The feeling of his hand around my waist was another thing I couldn't explain. He is a stranger I just met a few minutes ago, I shouldn't be feeling this comfortable around him, right? I shouldn't bother who or what he is, I shouldn't care about this dance after this night. But here I am, finding every thing about him quite interesting.
I was going to fall a million times, but all thanks to him, his hold was way too strong for me to slip off his grip. He held me like any Alpha would hold onto their mate, but at this moment, I wasn't much interested in that. Watching my crush choose my best friend right before my eyes was the only thing that mattered now.
"So tell me, Allison, how did your day go?" He asked.
I chuckled softly with a scoff which accompanied. "My day… my day was fine, but eventually, it hit ruined." I said drunk.
"Wanna talk to me about it, huh?"
I raised my gaze at him, smiling halfway like what he had said was funny. I was actually smiling at the fact that he wanted to hear what really happened, and he was ready to listen to every bit of it.
"I had a crush on him, and it's been months now. I… I have always dreamed about the two of us together, just us and no one else. I had every imagination of him, every thought of mine was all about him. I was physically and mentally going insane all because of this one man I believed was my future.
But here I am, dancing with my stranger and living with the reality that I am never meant to be with the man I loved. You know I should be happy that he chose my friend over to me," I nodded my head, smiling. Then the smile faded, "but I'm not. I am not happy." Tears trickled the corner of my eyes as I blurted out the words. Every bit of it created a hole in my heart, like a permanent hole that can never be closed.
It's so easy to fall in love, but it's not as easy as it feels when you lose it, especially when it's your first love." I don't know why I was telling him all these, but I found myself telling him, and some how, I feel safe and comfortable with him knowing about my love life. Perhaps, it doesn't worth keeping a secret as long as I don't have Logan with me, it feels normal telling eveey one.
"Like I said earlier, I really don't know much about you, but you don't have to let that be the reason why you're downhearted. Every one gets a heartbreak, it's a normal thing. It's natural, so you ought to expect stuff like that. But let me ask, if you don't mind, you said this Logan of a guy chose your friend over to you?"
I nodded my head dully, the weight of the alcohol still had full control over me.
"Did you ever tell her about the two of you before he discovered she is his mate?" He asked.
"Yes. She is my best friend, so I always told her about my feelings for him and how much I loved him." I shrugged my shoulders. "I never had any second thoughts about her, because I trusted her."
"You over-trusted her, that's why she took the advantage without you noticing."
"I know."
"So now you do, you should know that it's not every thing you ought to tell every one. Learn how to keep secrets and never trust any one." He warned.
I don't need to be told this a thousand times before I understand that I made the greatest mistake trusting my secret in the hands of Selena. It's okay to say forget your love, but it's much more difficult to put it into practice. I was so hurt and I wished he could understand what I am passing through.
He spun me around, pulling me to his chest. My hand touched his chest, and I could feel the muscular texture of his abs. This dude is a devil inside.
My vision was actually at work, I was beginning to see Logan's face. I couldn't control the way I felt, this is actually my first time drinking this much and the weight was too much for me. I was feeling tipsy, all my body needed at the moment was a little massage and a long rest.
It felt so real staring into Logan's eyes as he devoured mine. I held my hand high, placing it on his cheek. "You left me for her, why? Is she more beautiful than I am? What's so special about Selena that I don't have? Is it because I never told you that I loved you? Is it because I never had the chance to sneak out of my home just for your sake?" I rubbed his cheek. "Why would you do this to me?"
He touched my hand. I was expecting he'd take it off, or push me away from him, but rather he held my hand like he needed the touch. My touch.
"So you do love me, and yet you never asked? I wish… I wish I had told you when I had the chance to. None of this would have happened. Please," I sobbed. "Please don't leave me."
"I will never leave you, Allison." He said, his voice giving me hope to believe in his words.
I smiled, my eyes fixed to his lips, seeking for the touch of those soft lips on mine. "Kiss me, Logan, prove to me that you do love me. Prove to me how much you want me."
