I slid out of my room. I was tired of cutting myself off from my new family. Just because Xander was a jerk and only wanted me to pop out pups, didn't mean the rest of the pack would be so dismissive. If Rhys was any indication, then I might even be more welcomed at the pack house than I was in the human clan. I hadn't given anyone a fair shot, spending the last week in my rooms. Had it only been a week? It felt like a lifetime ago when I had been congratulating my best friend for getting into Brighthaven. I skulked down the stairs. The smell of bacon wafted up and my stomach growled. How long had it been since I had eaten? How long had I actually been gone with the fever? "I heard humans are prudes." The voice cut through the general din and I paused on the steps. "Do you think she's strong enough?" "She's a waifish little mite. I dunno that the Alpha won't break her in half." Someone answered, ton
I slammed out of the dining room, my thoughts a tangle of distrust and anger. If I was only to be returned to my genetic ancestors, then why hadn't anyone else in my family been chosen before? It didn't make sense. If I was not here to be a Bride, then what was I? What was the Bride program, really? I needed answers. I searched for the cinnamon and wood smoke scent. Xander owed me an explanation. Immediately. I couldn't smell him. What the actual hell? Did he just cease to exist?I barreled through the front door, flying down the steps of the porch and into the yard. There were people on the lawn doing drills. Wrestling and fighting. I saw him, not Xander but Rhys, leaning against a low wall. His eyes widened as I snatched his arm on my way by, dragging him along with me. I could hear the whispers following us, but I didn't care. Rhys was my first real acquaintance here and I needed the truth. I
When every girl dreams of their first time, it's romantic. Roses, dinner, a bed of flower petals. Slow and gentle lovemaking. Xander slid his hand down my side, his lips setting me on fire. We were still in the middle of the woods. Rhys was still prostrate on the ground in front of us. But I didn't care. I sighed against Xander's mouth as my body reacted on instinct. I softened against him, yielding to my Alpha mate. He nipped his way from my lips to my injured shoulder. The healed wound that made me one of them. Were.His hand slid under the hem of my shirt, his palm hot against the cool skin of my side. I shivered. "You deserve more than this right now." His words were whispered hoarsely against the fabric of my shirt. "But I need to claim you." Rhys groaned, and ice coated me. "You have to let him go." "He needs to know you are claimed. You are mine." I pushed at
Maybe I was the prick. My legs ached as I stumbled further into the forest. I'd been hiking for nearly an hour. No one had come to collect me, so I must still be on Wild Hearth land. I mean, I did tell Xander to claim me and then back out and flounce away like some romance novel heroine. Was I the prick? With all my bluster about not being forced, hadn't I forced his hand? Dangled what he most wanted and then jerked it away? Why did I have to be difficult? Why couldn't I just accept my place? Because it meant accepting I was only a womb. Not a person. I couldn't do that. Not and still be me. I missed my parents. Two years without seeing my mom's laughing face and my dad's smiling eyes. Did they still dance in the kitchen? Did they still spend every Sunday morning lazing in the family room, playing games and talking about the week? Now that I was claimed by my Husband, could I contact them? Why didn't Brides go home? Why mus
He pushed into the room, the scent of rot overwhelming me. Great. This whole having heightened senses was getting problematic. "Who are you?" I was proud of myself. My voice came out even. Not even accusatory. Well maybe a touch accusatory, but he did tie me up. "Tell me, she-wolf. Why were you out taking a stroll?" He settled his large form on the floor across from me. There was something familiar about him, but I couldn't put my finger on it. "Because I could? It's not like I expected to be chased, knocked out, and tied up." "Why don't you shift?" He leaned forward. His eyes were dark, but the shape was familiar. I blinked slowly. Where had I seen those eyes before?I didn't want to tell him that I didn't know how. He seemed like the kind of man that would take advantage of that knowledge. I slid my eyes from his and glared at the corner of the room. "Come on sweetheart. I won't bite. I can sm
The walk from the cabin was quiet, thankfully. My headache was back in full force. Especially since I had too much to think about. During my conversations with Xander, his family had never come up. Since he mentioned that family was everything to wolves, knowing he had a brother in the woods, cut off from the pack could be seen as problematic. Was it all a lie? An act to impress the stupid human? We finally stumbled into a clearing. There was a small cottage set back against the trees, a large lawn with a sizable garden. Didn't seem like they were suffering too terribly. The man dragged me up the steps to the cottage. He pushed me through the door into the cutest little sitting room I had ever seen. It was so homey! The furniture was hand-hewn, cushions in riots of colors dominated the space. The other man busted into the room, wiping his hands on an apron. His pale skin was flushed and his eyes bright. "Hell
"Maddie!" Rhys' voice echoed in the woods. "Dammit Xander, this is your fault. You couldn't just be a proper mate?" We loped toward the rustling in the brush. Eclipse kept a steady pace, our strides eating up the distance. "Madison, where are you?" Xander sounded panicked. That made two of us. All I could see in my head was Dylan's leering face and Vic's glare. If Eclipse hadn't burst from me and into the change, we would be choking down laced food and going into heat. Eclipse chuffed, slowing as we approached. Xander's cinnamon and wood smoke scent and Rhys' chocolate washed over us. Home. We were home. And in one piece. Eclipse was panting, sides heaving as we struggled to pull in breath. 'Just a few more feet.' I tried to encourage my wolf, but she stopped. We were done. We couldn't go on any further. 'Xander! Rhys!' I called out as loud as I could in my mind. Eclipse collapse
Someone had dressed me when I changed back, apparently, and the clothes were kind of uncomfortable. I took a few moments to change into my sleeping clothes, a thin cotton shirt and a pair of shorts, before returning to the bed. Part of me didn't want to think about dress shopping. I just wanted to sleep. I settled next to Heather, and dozed off.Heather was an awful bed mate. She curled up around me and snored in my ear all night. Not to mention the knees and elbows. The bed was big enough for twelve, comfortably. Why the hell was she on top of me?! I fought to breathe around the cloud of dark hair that threatened to choke me. This was not okay. Flipping wolves and their need to puppy-pile. I shifted toward the edge of the bed, trying to escape Heather. But she snatched me and wrapped herself tighter around me. It was becoming uncomfortable. My door slammed open again and I jerked upright. Heather groaned, fin