♡ Bella ♡
Pulling in the parking lot of my school with a gaunt face is something that I never wanted to do but after the farce that happened last night with my mother I guess , I didn't had much of a choice .
Its Monday which totally sucks given I had no rest day to make up for my sleep that I missed last night .
For as long as I remember I have been a person who had a firm control over her life and always had a thin shred of inner peace within me .
But now my inner peace was broken , stomped and left to churn inside me .
I can't even focus right now .
Thanks to My mum , Chris , Jennifer and ....Jacob . My stomach somersault like a crazy as I passed by his obnoxious Lexus in the parking lot .
I don't even bother hiding my grimace of unease .
Or was it unease ? I didn't kno
♡ Bella ♡Ron slowed down beside me, grumbling as he looked back at the group assembled behind us . I have to hustle to drag him away from them in case , he recreates the scene of last Saturday where he indirectly told the entire class that we were a thing" You should have let me loose at them " he growled in a low voice " I already have a bullet with that stupid asshole 's name on it , let me go and I might make this world a better place , alright ?"I gaze at his bloodshot Oceanic blue eyes and suppressed the diatribe that I wished to throw his way .Not Now , not this early in the morning ." And why is that ?" I muttered vaguely as I tried to navigate our path through the jam pack corridor , all the while ignoring the ' Bella the Waddington ' chants" Guy fucked my girlfriend , correction
♡ Bella ♡Expectedly , the short encounter with him did nothing but to elevate my anxiety and make my heart somersault even more. This small interaction with him had totally unsettled my nerves , half of my anxiety is thanks to the uncertain attention Jacob was feeding me . I didn't want to latch on to his attention but my heart wasn't listening to me , not in the slightest bit .It was enjoying the bits and crumbs of attention Jacob was feeding me .I didn't know what to expect or to do . I don't even have any idea what Jacob was going to say to me when he got me alone or how should I respond to him .I wanted to know whether he was trying to manipulate me just like he does with everyone but I held the sudden urge down because if I do that , it will only be my fatal fall .Jacob knows all the right buttons t
Crazy .Jacob Knight has gone crazy .His sudden purposal shocked me so much that I ended up getting choked on my own breathe , how the hell can anyone get choked on their own breathe ? I sputtered and coughed before managing an indignant " What ?"" Oh come on . " he chuckled shaking his head " I didn't ask for you to name your first born after me "" You do realize that this worse than that ?" I asked him , staring at him through eyes filled with disbelief " Alright , I get it you are not serious are you ? It might be one of your ' awesome ' pranks , is it ? "" Do you think I'm joking princess ?"Unease swept up my spine when I heard him " Stop calling me , Princess "" I will get right on it , princess . All you have to do is to say yes
♡ ♡ Bella ♡ ♡" Calculated image huh ?" he mused throwing a wink my way " It comes with my blood, Princess. I am the only heir of the Knight pharmaceuticals. I can't be a sobbing , broken mess now can I ?"My attention that has been slipping away was focussed on him once again . Not the jerkface , selfish and arrogant Jacob Knight but the Jacob Knight , The only heir of the Knight pharmaceuticals. If he was this mature about his positioning , if he already knew how to behave and act as to inherit his leadership position .The infamous Quarterback of Longhorn 's must be in some real pressure ever since his childhood .Instantly I remembered a saying , a throwaway phrase , that my nanna once told me ' only hurt people hurt others ' , was this the case with him ? Was this his way of hiding his pain that he received ? Then who was the one who ha
" I'm giving you an opportunity to say yes , Princess " said Jacob with an air of offering a great boon " say yes before you regret it , you don't want me to hunt you down , now do you Bella ?"For a miniscule of second my struggle stopped and there is a break in my focus as his dark fathomless eyes bore into mine. He seemed to be searching for something but what was it ? Was he waiting for fear to crawl up in my eyes or was he waiting for me to cry ? He and I both know that I find his touch uncomfortable and uncalled , he had accepted that much no matter how thick his skull was , so was he doing this for fun or was he genuinely interested in me ?No , this thought itself was laughable . There is no way he was really interested in me .He said it so himselfControl yourself stupid heart .Don'
After I returned to my home , took a bath and changed into my comfy pyjamas. I took out my assignments. I should be working on something productive , something that will help me get a full ride to my college . If I fail to get a free ride , not only will I be missing my seat that I worked my ass off for , I will be most likely ending up in one of my neighbourhood community college . And that's not what I want but since I'm the one who's going to pay for all the commodities in college , not only do I need to save every single dollar that I earn , I need to make sure that I ace every freaking test .Definitely impossible since I didn't take any AP classes in my second year .Ugh .But I wanted to get out of this town , sure I loved my family and maybe I will end up missing them on Christmas or any day that ends with 'y' but I don't want to remain stuck in this place , not where my most horrible memories were . 
Well fuck me .Squatting in front of my flat tyres , I bit down on my lower lip in frustration.There goes my pay chequeIn all honesty this was the sixth time in a month , a freaking record itself . I have tried to be accommodating , understanding even but now I was sincerely reaching the limit of my patience . Like who the fuck has the time to sneak in someone's else house only to make their car tyres flat in the middle of the night ? I would rather sleep in my cozy bed !But then again it seemed I have been taking Jacob's fan girls lightly .If possible I would just skip school altogether but I can't - not when I'm trying to run for a ride of salutatorians.I took my cell phone out and texted Selina , hoping that she will be turning up for school today ,if she was maybe I could share a ride with her .
Selina pulled her car and cut off the engine before staring in the rear view mirror " how do I look ? "" Like you can punch Conan Salvador in his face and make him cry mommy " I said with a grin releasing my seatbelt " But you were always pretty , Sel "" You don't count " she said with an eye roll " and nor does my mum both of you are out of jury "" That's rude " slapping her shoulder , I got off the car " I'm being truthful here "" Yea, yeah " Selina muttered as she locked the car " Today I will show those suckers what I'm made of. If anyone tried to bad mouth me today - it will be my fist and their mouth "" That's the spirit !" I couldn't stop the smile that was begging to etch upon my lips , even though I had enough troubles to fill the space between the great canyon