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Another month, and another set of bouquet and that too in Rome too, should I be feeling cherished that someone cares, Or should I be gloomy that someone is stalking.I think latter one is the better option to rely on.These flower bouquets are arriving in my place ever since I left USA.But the most unusual thing is why in Rome??I don't have much friends in Italy, or should I say, about no friends in Italy.I am a simple girl.I just aspire to fulfill my dreams.But these flowers make me suspicious, that someone is stalking me.It's creepy, a lot.Everytime I think about it, my heart sinks on imagining different kinds of possibilities.Is someone peeping my personal life or more than that??Initially when this bouquet arrived, I ignored it.Ignored it cause I thought it can be a sending mistake, or a coincidence.It's all mechanical, so we can expect mistake.But now, everything is different.I don't feel safe, I don't know why??May be I miss dad??But I was the one who chose to live my life, in my own conditions, discovering this world with every sort of possibility and probability.
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๐๐๐๐ค๐ก๐๐จ:I'm bloodstained.A pool of blood all over my shirt.And that too, of one of my most trusted men, Peter.We were raised up together.I knew him since ages, when his corpse touched the dirt filled sand, I sure wasn't contented.leading the fourteen years of mafia's life, I once regretted over something.But now I'm restless.Restless, because he lost his life, in front of me.He betrayed me.He betrayed us, our friendship, yet I'm restless.๐๐๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ๐ฝ๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐๐๐ผ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
He was like a brother to me.
When I saw him collapsing in ground , I was having an emotion, I never felt before.Grief.For whom??A betrayer???my mind is revolving around it, and still not getting a satisfactory conclusion.I don't know, what I thought, I disguised myself and headed straight to Sofia's work place.
I don't want to talk.I just want to watch her.It's almost evening when the cafe is about to be closed.
" A latte!! " I ordered, and she was the one who received my order.
Looking at her, my heart met it's normal pace.Just a minutes ago, I felt so restless , and now everything is gone.Just peace.Nothing else.She was giggling while placing a tray across her chest.I was watching her.Endlessly.And there she appeared, a latte in her hands.She took a clear three minutes to examine me, but I didn't feel a need to look at her, so I didn't.I just sipped my latte.She was gone in a minute.but I felt her gaze.I'm sure, she is watching me, suspecting me.As I was known to her.But I tried not to reveal my face, and it worked.My temper calmed and I just headed back to my mansion, leaving the half sipped latte there and paying for it.I promised myself never to meet her again.Never to visit her again.But I did.I broke my wall.My own wall.My wall built in all those years to protect me from internel harms.I never had the urge to see someone so badly till today.I tried to avoid her, but no, I was inevitably attracted to look at her beautiful face.When her lips curled up talking to her friend, was enough for me.It was enough for me regain my strength.I can't give frequent visits to this place.She'll consider me as a stalker.But will I be able to distance myself from her.Will I??.It's more than a mocking statement to my inner self, that I am slowly being attracted to a girl.That I'm not able to push her away.๐๐๐๐ฉ ๐'๐ข ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐๐ง.๐๐ค๐๐๐:
Almost about a day for Carniella's party, and I don't have a perfect dress for me.
I talked to her about my problem, she said, she can lend me her dress.But the problem is, my size is a bit smaller than her.My waist is a bit slimmer, so that's why her clothes look baggy on me.I am having my expense issues but I can't say no to her.She is celebrating one year anniversary of her and her boyfriend being together.When I was returning back to my apartment, my eyes landed on a beautiful dress displayed out of the showroom.
It was a beautiful, sober pink evening gown, having pink flowers all around.It's all angelic.๏ฟผ
Sitting in my apartment looking at the stars is my favorite hobby.
Peace, everywhere.I was scrolling through my gallery, when the door bell rings.Who can be at this time??And that too why.??ohk come on Sofie, gather your guts, and look out.I looked at the peephole, it was a delivery boy.
An Italian delivery boy.I didn't open the door, I just said from inside." who's this!! ? " I asked." ho un pacco per te"( I have a parcel for you)I'm not familiar with Italian that much, I have just learned basic, so I couldn't interpret." sorry can you speak English!! "
" mam, there is a parcel for you!! "he parroted in his Italian accent.I opened the door and looked at him, he made me sign a paper, and was about to leave when I asked.
