Asher
What were the odds that in the whole freaking world and after spending eight fucking months in an unknown pack filled with hordes of female wolves… I found my mate right in my home?My mate… I was already starting to feel nauseous. This was so not my thing. I had next to no interest in finding a mate. I loved women. That was not the point. But only as long as my cock was nestled inside them, and they were moaning my name. That was all, nothing more.Matebond meant love…and love wasn’t my thing. I don’t believe in this whole concept of two people being randomly bound by some unseen bond. That’s forced.Fuck no. I DO NOT want a mate.
And especially not this one with her smart mouth. Who was this woman, even? Where did she come from? And how in hell was she the same woman whom I ran into in a club almost two years ago?“She is,” Mac confirmed. “It’s her… I will never forget the scent. There is no scent like hers!"Oh fuck.Approximately two years ago, I was on my usual clubbing spree accompanied by Cora, who that night was determined to get wasted after a fight with my stubborn brother. Somehow, in the course of the night, I glimpsed a purple-haired girl walking away. I tried to follow her because there was something about her, something that suddenly got me all curious. However, unable to find her, I got distracted. Then, out of nowhere, the same girl again crashed into me, and I was sent rolling into shock when Mac uttered the word mate.It was dark, so I couldn’t see her face properly, but that scent, oh, that sinful scent. It hit me so hard and the moment Mac’s words registered in my brain, it had me spiraling in the worst possible ways. I wasn’t ready at all.So I ran.Yeah, me being an Alpha ran from my mate. There was no way to make-up for this mortification. When I woke up the next morning, I couldn’t remember a thing. It was all a haze, with the scent lingering in my mind, my senses. I did go back and try to find her, so at least I could apologize, but she was gone. Somehow, nothing has been the same since then.And now I know why.Because I wasn’t dreaming. She was indeed my mate. And now she was here.I finally had a mate.“No way!” Ivy exclaimed, scowling at me.The scowl was like a prominent feature of hers, apart from those dazzling blue eyes. She was tall with cinnamon hair that was slightly wavy at the end and reached up to her breast. She wore a black camisole and cargo pants, and it wasn’t hard to tell that she was one of those women who possessed those God-gifted curves just at the right places. However, her arms were muscular and there were tattoos on them. She was literally far, far different from the women I usually date. No, not date. I have never dated. Preferred was a more suitable word.“What do you mean, no way?” Logan frowned.“I don’t want him as my mate,” Ivy said, shooting me a dirty look. It was obvious she was already judging me. Not that I didn’t deserve it.“Do you know who you are talking about?” my mother demanded. “That’s the Alpha of GrayCrest.”“By all means he is,” Ivy said, her voice firm and even. “But I don’t want a man who runs away from his mate like a damn coward. I don’t care if he is an Alpha. A man who can’t claim his mate isn’t worth having a mate, Luna Grace,”“That was a mistake!” I growled, my scalp prickling with irritation. “Doesn’t matter…” she said flatly.“Well, just so you know, you are definitely not the kind of woman I would want as my mate. I would have accepted you probably just out of guilt to make up for my honest mistake, but I have little to no patience for an insolent, arrogant woman like you. So you can kiss the thought of being my mate out of your tiny head,” I sneered, my anger rising as we both glared at each other.“That’s perfect then,” Ivy nodded. “Let’s just reject each other and get this done with. I can’t have a mate, anyway. I have taken an oath as the Lunas guard to never take a mate and I intend to stick to that.”“Rose or I can always free you from it, Ivy,” Cora offered, sounding hopeful.“No. I am a warrior, Luna,” she responded. “I take oaths seriously, and once I have given my word, there is no going back.”“Suit yourself,” I grimaced. “I am gonna reject you and end this mess right here.”“And why should you be the one to reject me?” Ivy demanded. By now, more than half of the pack were watching us and the expression on my family’s faces was epic. They looked stunned, surprised and helpless.“Because I am the Alpha and the Alpha always comes first.”