~Aurora’s Point of View~ ~Rosemary’s First Birthday~ “Blow it out sweet girl you can do it,” Javed coos, as he holds the camera. I giggle so bad I nearly wet myself watching Rosemary stare at the candle in her cupcake as if she’s offended. She eventually sticks her finger in the icing, licks it, then makes a face. “She hates it,” I laugh, hitting Javed’s arm playfully. She’d had some plain vanilla cake once when I was doing some baking with Gretchen but I hadn’t tried icing since she really doesn’t have that much sugar in her diet. “We should have done a cake pop, those all the rage,” I say, as I silently make a wish and blow out the candle. There’s only one thing I’d really wish for, and I know it won’t come true. I want my family to stay whole, I need Javed by my side. I can’t even fathom how Rosemary will handle it. They’re absolutely two peas in a pod, always together. She utterly adores him. He’s decided to go tomorrow to begin his sentence. This way, he’ll be home for R
~Mason’s Point of View~ I can’t take my eyes off Aurora, not for a second. I’ve had far too long to fantasize about having her again, and now her damn vampire of all people is delivering her to me. He wrote to me last month and asked if we could meet. I didn’t know what to think, though he assured me in the letter that nothing was wrong with Aurora. But when he came last week to talk to me man to man, it was clear that wasn’t the case. Things were very wrong. It makes me sick she got caught up in his bullshit. Vampire bullshit. If she’d stayed with me where she damn well belongs, she wouldn’t have any worries. Just being happy, being a mom. It warmed my heart to find out she did have a daughter, but it just isn’t the same as having your own true pup. *We’ll give her many,* Jaxon says, matter of fact. He eyes our mate, drooling over the curves she’s developed but it's clear she’s also got some muscles. Her calves almost look like she’s a runner. I need those legs wrapped around me
~Aurora’s Point of View~ Once Javed leaves, I’m not sure I can even cry anymore. Now I’m just angry, I mean I have been that too, but now that he’s gone and it's all so final, it’s hitting very differently. Mason introduces me to a male who also came from a sister pack but I barely hear anything. I have a faint recollection of him saying he’s also the Gamma, something that I should be so proud of him for, but I can’t care about it right now. I move on autopilot and follow them, not even phased that Mase is still buck naked. He seems completely comfortable and unphased by it. I have to imagine he did that in some way to have a dick measuring contest with Javed. Most males would have at least put on shorts by now. Everytime I get a glimpse of his back I see the massive pack tattoo that pretty much takes up the entire thing. I know that all pack members get the emblem but females usually get tiny ones no bigger than a coaster. Jeez that had to hurt! I suddenly realize I never got a
~Aurora’s Point of View~ I settle Rosemary down on a towel that Mason has laid over her bed and thankfully she doesn’t wake. He’s that paranoid about Javed’s scent transferring that he had to put a towel down?? I roll my eyes but remove the baby wrap and hold it to my nose. I nearly lose it again with the heavy scent of his Persian spice mix and vampire combination. When I hear the water in the shower turn on, I struggle to get it together. He’s going to expect me to shower with him, naked … obviously. That’s what mates do. When I was with Mase before I didn’t feel like I was cheating, I didn’t feel like I was sharing my body with another in shame. Because, well I hadn’t done anything physical with Javed. And I was blindly in love with Mason so it didn’t feel wrong. But now… Involuntarily, I hug my empty belly thinking about how many times we’ve made love. How I should probably have had two babies by now with as many times as we did it. While it was always heaven, I can’t deny
~Mason’s Point of View~ *You’re sure nobody is there right now? Even close where they could have eyes on us,* I say, over mind-link to my boy Lex. *All clear bro, you got this,* he says, trying to give me an extra boost. I really had no idea what to expect this first week with Aurora, but it’s been shit. Absolute shit. I’m afraid to touch her, sometimes afraid to talk to her and this can’t continue. There has to be a way to get through to her and have her realize her life isn’t over. It’s just beginning. This is a new beginning for us both. Lex got a hold of a computer, we don’t have many here because we can only get internet access on the far outskirts of the pack. He did some research on the island where Aurora had been living and the sandy beaches were breathtaking. I’m sure the views are stunning and that’s a hard thing to give up. I don’t have an ocean, but I’ll do anything I can to give her something similar. To prove to her that Midnight Moon can more than be her forever hom
~Aurora’s Point of View~ *I’m sure it was just the stress of it all and the pressure. There’s no way it’ll be like that next time. Didn’t you say he used to always get you off even if he didn’t get off? It’s not like he doesn’t know females like to get OFF. If I could talk to that hunk of wolf I’d give him a piece of my mind,* Lucy says, confused. I swim away from a very perplexed Mason and don’t even have words. It’s not that he came in like five seconds, I mean it is his first time. Yeah it is a lot of pressure. But the fact that he didn’t seem to care or notice the issue with it. Especially when yeah … he used to basically get off on getting me off. Goddess I’m so spoiled by having a male that never tires. A male that can go all day and night, a male that won’t rest until I’m beyond a sated puddle of goo and mush. Javed knows his way around a woman’s body more than any other male possibly could. He knows my buttons, he knows my everything. Sometimes just the sexy face he makes wh
~Mason’s Point of View~ ~Three And A Half Months Later~ “You got this baby! You’re doing so good. One more big push and you can relax. They have ice cream,” I coo, as I wipe Aurie’s sweaty hair from her face. She audibly growls at me, and fuck if it doesn’t make me hard. I love her all sweaty and angsty. We don’t exactly fight, but we have little tiffs and then the hottest make up sex imaginable. *Not the time! But ohhh yeah she’s sooo hot when she’s mad,* Jaxson says, preening over our mate. “You can just go straight to he--- OHHHH SHIT!! It burns!! Ohhh ohhh Goddess make it stop! It’s ripping my vagina in half! I can’t do this, I can’t,” she squeals, as the nurse yells for her to keep pushing. She screams and grunts so loud it nearly shakes the entire room and I have to check and make sure she didn’t shatter her teeth. “It’s a boy,” the doctor shouts, proudly holding up my screaming son. Tears flow right down my face and I wipe them away quickly, then bend to kiss my mate
~Aurora’s Point of View~ By the time Mason came back to my bedside, I’d already passed out from sheer exhaustion. I felt him kiss me but I couldn’t even open my eyes. Gage nursed and we were both spent. When I woke about six hours later, I sat up in a sheer panic when I felt my empty belly. But thankfully Lucy immediately consoled me and said the baby was just beside me. When my eyes see his little chest rising and falling, and my ears pick up his heartbeat, I relax. I get up slowly, every muscle in my body absolutely aching. I feel as if I sense Mase, but he’s not in the room. I stare at Gage with his chubby red cheeks and he’s passed out, his mouth wide open, catching flies. So perfect. First priority: grabbing the pitcher of water by my bedside and chugging it down. Someone must have filled it recently because it’s cold and I couldn’t be more grateful. Then, after the bathroom I wander to Rosie’s room where I find her and my mate fast asleep. He’s got his finger curled in her ha