" can you inform me who sent this?? "I am sure I have to pack my belongings if my father has found me." I'm sorry mam, there isn't any name given"I nodded an he left.Living in an alien country isn't easy, you are suspicious of everything.Your circumstances and your gender makes you so.Italy isn't a very safe place, that I have learned in these months.I immediately took a glance to the parcel.
it was a neatly wrapped gift.I opened and found the same dress I have been looking some hours ago.Is someone cracking a prank over me??Cause this isn't funny at all.
Did Carniella send this??
But how did she manage to grab this amount.I shook my paranoid head and took time to appreciate the beauty of the gown.It was beautiful.................................................................The surrounding is perfect, everything is looking so Royal, I suppose her boyfriend is rich enough to throw this party." God, my my, you are looking perfect Sofia!! " Carniella dramatically covered her mouth with her hand.I chuckled at her reaction.I am not a party person, so I was just sipping my wine at the corner looking at people rocking the dance floor.
"Hey bellissima, come mai una donna sexy come te sta da sola!! ".
( hey beautiful, how come a hot lady like you standing alone at the corner)A blonde guy said, letting me not understanding a single word in his strong Italian accent." I'm sorry, I'm not so good at Italian!! " I awkwardly smiled.
" bellisima, will you honour me having a dance with you?? " he extended his hands.
" I'm not good at dancing " I tried to avoid." bellisima, come on, enjoy " he dragged me to the dance floor.The music was soothing but not his touches.his touches were creepy, his hands roamed from my back to my butt area, making me stiffened .' bad touch alert'. my inner self announced, and distancing myself from him and excusing myself I ran to the outer area, for the fresh area.
" what happened bellisima??? " the same guy came from behind.
" nothing, I just don't feel like dancing "" no problem, but we can at least have some fun!! "he started roaming his filthy hands on my body, while I kept struggling under his grip, his one hand was covering my mouth which avoided my screams.Save me God.
I don't know what happened but I fainted, and the darkness engulfed me.
๐๐ค ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ก๐ก๐ฎ ๐ง๐๐ก๐๐๐จ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ 7๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ฉ๐๐ง, ๐ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ฃ๐๐๐ง ๐ฌ๐๐ฎ ๐๐ค๐ฃ'๐ฉ ๐ฌ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ค๐ฅ๐ก๐ ๐๐ค๐ข๐ข๐๐ฃ๐ฉ??
๐๐ช๐ฎ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐จ๐๐ฃ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ค๐ข๐ข๐๐ฃ๐ฉ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ฃ๐๐๐ง๐จ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ช๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ง๐จ.๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐ก๐๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฅ๐ก๐๐๐จ๐ ๐๐ค ๐ซ๐ค๐ฉ๐ โญโญ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ค๐ข๐ข๐๐ฃ๐ฉ โคโคโค๐๐ค๐๐๐:My eyes went open when I found myself in Carniella's room, bedridden. She was sitting aside me. I fidgeted and my movement attracted her attention. She turned towards me. " you okay?? " she asked with a concerned voice.I crawled my head up and rested on headrest. " yeah just a headache, how come I'm here?? "" you don't remember?? "I shook my head. " you paased out, when the guards informed me, that you were lying outside.Did something happlying"I thought of that blonde guy, his creepy touches, and nothing else. I thought of not creating a scene so I ignored. " may be bad weather, I'm not so used to with this weather"She nodded and gave me a medicine.I thought of leaving, so to not become a burden on Carniella, and obviously not ruin her party, so I asked for my leave. Initially she denied but after giving some careful mommy suggestions, she bid me goodbye. My heart was
๐๐ค๐๐๐:You can't fight your demons, your insecurities lying there at your bed and doing nothing.I know what I'm doing I'm trying to escape this shit.The sadistic environment created in my mind can only be swept off through working.I just have to do so.I can't be there and expect everything to be alright.I started working in the cafe since three days and I'm feeling better.No distraction no insecurities, nothing just peace mind.I was working when I had a glance on him.Nico.Again.after so many days he appeared.I don't know but I had an urge to see him.His eyes have something in this.I ascended my steps to him.And he was standing there, not looking at me.Is he always like this??Ignorant about the surroundings??What's happening around is just untouched to him.I went near him, touched his shoulder an