“Well, after what you did last time, you have no right to reject me first. I am the one who ought to be the rejecter, and you should be the rejectee.”She was crazy. This woman was crazy.“Are you sure this is our mate?” I demanded from my wolf.“Positive,” my wolf said, his entire focus on her. She intrigued him, not to mention his innate desire to already jump at her. We were certainly not on the same page.“In your dreams,” I hissed. “You are in my pack, and I am your Alpha. What I say goes. So be a good girl and accept the rejection as you should, so I can stop wasting my precious time,”“Would the two of you stop?” Logan protested, looking bewildered. “You just met! How could you even think of rejection? It’s no child’s play.”“It doesn’t matter,” I scowled. “This is a mutual decision. We don’t want each other, so why bother? Just get this done with. In fact, I am gonna do it right away. I, Alpha Asher Gray, son of Alpha Joseph Gray and the Alpha of GrayCrest pack, reject you…Ivy ...”“No,” I halted, my eyes widening at the terrifying growl that escaped from my wolf.“Mac…” I began and almost cried out when a shooting pain erupted through my body.“This is more my decision than yours and I refuse this…”“What do you mean, refuse this?” I exclaimed.“I will not reject her,” Mac whispered. “I want…my mate. She’s…perfect. There will be no rejection,” My eyes widened as I stared blankly at this strange, blue-eyed girl... Oh fuck.Ivy“No, I will not reject him!” I wasn’t sure if I heard my wolf right. Did she just refuse to reject this asshole?“What?” I mumbled. “What did you say?”“I will not reject him. I get to have a say on this too and I want my mate! It’s been so long and I had almost given up the idea of ever finding one. And now here he is and you know I have longed for him. I am not giving him up…no. I want a mate!” Silver retorted, sounding petulant.“Even if he is an asshole like that? Silver…he ran away from us, remember? Remember the way we felt? That intense feeling, the longing and how crazy it drove us? How could you accept a man like that? He’s a freaking coward,” I protested.“I know, but he admitted it…it was a mistake. And mistakes happen. You didn’t try to stop him either, did you?” “I was shocked!”“So was he…”“Stop this nonsense right away,” Alpha Joseph grimaced, shooting a glare at his son. “The whole pack is
Ivy My mind wasn’t ready to process this. There was a reason I came to GrayCrest. There was a mission I needed to accomplish. And there was no way I could afford to fail. The stakes were too high. I have lost most of my family, watched them die right in front of my eyes. My father was my only family now, and his life hung in the balance that I was holding. One little slip and everything will fall apart. What Killian wanted from me, I wasn’t sure of that yet. All I knew, as of now, was that I was kind of acting as his spy here. I needed to keep an eye on the pack, on every little thing, and report it back to him when he asks for it. Ask how? I wasn’t sure of that either. Did I think it was going to be easy? No, of course not. Regardless, I was prepared to face whatever comes my way. I was an Alpha's daughter and a warrior by blood. There wasn’t much that scared me. But I think I gave myself too much credit too fast. Because now I was scared. GrayCrest was the last place I ever exp
Asher This was fucked up on a whole other level. “You are being unreasonable,” Mac said flatly as I stormed into my room and slammed the door shut. “Just accept it. You have a mate now. How long do you think you can run? Isn’t it pretty clear you can’t? It’s fate, Ash. Otherwise, you won’t run into her again. Mates are for life, just accept it. She is the one for you.” “Shut up! Shut up!” I growled, my mind spiraling. I just…I had no idea how to process this. That night when I ran into Ivy, I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t in my senses and out of no fucking where I had a mate. My mind was so fogged, those sudden hits of emotions weren’t something I could handle. My reflexes made me turn and run for my life. I was scared. I was so damn scared for whatever reason. Maybe it wasn’t the obvious reaction when you find your mate, but this was me and that was exactly how I felt. And still do. I wasn’t ready for a mate. “It isn’t a big deal,” Mac assured me. “Just let her in, and you will see h
