I am not sure about what this elder is saying to me. But he said that thing and... regret? Will I make a choice i my life that I will regret?
Just what does he mean by that?
Looking at my hand who is holding the key he had given... I can't help but run my thoughts.
It was the very first time that an elder talked to me like this. Yes they do say some words for me but in the presence of my parents... but today, It seems to be differentThe elder left leaving me in silent. I never knew whether I am someone who have the right to say this but then why do they make things so uncertain?
Why do I feel like something is not right?They often tell things that are different in the ordinary language... as if they are playing it safety. Just like beating around the bushEven so, what the elders said to me was somehow annoying at some point.
They always said that freedom will al
The last time I tried to reach it, it soon disappeared the moment I put my eyes in something other than this. I am afraid that once I do the same thing, this little light fragments will surely be gone from my site and I will never know when will be the time that they will come again.Now I wonder what this little fragments meansI do feel uncomfortable that I am not moving an inch to see whether it will dissipate or remain in my sight.Is this little light fragments mean anything?But still, after a long while of staring at it, it never disappear just like what it did beforeCan I touch it?I thought to myself. I'd say somehow... there is an urge in me that makes me feel curious, whether it has a body or not...What I mean to say is... they look like a small little light floating but then they usually dissipate and disappear. It makes me feel curious whether they have a body or not.
Just what the hell is happening in my body?“Mom...! dad....!”I shouted panically as I am not sure whether I should hide it or not. But then I came off to the conclusion that whether it is turning worse or turning good, I shall let my parents see it since they have much more knowledge about me and they have much more experience experience compared to what I have.Surely they will have things to say to me about this and they will have their own opinion. Even do, whatever may happen... I won't let thrm keep me caged in here.I have learned my lesson when I tried to hide my my problem with my parents because once I hide it to them it became a lot more bigger that is not goid enough for me to handleIt is not that it was a big deal but then at that moment I did something reckless when I was a child and ended up hurting other people for I ruined something precious to them. And.. when I tried to bring it back into pieces
I wonder how many days have passed by since I started to have the chance to get out of my bed.Lucky for me, my parents believe in my words after I said that it doesn't hurt as it looks like.But I covered it with a cloth that are blessed by the moon.It might sound strange but the cloth that they put in my skin was a cloth that they had offered their prayers with.It is said that it is a remarkable item that can only be given to those who are worthy, now I feel like I owe them so much even though I am not sure what kind of changes it would make if I just cover it with the normal clothes."Hello Emrick are you doing alright?"It was my neighborhood who asked it to me as he saw me walking out of the houseI nodded my head in reply as I wanted them to know that I am doing wellIt is not that I am close with those people but then the one who greeted me just now is a friend of my parents. I should act
Now I regretted this decision of hanging this key on my neck because in the first place, I should just have put it in my pocket so that no one will notice it but since I didn't do as what that is and hang it on my neck while hiding it on my clothe, now things are getting complicatedIt is surely my teacher who had spread those information to the others saying that I am the one who have break the record of having the key of that exclusive chamber in the libraryA library isn't a big deal but the exclusive chamber itself is. That is all because it hides the most important collections... books who have a great benefit towards those who can obtain it.Even so, I am not sure about the ideals of it.This is what I said but that chamber is truly admirable but then people will always think that the more admirable that place is, the more marvelous and extraordinary those people who can obtain those classifications to have the right
If only I can record this very image of these idiots who tried to pick up on me, I can say that it will surely make me to a dozen laughs. Truly, it will make my two little siblings laugh...yeah I will sure to tell it to them sometimesI clap my hands to remove all the dust that have been have been put in my palms since I crashed that rock into ashesAlright, trashes are gone.Now that I can completely go away and be in my way to the library, I somehow feel relax.Now.. I just remember that there are some people who are watching us. How funny, surely in their mind it is I who started it. No matter what I did they will, with no doubt, side other people thinking that it is I who is wrong.Protect this village? Well, protecting my family can be easy for me. But to protect people who don't care about my existence... I doubt whether I can do that. Even so, I am sure that not all of them think that way. But then the ma
The only thing I can do is close my eyes as I feel like a very radiant light was blinding me on purpose. I can't open it since I can still see the white light. Even if I wanted to, It's not letting me to do so.“You can now open your eyes. Sorry for not giving a warning”He said as I still remain closing it and to my surprise as my vision finally came into me...What welcomed me is a place that is wider than it looks like.I only thought that the exclusive chamber is as big as the library space but then if you are in the inside... I can even say that it is much bigger than it looks likeI am not sure what kind of thing make it looks like this but... indeed, I am amazed by how this old looking library hold a majestic and wonderous place as this. One can't even imagine that this is the place they called as exclusive chamber.And now as I let go of my thoughts, I sensed that I am not aloneI'm somehow
Now that I finally gained back my senses after crying like a small kid in front of my father, he lead me to the elders as they wanted to speak to me and tell me something important. Well, maybe this is part of the ceremoy that they are doing once you have a qualification to enter in this exclusive chamber “One who is ignorant of honing himself will never attain true strength. But those who have the power to seek for the betterment will be recognized and will never be forgotten” I slightly bow my head as I feel like I have to do it and so the one of the elder come in front and walk in the direction of me Raising his hand, I feel like he is chanting some weird things while his hand are racing on top of my head. I just let it be since I do not have any rights to question what they are doing since the whole authority in this village lies to them. I am also aware that my father won't let them do anything bad to me especial
I hear those words but I never know who the person is. I can hear his tale but I never knew whether I should care. I am inside the exclusive chamber just a while ago but why I am in this dark place. This is so unreasonableDid the elders locked me up in this place?But no... they can never do that since my father is there and he won't allow it. Would he?Right, my feet is hurting from a while ago but then as if now I can feel like it is good to go. There is no pain and no hurting at all. Maybe it isn't that bad since the pain go away with time healing it.I tried to move my hands but it feels like I can't even see myself. It is dark and I can't see anything but darkness. Even the nice sky are more shiny than this place. No speck of light can be seen and no and no speck of white fragments are showing.It is as if this whole place is covered with nothing but dark light. I tried to move my feet it was just a slide with my hand