...Anastasia POV...
Behind me is the very same thing that had his claws around my throat in that alley. But that was a monster, and this, this is a man. He might be a vampire but yet there is something that draws me to him. I want to be so mad at him for deceiving me the way he did, but then he looks at me with those deep brown eyes, and nothing else really matters.
Now, he is behind me, holding my body in a way that no man has held me in a very long time for. The way his soft lips are rubbing against my naked skin is making me crave him in ways I should not even consider at all.
But what if…
"Sebastian," I call his name as I lay my head back against his chest.
"Yes, my love?"
"Will you ever bite me," I ask. "Will, you ever bite me if I did not want you to?"
"My love, I would never hurt you."
But I am curious, so I ask him more, "Is it sore? When you bite a human, is it sore?"
"It does not hurt at all," he explain
Something is terribly wrong. Edward knows best not to interrupt me while I am in the confinement of my room. And to barge in while he knows I am with Anastasia is even more out of the ordinary for him.I quickly rush to dress. I turn over to face Anastasia that is startled just as much as I am. “My love, please wait here while I go attend to this matter.”“I am coming with you.” she protests while gathering her clothes from the floor. “Just give me a second to get dressed.”“You will remain here, please,” I insist. “I am not sure if there is any danger. I shall be back as soon as I can.”“Promise me you will call for me if you are in trouble?“, she takes my hand and rests it against her chest.“I will request your presence if need be,” I assure her. “Now, please get back underneath the covers; you still need to get some rest.”“Sebastian.&rd
I have brought danger to my love; the very thing I was protecting her from is now threatening to take her away. I cannot let them take her; the things they would do to her, I cannot even think of. There is only one way to protect her now. I do hate that it has come to this, but there is no other way."My love," I softly whisper in her ear."Yes, Sebastian?" she asks, turning her head to look at me."I am so sorry for what I am about to do."I do not give her one second to say a word. I ever so gently lean her head to the side. There is no time for being slow now; this has to be done and done at once. I bear my fangs for the entire room to see, and with one quick flick of my head, my teeth are sunk into her neck."Sebastian." I hear her scream. I close my eyes and pretend for these few seconds that it is not her who I am about to drink from. I hold her strong and make sure I am nestled firm...then...I suck and suck...and once more, I suck. I can fee
My dear Anastasia has been lying here in my arms for almost a day. She has not stirred much but for a few tremors that riddles what I fear could be her dreams.What has my foolish behavior done to her?But this truly begs to bring a question, did I release too much of my venom into her?For I fear that her transition into a vampire might have begun, and her tremors aren’t dreams, but her body is slowly dying.As the sun slowly starts to set on this miserable day, I once more feel her body stir. I pull her even closer to where her head is resting on my chest. I close my eyes and think to myself that only if I had left her alone in that alley, none of these beastly things would have happened to her.“Se…Sebastian,” I hear her whisper, and I immediately sit up straight.“Anastasia, my love. My god, you are awake!”“Sebastian, what happened?”“I was fooli
...Anastasia POV...There is a rage starting to grow in my body, not only for Sebastian but for the way I am feeling. Sebastian did what he did for the mere reason of saving my life, but did he have the right? I no longer think so. For the pain and agony my body is experiencing is beyond what my fragile body can take. I thought that sleep would have done me good, when in fact, it has only made me feel worse. My head feels blown away by the most horrible throbbing. My body aches in hooks and crevices that I did not know even existed. If I knew death, then I would say this how it felt.What was I thinking of allowing a vampire in my life when all he did was bring danger to me? How would a love between us even have lasted, for I would grow old, and he would never perish? But let us not forget that he kills humans for their blood; how long would it have taken him...in fact, he has already drunk my blood, drank to a point where I am near damn dry. And in doing so, he has pu
My dear Anastasia is standing at death's door. She is faced with a decision that no mortal should ever have to be faced with. But if you should think about it in such a way, this is a choice easily made. For you either die and fade away, or you gain immortality and live forever beyond today.What frightens me the most is that she has chosen Edward to be her Maker. Apart from how it works in the order of things, she should want me to be the one take helps her through this transition. Now I know that Edward would never defy me, and he knows that I should be the one. I am the Master, and they shall obey. But will he do so to save the woman that he knows means more than anything to me? It is not long until he makes his appearance to me as I wait silently outside Anastasia's home."Sebastian, I am so glad that you are here," as he walks close up to me, I can hear a tremble of fear in his voice."What is the matter, Edward. Please tell me Anastasia is still alive?"
To say that it has been the longest night of my immortal life is most definitely true. Anastasia was turned only, but a few twenty-one hours ago, she has not stirred since she drank from me, but Edward has assured me that she is still very much living, not living as a mortal anymore, but she has now become part of our dark world. Dark depending from whose point of view you look at.One point of view that will not be the same is the one of Anastasia's when she finds out that I am her Maker. But I fear that when she awakes, her craving for blood will be greater than ever before. Then this begs the question, does she feed off Edward, or do we deceive her once more? One thing I do know, she is going to require the guidance of a vampire to show her through this change. Whom will I allow to be her teacher while I am unable to?So I have called a meeting with Edward and Lilith to discuss this very matter. However, we shall conduct such meeting outside Anastasia's home in the
My beloved is out on her first hunt with Edward. Their unexpected victim has just entered the valley and is none the wiser of the danger she is in. Now how this should go is Edward needs to take the woman down, as Anastasia will not yet possess the power in her still very fragile body to do so. But this is not what happens.Much to the shock of my eyes, I see Anastasia overpower the woman from behind in less than mere seconds. Edwards steps back and does not even assist with keeping her victim pinned to the floor. Anastasia has taken the woman down and has her body pinned down with but only her one leg. The woman does not even move. She throws her head back like a howling wolf and exposes her fangs that are clearly not those of a young vampire anymore. In one flick of her neck, she drives them deep in the woman's neck and begins feeding. Edward watches her and then gives her the command to stop drinking. I watch as she stands, then wipes her mouth and kicks the dead body of h
I fear the vampire that Victor speaks of might be Anastasia. She might possess great power, but she does not know how to control her thirst. Should another of our kind attempt to talk her down, they shall be faced with her strength, and my attempt to protect her shall be futile. I am afraid that my plans have now changed, and she shall be confronted. Even though she is my beloved, she shall have to pay the consequences for her actions.After getting to the location where Victor saw her last, I dismissed him immediately. "Victor, I need not remind you that you shall speak to no one of this?" Victor bows his head and makes his departure.Once we are alone, I hurriedly take my coat and call for Edward to follow me. "Edward, we shall need to go find her."...Anastasia POV...Edward left me at my home only but a few minutes ago, but I have an enormous desire to feed again. Once I am for certain that he is nowhere in sight, I continue my way down to one of the