But as I reared back, his own hand shot out, grabbing me by the wrist and twisting until the pain made it impossible to hold the knife anymore. It clattered to the ground. And I hadn’t caused enough damage to make him give up the fight. I struck out again, aiming for the stab wound in his gut. My lips curved up at the guttural howl that escaped him. But it fell quickly after because I saw that look in his eyes when he looked up at me Pure, blind rage. I turned and ran. Sometimes winning a fight was knowing when to turn and haul ass in the opposite direction. He was faster than I’d anticipated, though, and the hand grabbed me by the throat, grabbing, turning, and slamming me back against the wall. Where he held me, then inched me up until I was on my tiptoes, trying to strike out, clawing at his face, pressing at his eyes. It was no use, though. His hand was placed just right. And I was feeling fuzzy. So this was how it ended. In an alley. Taken down not by one of my ow
“Okay,” I agreed. I expected to wait. I mean, this was a hospital, after all. The last time I’d been in one, I’d waited four hours in the waiting room, then spent another seven total hours in the back before I finally got to go home. Somehow, though, within twenty minutes of going in the back, I had my blood drawn, and then I was being wheeled into the elevator, and down to the CT machine for both my head and my spleen. I was pretty sure I slipped in and out of consciousness then, kind of confirming the suspicions the doctor had about the concussion. I should have been pulsing with adrenaline and anger and an acute thirst for revenge. When I was wheeled back to the emergency room, an IV was hooked up, making me squint at it. “Just fluids,” the nurse told me, giving me an overly friendly smile. Granted, doctors and nurses were often nice when you had been injured and in need of care. But they were being the kind of nice you only saw when someone’s boss was looking over their sh
Gotta tell the people who love you that shit went down,” he said, giving me a hard look. One that said that he would do it if I didn’t. “Yeah. Eventually,” I said. “But not right now. There’s enough going on.” “With that club, there’s always something,” he said. And he wasn’t wrong. If there wasn’t a kidnapping, attempted murder, or ambush, it was a light week. “I meant with this whole situation,” I said, waving a circle to encompass both of us. “You don’t gotta worry about that,” he insisted, shaking his head. “Well, I am,” I told him, rolling my eyes. “It’s my problem.” “Seeing as I just got attacked in an alley, it’s my business too.” Was I imagining that pain that sliced across his eyes? “He’s gonna pay for that,” he said, that jaw going rock-hard once again. “I think you’d want him to pay for betraying you.” “That too. But that, that I can understand,” he said. “This,” he went on, gaze moving over me, his head shaking. “There’s no understanding this.” “Would you feel
The grip bars around the toilet, in the shower. The sign about hand washing. But there were also the luxury elements. Like the fact that the shower was a walk-in stall with white and gray marble walls and a black floor. And the fact that the little travel-sized soaps and shampoos were salon and boutique brands. “Great,” I grumbled, looking at my face in the mirror. It could have been worse, for sure, but there was a bruise on my forehead, and another couple on my chin and jaw. The butterfly sutures were a little caked in blood, but at least that wound looked pretty superficial. The scar wouldn’t be too bad. The bruises around my throat, though, those were rough. Thick purple and blue bands from side to side. If you looked closely enough, you could see small spots where his fingers hadn’t pressed in, little strips of skin-colored flesh peeking through all the darker shades. Reaching back, I carefully worked the ties of my gown loose, pulling it off as much as I could with the stu
All there was in the world was her string of curses as she, I imagined, tried to move. After being attacked. By Luis. Fucking Luis. Maybe it was naive not to have him toward the top of my list. Rationally, the guys who were already higher up in rank, closer to power, got greedier for more. I’d fucking grown up with Mr Johnson. And I’d let that cloud my vision. But if it was Mr Johnson, did that mean it was Jay too? The thought of that was a kick to the gut. I’d kidnapped a doctor chick who happened to be a Henchmen princess, and got myself in the outlaw bikers’ crosshairs to save his ass when he got shot. If I’d done all that shit only to have him betray me, that was going to hurt. Worse than betraying me, though, was Luis putting his hands on Naomi. A woman who’d just been doing a fucking job. We didn’t fuck with women. That was one of our hard and fast rules. Of which there weren’t many. But one of the things I’d hated the most about the Soto cartel I’d grown up in was the
Everyone I cared about in the entire fucking world would be safe. While I went out and handled this shit once and for all. I understood what this would take from me. Snatching up my men from their beds, dragging them to another undisclosed location of mine. This one far away from anyone who would hear the screams. Then, one by one, put the pressure on them until they started to sing. It went without saying that anyone who’d aligned themself with Peter was going to get a bullet to the head for their betrayal. But what I was really after was more names. And once I had all the names, I wanted a location. For Peter. Who had to know I was coming. After the argument with Naomi in the room, I was feeling particularly ready to get my fists into someone’s face, ribs, guts. To feel their blood sliding down my hands. So that was what I set out to do, knowing Hope was safe. Especially with Vi sitting by her side. All of Naomi’s cousins were capable, trained in self-defense, but it was
“I was a dick earlier,” she said. “Shit, I think I need to go buy me a lottery ticket,” I said, giving her a smirk. “Naomi has admitted she was wrong.” “I said that I was a dick, not that I was wrong,” she clarified, giving me a sleepy half smile. “Where were you all day?” “You worried about me?” I asked, climbing out of the chair, and making my way to the side of her bed. “No,” she said immediately, then sighed. “Maybe,” she conceded. “Don’t worry, ma,” I said, reaching out to slide a wisp of hair out of her eyes. “I’ll always come back.” “Even when I’m a dick?” she clarified. “Yeah. Even then. Maybe especially then,” I added. “Why? Are you a masochist?” “Nah,” I said, nudging her hip until she got my meaning and slid over a bit, making room for me to climb in after kicking off my shoes. “Maybe I just like how soft and sweet you get when you’re sorry.” “Soft and sweet,” she scoffed, rolling her eyes at me. “I think you’re talking about another woman. No one thinks I’m soft.
Watching the monitor, I took a slow, deep breath, seeing things settle down. For all of, you know, two seconds. Because A chose that exact moment to press his thumb into my clit as two of his fingers slid inside of me. “Na-ah-ah, gotta keep breathing,” he reminded me when my body tightened and my breath caught in my chest at the sensation, making the numbers on the monitor go wonky again. And that was how it went. His fingers worked me until the monitor started to look a little threatening, then he slowed, waited until I tried to calm the chaos building inside my body. A task that got harder with each passing moment, as he drove me toward that edge. His thumb caressing. His fingers stroking. “There,” A murmured, voice soft, as my walls tightened around his fingers. “Come for me,” he demanded. And just like that, I did, biting down on my lip to keep from crying out as A’s fingers kept working me through it, driving me up. I didn’t fully notice the monitor letting out a little w