His rage

Ava~~~~

The moments he saved me from the Lions, I felt worthy and valued. I thought my life was just going to end up getting eaten by Lions.

"I guess you're really not afraid of the night " He snapped as he carried me up in his hands and began leaving the woods.

"Let me go " I tried getting off his hands but he held me tighter. I smiled inwardly although he didn't notice. His cuddling was what I needed the most at the moment but I wanted to prove stubborn.

Oh heavens knew how much I wanted this from him, I wanted to smooch in his embrace, I wanted to get cuddled by him. I wished this little moment of closeness between us lasts longer even though it meant nothing to him.

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Miriam had insisted on bathing me but I declined.

I just wanted some time alone for myself since I couldn't do that in the woods earlier. Reluctantly she left and I skipped to the bathtub. I sank into the bathtub and let the water envelope my skin. I shut my eyes as the water cradled my body, soothing my muscles and calming my nerves. Its gentle caress melting away my tension as I reminisced.

How long do I have to go through all these, am I cursed with eternal suffering? My mind wallowed in agony. For a few moments I stayed there and then got up and washed my body. Stepping out of the bathtub, I grabbed the towel and tied around my body and went inside the room.

'Miriam must have gone' I muttered as I came in and couldn't find anyone.

I heaved a sigh of relief. Atleast, I'll have a good time for myself. Walking towards the closet, his scent hit my nostrils.

Was he here? I shivered as I held the edges of my towel tightly.

In a brief instant, the door was kicked open revealing the last person I wanted to see at the moment.

It was him, the very first man I've ever craved for. I stared at him in embarrassment and fear, tracing his lustful eyes which rested on my slender legs.

Deep within, I felt happy that I could still affect him even though he had rejected me. My wolf kept screaming in my head to take him in but I shut her out completely.

Even though I wanted him, I wouldn't want to be seen as a pun craving for a man, I still had my pride to hold onto.

In the time it took to breath, I wanted to make a run back into the bathroom but faster than a heartbeat, he was quick enough to grab me by the towel and which fell down to the floor and I now stood naked in front of his predating eyes that moped at my full mounds.

I've never felt so embarrassed and confused at thesame time. I wanted him yet I didn't want him to touch me.

He grabbed my boobs and slammed his lips on it, sucking and nibbling it as he moved his hands all over my body till it finally rested on my ass and he gave it a tight squeeze.

"Ahh pls.. stop" I moaned, as I shut my eyes closed in pleasure and ecstasy. In as much as I wanted him, I still wanted to resist him. I guess my stubbornness made him become even more raw as I tried to flunk out of his grip but he pushed me towards the door and trapped me in between his large cold hands. Crouching down his head, shivers ran through my spine as I felt his hot breath fan my neck

He leaned in and circled his warm tongue around my tits which aroused me even more as my body responded with delight.

Right now, my pussy dripped wet, needy with pleasure. A surge of pleasure pulsed through me and my senses were heightened with joy.

Ohh! I wanted more, I needed him inside me. I haven't felt what it's like to have sex yet I was ready to do it with him. I saw him grin wickedly and I knew he was purposely doing this.

Just then, my dignity instincts kicked in.

'What the hell are you doing Ava, what if you give him yourself and he ends up leaving you in the end...common he doesn't love you, he just wants your body!!! My inner thoughts conflicted but my body kept betraying me.

I felt him trace his lips from my boobs to my pelvic areas down to my pubic bone.

Wtf !! Is he trying to...

"Ahhh pls ..stop" I screamed as he circled his tongue around my core and began moving in and out of me with his tongue.

I've never felt like this before, it was too sweet and intense. I didn't want him to stop, I wanted more. My body yearned for him, I was even too weak to stop him as the sensations had already given me the weak knees.

He sucked as he kept moving in and out and I felt something building inside me. I knew what it was because I've heard it a lot from my sister when she discusses about sex. I knew I was close to cumming and I didn't want that.

I had to do something, I couldn't let him know that I enjoyed what he was doing to me.

I wanted him to crave for me, I wanted him to know my value and worth, I wanted him to recognize me as his mate no matter the circumstances.

A thought scaled through my mind in that moment of ecstasy. Although it was a dangerous decision but I couldn't help it, there was nothing else I could do.

"I Ava Smith accept the initial rejection of Alpha Astra Thrones of the Lycans stone Blood pack" I declared fiercely surprised at how I got the sudden strength to this brevity and just immediately, he jerked off me in horror.

I felt the pain rip through my heart, it was as if my head was being separated from my body. My internal organs twisted in pain.

Was this the pain that accompanied accepting rejections? I cried out in anguish and berry whimpered in agony.

I knew I had betrayed her by rejecting our mate, I knew I had hurt her.

The pain was just too unbearable, I looked up at him and saw a glint of hurt and betrayal in his eyes.

As much as he wanted to hide it, I knew he felt the pain much more than I did.I knew he wasn't expecting it as I had taken him off guard.

He didn't love me anyway, he wouldn't care.

I clutched to my chest, stumbling away from him as I slumped to the bed. I didn't want to cry atleast not in front of him.

For a few moments, he stood there staring at me and finally he abruptly exited the room, his eyes flashing with hurt and distress.

Immediately he shut the door, I let the tears flow down the brim, blurring my vision as I rested my head on the pillow.

Life has been so tough for me. Everything just makes me sick. I want to give up but I can't, I want to be strong for my mom. I promised her to be strong.

The door flung open again as Miriam rushed in. A curious and anxious expression tainting her slightly wrinkled face giving her even more wrinkles.

"Are you okay miss" She asked coming to sit beside me on the bed. She was the only who seemed to care about me in the world that sometimes I wonder if she knew me from somewhere. Strangely, I also feel a strange connection to her and I quite couldn't depict what it was.

My eyes became even more teary as I looked up at her. I needed someone to share my sadness with, I needed a comfort shell to hold me. It feels like my head has been shred into numerous folds.

"I'm... not okay Miriam,,, I'm not okay, I accepted his rejection" I cried out loud grasping her hands tightly.

"It's okay... it's okay..I undastand" She coed patting my head which already rested on her laps.

"What should I do,,,,pls I can't withstand the pain Miriam pls help" I nudged at her as the tears kept flowing down non-stop.

"You have to rest now okay,,, just sleep it'll go away soon" She said bringing out a small bottle that contained a greenish liquid and handed it over to me.

"Drink up" She urged and in an instant I gulped down the liquid. It tasted bitter and cold and I scrunched my face is displeasure at the slightly soured taste stuck in my tongue.

Not long, I began feeling sleepy as my eyes gradually began closing. I was trying to stay awake but couldn't. My vision fuzzled and tossled.

"What have you given to me Miriam?" I asked as my eyes finally gave in to the darkness that seeked me.