I don't want my hopes up. He'd change when he'd know the whole truth. I'll wait for that day. Shouldn't I tell him now? He opens the door for me. I look up at him, my past is gonna break his heart. I've tolerated heartbreak. I'll never wanna be the cause of anyone's pain, " You're hurting yourself being with me. This date! Hang out! It's not taking you anywhere. But heartbreak. Don't attach yourself with me. It will only hurt you. I can't give you anything. You are getting nothing from broken pieces. " I say to him, making another attempt. I can't give him the pain that I've endured myself.
" I'll show you the real way to live a life. " He says, smilingly. His smile reaches his eyes.
" I'm gonna break your heart. " I say with a heavy heart.
" You can never hurt anyone. You'll stand aside, just staring or you'll do your best to help people. " He says, staring in m
FLASHBACK: " Your grandma wants you to marry. They've invited Sanjay and his family for lunch today. " My mother said to me, as I brushed the mascara last time on my lashes. This was another trouble. I was relieved about one thing that my boyfriend knew about it. But I didn't give him the full detail. I would not marry Sanjay, I'd explain things to him, I could hope, he'd say no to my parents. " Okay, " I whispered. I knew, my family had planned it already. I could hear voices downstairs. They wanted my life hell. They knew I was in love with someone, still, they wanted to do this shit. " I'm sending him upstairs. Behave, understand. " My mother whispered slowly. only I knew her real side, the cruel one. I wanted to argue and yell. I didn't know. What's their problem with my boyfriend? He was nice to me, caring, understandi
I glance at the clock. It is showing one. I put my step on the cool floor. I run my fingers in my hair and gather my hair in one hand. I twist it in a tight bun on my head. I walk out of my room barefoot. I'm careful with my steps. I reach the first floor. I yawn but cover my mouth quickly. I don't want anyone to hear me. I walk through the corridor and stop in front of his door. I'm not sure, is it his room? I slowly turn the doorknob. I push it to open. I instantly stop when it makes a sound of screech. I inhale from my mouth and push it again. I peep through the open door. I relax when I get to his room. ' Geez! he's shirtless. ' I thank the dim light in his room. It'll make the task easy. I look back before entering his room. ' Come on! You can do it. ' I in
It's rare to hang out with a woman without any expectations. Does he really want to do that? He startles me when he puts an arrange and love marriage option. He is looking damn serious about everything. I'm sure as hell that I'm going to hate myself. I've felt that hatred feeling toward me only once when Sam had left me. I wanted to burn myself alive, when I had gone deep in my thoughts, thought about his touch on my body. I had just wanted to destroy myself. " Will you marry me against my will?" I slowly whisper. I'm not sure, he has got my words. He unhands my hand when he reaches the hall. Luckily, no one stares at us directly. But we're the centre of their sights. Without a word, he pulls out the chair for me. I glance up at him before sitting. He's looking pretty upset. I inhale and lower my eyes. I'm feeling guilty now. I've got a bad habit. I can't calm myself down until I see a smile on his face.
I slowly pace behind the troop leading out of the store. I didn't try on any dress. I gave the designer my measurement. I genuinely want that pink dress to be tight, loose whatever I just don't want to wear. When I reach the parking lot. Arnav is talking to a man. He gives him his car keys and says something, I couldn't get, " Hey! '' Mini shakes me by my arm. " Yes, " I ask her. " Should I buy you something? Matching jewellery with your any dress? " She asks. " I feel like I'm in shackles, you know. " I say to her. " Earrings? " She asks. " No, I've got my gold jewellery. " I shake my head. She presses her lips together and gives me I-Don't-care- look, " I'
After signing the deal, I warmly shake my hand with Mr Greenwood. It was hard to concentrate on the meeting when I know she's sitting in my cabin. I walk through the aisle. Kabir will handle the rest of the things. I need to see her, " Miss Kent, has she had her meal? " I ask her. She tries to stand up but I beckon her to be seated. " No, Sir. Miss Kashyap wasn't feeling hungry so she declined it. " Miss Kent looks up at me. I give her a half nod and head at my cabin. I slip open the door and roam my gaze. Is she sleeping? I step closer, plucking my treads slowly. The corners of my lips jump up. I place my hand near her head on the couch. I incline over her. Her hair is spread on her shoulders to down on the couch.
I immediately regret those words. She's too vulnerable to tolerate my anger. But I want to make her understand things. but I don’t want her to take them the wrong way. I haven't felt bad before but the water was shining on her eyes. Now walking toward the living hall back, I can't keep the guilt away. Mini looks at me, " Mini, Can you check on Suhana? She's looking disturbed." I ask her. She doesn't say a word and quickly gets on her feet. I've hardly seen such friendship. between girls. But I'm glad she has such lovely friends. She's like no other woman I’ve ever encountered. She's my life. I'll do anything in my power to put my name after her name. It isn't beautiful things that attract me. It's her personality, her one look that explains everything to me, I can proudly say her, a girl with inner beauty. " Sir, files! " Kabir snaps me out of my thought
When I wake up, he isn't in the entire room. I put the step on the mattress and walk across the floor. I knock on the washroom's door. When I don't get any reply, I turn the knob and the washroom is also empty. He's gone. The door creaks open behind me. I turn and look up, " Good morning," Sippy smiles. " Morning, " I smile back. " Get ready. We're leaving in thirty minutes. " She says. I want to forget the last evening. I know Mini wants me to see a happy married girl as my mother wants it. But I don't want it. I've built my life. I fear the marriage will ruin it. I'm not strong enough to bear any heartbreak and my dreams. I've got a career. Marriage will ruin it. Mini swear only when she is too upset. I saw her crying last night. I wanted to reach and hug her. Then she'll demand unnecessary demands.
IDK! Why does It bother me so much? My phone is ringing and my mother has called me four times, otherwise, she never makes me any call. I need a plan, a solid one to get rid of arranged marriage. Arnav can help me with it. If the boy picked by my mother doesn't wanna leave me. I need to muster the courage before talking about it to Arnav. I hope after telling him no he'd agree to help me. If not, then I've other options. But I don't wanna disturb their lives. My phone chimes and I quickly grab it. I'm done earlier than married girls. I love my skin after cleaning up. It's glowing and shining. I glance at the message, ' Talk to your mom. ' - Mini. I click on my mother's number. She answers on the third call, " Hello, " " Why weren't you answering my calls? " She asks. " I wasn't around my phone.