammed my hands on the door. "Let me out! Please! I do not want to stay here! Please! Just remove the body!" I begged. I am not even sure if there is someone outside but I kept on making noise."Please! Help me! I am scared! Get this body out of this room!" I yelled as I continued crying but no one came.I helplessly rested my head on the metal doors as tears never stops falling in my cheek. The image of the dead body kept on flashing in my head like a movie. The blood, lots of blood was gushing out from his body.I sat near the doors and continued slamming my hands on it. I stood up when I heard something from outside. They are trying to open the door!I waite
The door shut loudly. I remained sitting on the floor. I glared at the door where he vanished. That asshole. He thinks he can the rule the world. He thinks he is better than anyone. He is so full of himself. If I was crazy over him before, well that was before! I feel nothing but hatred towards him now. I do not even know why he thinks I will let him touch me, let alone fuck me.He just wants to feel me because I look like Nieva. He is holding into that fact. He is only keeping me alive because of my face. And I do not know if that is a good idea or what.I fell asleep on the floor without me even realizing it. I woke up with a sore body all over. I winced at the pain as I tried to stretch my body. God, I need a bed. Even a small fucking bed with a thin mattress. Or even if it is just a matter alone! I do not know how long I can take this. I always wake up with a sore body every damn morning. It feels like I have been in an intense fight!I was shocked to see few clothes on the table.
They brought my lunch. I did not touch it. I did not even open it. I have not seen Greval for a week. It has been a week since the last time he went here. That is a good thing. I just hope this will continue. I just hope that he will never come back here again. I do not know if what will he do the next time he sees me.I am always anxious when I think about my father. What if the killed him already? What if Greval found him? What if he tortured him? God, no, please. Save my father. I do not know what will happen to me if he is... dead. I will never going to accept it.There is a huge possibility that Greval had already found my father. But why he has not yet showing up here? It has been a while since he went here. What is making him busy these past few days? Is he planning about something? What is then? Is it about my father?But no. If he has ever caught him, he should have told me and used my father to make me tell him the truth. He should at least let me know that he is holding him
I cried silently as I hugged my knees. The throbbing pain in my heart was too much for me to take. I know that he is evil. Why am I still... disappointed to what he did? He was thinking about his wife while he was thrusting his dick in my mouth. He was thinking about her while I was the one who was giving him pleasure.I do not love him anymore. No. I am not hurting. This is just my ego talking. He just crushed my ego. Not my heart. I do not care about him at all. Whatever I am feeling is definitely not because I still have feelings for him. This is just my pride. And he ripped it. He ruined it. He made me feel a disgusting whore. He used me. He was such a fucking asshole.My love for him was long gone. The day when he did not believe that the child inside me was his, I felt nothing but hate towards him. He threw me like I was a fucking trash when Nieva entered his life.I admit that I tried to make him love me even though I already knew that he was obsessed with Nieva. I was too blin
Greval left as soon as I finished eating. His men cleaned the table. As usual, the whole day, I did nothing but to stare at nothingness. I sighed as I think about what happened last night. As much as I wanted to forget about it, I can't seem to do that. It seems like the image of him was already in my mind for the rest of my life.But I know that it means nothing. He was just horny and I admit, he made me so fucking horny last night. It was normal for a human body to feel such pleasure even if you do not want it.I just woke up with a palm caressing my skin. And I even thought that I was dreaming. It has been awhile since the last time I ever fucked someone so it is normal that I got easily horny by his touch.I walked over to the door and tried to open it but of course, it was locked. I just assumed that they forgot to lock it. I sighed heavily. How would I leave this place? It is nearly impossible for me to do that, I know but I need to at least try. I need to do something. Doing so
I stood up immediately in my feet and shook the metal bars of the cage. I was screaming so loud and desperately as I begged them to let me out of this cage.The lion growled so loud, making me shut my eyes so tightly. I thought we were on the same cage! But there was a barricade that separates me from the wild animal. I do not even know if I should be grateful for that!I was trembling miserably. I can do nothing but to scream my fear out. I could feel every fiber of my being quivering with so much terror. Tears cascading down my cheek, eyes widening in horror, I screamed when the lion tried to shake the barricade in between us."Help! Please! I am sorry! Greval! Please! Let me out of here!" I sobbed loudly.Greval was standing few meters away from the cage, watching me through his cold and dark eyes. He was mad. Again. It was not my fault! His man tried to rape me! I did not do anything! He should know that!"H-He forced himself to me! I didn't want it! I tried to fight him but he wa