My body was so hot that I long for nothing but a kiss from the man before me. He held my jaw, raising it a bit high while he leaned closer to grab my lips. But instead of kissing me, he whispered in my ear, "Let's go somewhere else."
I don't know how, but I found us in a room. A dark room for that matter. He turned on the light, but it gave a red color. He was looking into my eyes, and his gaze was doing a marvelous job in creating more desires in me than I already have.
Slowly his hand shifted the collar of my dress, stopping halfway. His hands then went to the back, unzipping the zipper of my gown, giving him chances to freely pull down my gown. He kissed my shoulder, slowly making his way to my collar bone, then up to my neck until his lips finally made it to my lips.
He grabbed it in a devouring way, kissing me like he had for years wanted to have this kiss with me. He was offering to me more than I expected, and I was loving it. I moaned in between the kiss, a soft chuckle played on his lips as he busily kissed me like the world was going to end.
As if that wasn't enough, I could feel his hands working massively around my body, touching me in the most sensitive part of my body, creating irresistible feelings inside of me.
And somehow, I wish I knew, I was on the bed and he was on me, doing justice to our night.
Alison's POVI opened my eyes to the pounding of my head. The sun was much too bright for me.“Ungh, shucks,” I cursed over and over in my head as I blinked rapidly, trying to find myself some form of relief.Maybe hitting my head with a hammer and nail would be more helpful to me though. How much exactly had I drunk last night and why had I even drank this much without sense? It’s not like I usually ingested alcohol anyway so this was truly something I was not used to by any means.As I slowly adjusted to the light. I realized I was staring at a ceiling that wasn't one I recognised. Where am I? The thought dimly came to my mind, and my brows furrowed, trying to recall the last thing that happened the previous night.The mating ceremony, the thought came to me quickly. Of course. Watching my best friend - supposed best friend at least - and the man I had a deep unrelenting crush on got married under the canopy of the oldest tree in our pack territory was not the best thing for me to w
AlisonI was weeping bitterly as I stopped a cab, hopping in without even telling the driver my destination. The pain I was feeling at the moment was more like I was being pierced by a silver dagger. I know why, that's because I haven't felt this heartbroken before, I have never been this hurt by love from day one of my existence."Miss, I still don't know your destination." The driver said to me and I quickly realized myself. "15th Andrew by the left." I said, trying to hide my sobby voice.I sniffed hard, letting the tears stain my cheeks as I thought of nothing but Selena's voice. "You're always handsome, Logan."It should have been me, you know. I should be the one saying those words to him but she is. And it's not her fault, it's mine. I fucked up! I trusted her so much to think that she is the only one able to understand my feelings, little did I know she had taken advantage of me.I hated myself two times more than I hated her. I'm a mess, a big one for that matter. Luckily I
Alison“Selene came over. She was looking for you yesterday,” my mother said. I barely looked up from my bowl of oatmeal, nodding.“Okay,” I mumbled in response. I did my best to resemble the physical representation of static on a TV screen - Vague and uninteresting to look at.“You should go see her. She said she didn't see you at the ceremony. So she may be worried about you,” my dearest mother continued in that oblivious way she always was in.Oh, mother, I thought. You have no idea what is going on. If anything, she may have come here to try and appease me. I doubted that she would have succeeded though. I was still in a snit. My heart ached at the thought of them.Despite having not eaten much except for the chicken soup and some pasta I saw in the microwave late last night, I had suddenly lost all semblance of an appetite. Standing up, I moved to place my bowl in the sink and began the small task of washing it before placing it on the plate rack and walking back to my bedroom.“
