Fallen again

We stared at each other for a few seconds. I didn't even hear an answer from him so I let go of his collar.

"Get out!" I pushed him away.

He immediately left the room without saying a word. I took a deep breath to calm myself down. I almost kissed him and the scent of his breath still lingered in my senses.

"I hate him!" I said to myself.

I got dressed and fixed myself in front of the mirror. Suddenly I thought of Zillah's betrayal. I couldn't help but feel guilty for her and I also thought that she should stop kissing that girl.

"Should I just let that woman fool him secretly?" I asked myself.

"Well, the longer it takes, the more it hurts. Maybe I'll just let her catch her unfaithful wife himself while seducing him so it won't hurt as much, right?" I asked myself with a smile.

I was like crazy talking to myself at that time. I didn't know what was the right thing to do. I remembered what Alpha Diego told me again.

"I trusted you a lot," that's what I always remind myself.

He has a lot