I clenched my chest when an unbearable pain struck my heart. It hurts so bad.
I held onto the wall and pulled myself up. I was sobbing silently when I ran out of his room. I did not intend to shut the door that loud but I can't help it.
I'm pain. I'm deeply hurt that I can't control my actions.
I drove away from his condo as fast as the legal department allows. I screamed at the top of my lungs and as loud as I can as I drive somewhere I don't know.
I immediately turned off the engine and jumped out of my car as soon as I found a place where there's only me, the moon and the sea can hear my screams.
"Aaahhhhh! Quel, today is our second month of marriage! Damn, and you spent your
I leaned on the railings as soon as I reach the highway. I was panting and was already sweaty. Damn, my back is really killing me. The fast movements of the vehicles makes me feel dizzy so I just looked up to the sky where the stars lies without the presence of the moon. My mouth parted when I realized how beautiful they are. For a second, I forgot about my aching back the moment a falling star passed through the sky. I beamed. What a beautiful sight to see. A loud horn made me jolt in surprise. I looked at the car in front of me. Its window slowly rolled down which revealed the person from the inside. River was frowning while looking at me, obviously confused about the reason why I am standing alone by the highway.. "What are you
"Exiquel!" "Slap me, Athijha. I don't have enough reason to treat you that way. You are already in pain and I added up to your problems. I treated you like a trash instead of treating you like a princess. Hurt me, Athijha," I kissed him on his forehead instead of doing what he wanted me to do. He pulled me and hugged tightly but it didn't hurt me. It was tight yet gentle. I combed his hair using my fingers. "I can not do what you want me to do, Exiquel. Even if you hurt me over and over again. Break me again and again. I wouldn't care. I will still hug you as tight as I can no matter how many times you stab me, no matter how much I bleed. I am going to give all the love I can." He hugged me tighter. "I'm so sorry, Athijha."
I sighed and rolled my eyes. I bit the insides of my cheeks to suppress the smile that has been begging to be shown. "Does it taste good?" I bet if I ever say yes, he's going to brag about his how good cook he is even if he just learned to cook by himself so nuh-uh. I refuse to give him what he wants to hear from me. "No, it's kind of salty. You're still a bad cook, Quel," I said while shaking my head. He frowned then he took a spoon to taste it. His frown slowly faded and glared at me. I let out the laughter that I have been holding for several seconds. "You should have seen your face, Quel. You look defeated earlier," I said in the middle of laughter. I held my tummy when it s
"I still need to take a bath. I feel so sticky."But he remained standing in front of me. He placed his hand on my shoulder, preventing me from going. "You won't really drink this, huh?" I nodded.My mouth parted when he put it in his mouth then took the glass of water. He lifted my chin and cupped my face. My eyes widened. My body stiffened. He slid his tongue in my mouth and passed the tablet. I wanted to cough it out but he deepened the kiss. And I am almost breathless! I had no choice but to swallow it.I broke the kiss and he let me. He caressed my cheeks and hid a strand of my hair behind my ear. "But you did drink it," He said in a baritone voice with a smirk. "Good girl, darling.""Y-You,"
"You're just saying that because you have no choice," I said as I pinch his cheeks. I pouted a bit then chuckled when I saw his raw reaction. "I'm just kidding. I love you more, Love. To the moon and back."He kissed me on my forehead then wrapped his arms around my shoulder. "Just shut up and hug me too, Athijha. I'm cold."I wrapped my arms around his waist. "Feel warmer, love?" I asked and looked up to him.I'm tall, okay? I am taller than most of the women but he's a giant. I am 5'8 while he's 6'3. See the difference?I smiled at him when he nodded. I tightened my embrace around his waist and chuckled. I felt the vibration when he chuckled. He kissed the top f my head and started humming my favorite song.
"Give me that phone, I'll be the one taking your photos," I beamed in victory and gave him my phone."Thank you, thank you, thank you," I shrieked. "Come on," I pulled him to the middle of the flower field.I posed and smiled. I heard several clicks. "Let me see," I jumped on his back."Don't struggle me then," He said. He swiped on my phone. I was happy to see how great the shots were.I wrapped my legs around his waist. "Take photos of us too," I muttered.He switched into the front cam. I put a peace sign above his head. I laughed when he groaned. I placed my chin above his neck and smiled like there's no tomorrow.I was about to
"Everything that you've ever dreamed of," I turned to the direction where his voice came from. "Disappearing when you wake up, But there's nothing to be afraid of, Even when the night changes," His voice is husky, and his eyes are still sleepy and his hair is a bit messy. "It will never change me and you." "How long have you been standing there?" I asked laced with embarrassment and nervousness. He shrugged his shoulder and went to the sink. "Not so long. Since you started singing," Heat crawled up to my face upon hearing that. He saw my horrible dance moves! "Go on, love. Just continue your mini concert, don't mind me," He looked at me. Then in just a blink, he's already standing in front of me.
I refused to sleep in his room last night. Why? It's because I know I won't be able to go if I wake up with him beside me, with his arm wrapped around my waist tightly like he doesn't want to let go of me.Another thing is that I don't want to wake him up early in the morning- at dawn rather.I'm just sad. Tomorrow is marked as the third month of us being married. Should be the first time to celebrate with him. This should be the first time that I won't see him bed someone who's not me.Too bad, I have to leave. Argh! The thought of not seeing him for four days makes me want to stay with him here and forget about work.I groaned. We're already happy together but slowly losing time for each other. It sucks!