Ivy I stared at the clear water of the small pond built within the pack, fighting the urge to cry. This was one of those intense moments where I just wanted to run away. Weren't things hard enough? Did this whole mess with Asher have to happen? A mate was the last thing I needed at the moment. And a mate who was literally the Alpha of the pack. Like it or not, that made me the Luna of GrayCrest, the very pack I was betraying. It was a sin of the greatest degree, but I had no choice. Didn’t the moon goddess have enough already? Why did she have to do this to me now? “Maybe a mate was exactly what you needed at the moment?” Silver offered. “No!” I grimaced. “This will make everything worse, Silver. If I accept Asher, I would have to marry him and accept his mark and once we have the mindlink, it will be impossible for me to do whatever Killian needs me to do. My every thought will be privy to him and if he finds out why exactly I am here and the lies I told to Alpha Noah and Logan…it
IvyThe lake house was at the far end of the endless forest that stretched out around the GrayCrest territory. The lake was beautiful, stretching out as far as eyes could see, and built on its bank was a pretty wooden lake house. As Eli told me, it was recently rebuilt because the old one was burned down in an accident not too long ago. Whatever it was, it was a pretty and peaceful place, which I would often visit when there wasn’t any training or anything else to do.But it looked far from peaceful at the moment.The thundering music could be heard all the way to the primary perimeter, that is the area closest to the pack house, and the lake house was near the final perimeter, which was at the very end. As we got closer, I could hear a lot of noises, people shouting and whistling, those annoying lights they have at the clubs and, of course, the stench of alcohol. It immediately repulsed me, not because of the alc
AsherPanic. That was the first emotion I felt. It hit me like a damn wrecking ball. My reflexes were on overdrive, already knowing what the next step ought to be. I pushed the blonde away and dashed towards the lake almost within the split second of the splashing sound that echoed around, piercing through the thundering music. I caught a glimpse of her from the corner of my eye as she stood there, sipping beer or something. I had every mind to ignore her and keep up with the blonde and her relentless moans as we groped at each other.But of course, with her standing merely a few feet away, it almost felt like I was a teenage junkie kissing for the first time, not sure what to do. I couldn’t even feel anything. And the moment her scream reached me and I spotted her toppling headfirst into the cold, dark water of the lake, everything, just everything, went to hell. My heart almost lurched into my mouth with fear, m
AsherI watched as Naya dragged my mate away, wrapped in my Delta jacket. Sullenly, I tore my gaze away but looked around spying the crowd that was getting back to partying. But nothing seemed unusual. Then who the hell pushed her into the lake? And why would someone push Ivy of all the people? I saw her standing by the edge and drinking and I just looked away for a split second, and she was thrashing in the water. There were so many people standing by the edge. How would I know who pushed her? Or did she slip?Unable to find anyone who might seem suspicious, I dragged my eyes away and immediately met with Eli's skepticism and disapproval dancing in his hazel orbs. I knew he was dying to lecture me. He already did when he arrived with Ivy, mindlinking me quite some expletives that distracted me from the blonde.“Don’t get started.” I rolled my eyes, grabbing a can of beer.“What are you doing, Alpha?” Eli demanded,
Asher“Her? Who’s her?” Blondie demanded, her face turning the color of her dress as she glared at me.I peered back at her clueless, not sure why I said that crap out of nowhere. I was sweating hard, my heart slamming against my chest and there was a weird sensation, an unspoken need that made my skin prickle and my veins almost about to pop with frustration.“I…” I rubbed my face and as much as I really needed to fuck the life out of someone at the moment, the idea of touching the blonde didn’t feel appealing.And it blew my mind because the blonde was exactly the kind of woman I usually desired. I knew when I stripped her dress off, I would be greeted with expensive, sexy lingerie underneath. I knew she would be the one who would moan so loudly that probably both my brothers two doors away could hear her. I knew she would let me fuck her, however I wanted the moment my fingers touched her. I knew all her responses down to the t, so I knew exactly what moves to pull.Because that’s