๐๐ค๐๐๐:You can't fight your demons, your insecurities lying there at your bed and doing nothing.I know what I'm doing I'm trying to escape this shit.The sadistic environment created in my mind can only be swept off through working.I just have to do so.I can't be there and expect everything to be alright.I started working in the cafe since three days and I'm feeling better.No distraction no insecurities, nothing just peace mind.I was working when I had a glance on him.Nico.Again.after so many days he appeared.I don't know but I had an urge to see him.His eyes have something in this.I ascended my steps to him.And he was standing there, not looking at me.Is he always like this??Ignorant about the surroundings??What's happening around is just untouched to him.I went near him, touched his shoulder an
๐๐๐๐ค๐ก๐๐จ:She asked me for lunch.After years I'm feeling excited.I'm a man earning millions in a day, still not contented but when she invited me ,I couldn't deny.I just couldn't.She wanted it.Her eyes beamed with delight when I nodded my head positively.I'm sure about it.But is it just her who wanted this??Or me??I think this time I know the answer and I'm well aware about it.Yeah I wanted this.Spending time with her.I took a deep breath, when I stood in front of my large mirror placed at my room.My buttons were undone and then I could observe my tattoos.That black ink suiting my persona indicating the kind of monster I am.All around my chest, abdomen, arms and forearms, reminding me of what I'm.I did it for always reminding the ultimate goal of my life, revenge.And his thought crossed my mind, Dimit
๐๐๐๐ค๐ก๐๐จ:She asked me for lunch.After years I'm feeling excited.I'm a man earning millions in a day, still not contented but when she invited me ,I couldn't deny.I just couldn't.She wanted it.Her eyes beamed with delight when I nodded my head positively.I'm sure about it.But is it just her who wanted this??Or me??I think this time I know the answer and I'm well aware about it.Yeah I wanted this.Spending time with her.I took a deep breath, when I stood in front of my large mirror placed at my room.My buttons were undone and then I could observe my tattoos.That black ink suiting my persona indicating the kind of monster I am.All around my chest, abdomen, arms and forearms, reminding me of what I'm.I did it for always reminding the ultimate goal of my life, revenge.And his thought crossed my mind, Dimit
Mature content ahead:Sofia:" Kiss me Nico" I called him, I want him, beside me right now.He is the only cure for my pain.I know he would be surprised on my demand, even I am.But can I control it???I don't think so.He pulled me on his lap, as I entwined my arms around his hard muscular neck.His lips were pouring emotions all unknown to me.It wasn't lust, rather it was something I wanted to comprehend." Fuck!!! " he cursed as he saw something outside the window.I panicked at the sudden exploding sound, burst around the ambience.I was all shocked and frightened at the same time, not able to interpret the requirement of the situation." Lay down, and hide yourself, bambina"Nico adviced, while dialling some number on his phone.I immediately nodded and hid myself behind the sofa, nearby, while he hid himself at the wall beside the window.
Sofia:Love, the word which used to bring me to my euphoric world, suffocates me, now.The person I believed is in love with me is my biggest nightmare now.Rightly heard, the person I used to love haunts me now.I'm chained to a corner of a room, pitying on my destiny.How more pathetic a situation can be.The day I married this bastard, it turned my life into a living hell.that's what I'm experiencing now, and yes, I'm no more, Ms. Sofia Constantinovich, I'm Mrs Sofia Nicolas Costello.The name which used to arise butterflies in my heart, is the matter of my pure disgust.I despise him, I hate him.He betrayed me, he married me and now I'm his captive, reason still unknown to me..Every night I wait for another torture he planned to give me.Every night I pray to God, make me dead, but God has his own cruel ways, he wants another set of torments
Sofia:My mind is numb right now, thinking about yesterday's incident.How brutal it could be??!!!What more is coming the other second.The situation I'm trapped in, is already allowing me to revolve my head to all kinds of possibilities and the tortures he is going to try on me.Am I being weak?Is he successful is breaking the hell out of me??The answer is obvious, yes.I'm a dead corpse, whose soul has already left her body trying to figure out this mess.I'm a walking dead, as I look at my condition.My wrists are swollen, the handcuffs, still there.My one hand was done free, to grab a glass of water..Mercy??!!!I chuckle sarcastically.My wrists has dark red marks all over, while I'm trying to soothe the pain, rubbing the area.The blood still visible superficially from the thin skin upon it.I