Alison The floorboards of my bedroom would have creaked more when I walked over it for the fiftieth time that night, had it not been covered by my well-worn blue carpet. Dimitri Tulsi… was that his name, I wondered as I continued pacing the length of my room that evening, feeling like I had gotten myself in the trouble of a lifetime. No matter how much I tried to brush off the fact that it certainly could not be true, it was hard for me to decide that when all I was thinking of was how damn unlikely it would be for this to be another coincidence. This was not just possible, right? I( exhaled sharply, and shook my head, before I jolted at the sound of my mother’s knocking. “DInner, Alison,” she called before I heard her footsteps leaving my door. “Coming,” I shouted back at her, before sighing again and moving to the bathroom to relieve myself before I went down for dinner. Who my mate’s identity was would have to wait for another day. The dinner was steak and mashed potatoes, my
ALISONI was shocked to see Dimitri standing by the door, his eyes fixed on me. I stood like a caught thief, my heart was beating against my chest. What am I going to say to him? How will I explain things to him now?But then I had to compose myself and act like the thief I ain't. I won't call this stealing, I was actually taking what belongs to me. He had my bracelet, and I can't let him have it for long. I needed it back."What are you doing?" He asked in his deep voice."Nothing. Just taking what belongs to me. But don't worry, I was about to leave when you walked in." I walked past him but he was quick to grab my hand, pulling me back."You aren't just leaving like that, are you?""Look, I was actually leaving before you stopped me." I said, sounding a bit rude but this dude won't let go off me.He looked at my hand and found my bracelet, he smiled. "I see.""I need it back." I blurted."Wasn't gonna say no. But you know, pretty girls like you shouldn't be stealing.""I wasn't ste
ALISONI walked to the kitchen, pouring myself a full glass of water. I gulped it all down, sighing heavily. I poured myself another glass but not as full as the first time. I drank to the quantity I could, pouring the remaining in the sink. I returned the glass cup back to the cupboard.I returned back to the sitting room to find Selena unmoved from the couch she was sitting. She shouldn't be here, she should be in her home or probably with her newly so-called found mate. "You shouldn't be here." I said, less reluctant about her presence."Can we talk?" "Talk?" I scoffed. "I don't think I wanna talk to any one now, especially not to you." I stated."Ariana, I'm so sorry." She apologized."Sorry?! You're so sorry? After every thing you did to me, you're telling me sorry? For what exactly? For me to say yes and pretend like nothing ever happened? No way is that happening.""Ariana, I didn't mean to hide it from you. I wanted to tell you about Logan and I but I couldn't, I felt like y
ALISONI groaned as I woke up. My head hurts from the cries of last night. I went to look at myself in the mirror, my eyes were dark red and sore, the feelings ain't good for a morning like this. I noticed one thing in me this morning, I feel empty like nothing happened in my life and I wish life could be fair to me just this way for the rest of my existence.I walked into the bathroom for a quick brush and shower, stepping out with a towel tied around my chest and hair. I picked a jean shorts knicker which reached to my knee and a white shirt with black stripes on it, heading downstairs to see if mother was done with breakfast. She always made breakfast before I woke up.I was shocked to see Logan in my home. But I was so distracted by the aromatic smell of the food on fire, and I wanted to check what it was my mother was cooking. Unlike before, whenever I see Logan, I'd begin to feel this butterfly feeling in my belly, like I've been ignited or some thing.But today, I feel normal s
Episode 9Alison PovThe man left and my attention was drifted to Alpha Dimitri talking with some of the Alpha's of neighborhood packs and respected Elders of the packs.The way he speaks, his confident and the softness in his voice is just so unique, yeah I feel nothing for him, I obviously didn't like him, but I felt the warmness in him after since I opened up about my heartbreaks and how Logan chose to not our break my heart beyond repair but to also throw away each broken pieces in the deepest part of the ocean.The guts he had when he came looking for his so called mate in my house, like don't he feel remorseful at all? I even felt stupid for crying over a guy like him, he was so worried about his mate while I was so worried someone like him...so pathetic of me.Though I came with the intention to talk to Alpha Dimitri, at least to thank him for not seeing me as pathetic but then seeing how serious he got talking with the Alpha's, I decided to leave, I turned to leave when I hear