Past
“I told you not to do this, now look what has happened!!” Mommy was shouting at Daddy, and unlike other times they weren’t in their bedroom.
No. Now they were in my room. And Daddy was hurt. He had a huge red boo-boo near his eye and there was blood on his shirt and hands. He wasn’t even walking good. “If you will just keep quiet for a moment.” My Daddy hissed at my mother.
I wanted to go back inside my blanket and sleep and pretend that they weren’t fighting like the other times. But my eyes caught on the bag my Daddy was filling with my clothes. Slowly, I sat up and rubbed the sleep from my eyes. I knew it wasn’t morning because Mommy comes to give me a wake up kiss in the morning everyday and she didn’t.
Human beings are creatures never content, always hungry for something.Me, I hungered for freedom but now all I craved for was his touches, warmth of his skin against mine and to be the captive in his arms. ~ A. GuptaVioletStrong hands grabbed at me as I sat on the bed, drenched in cold sweat I was shaking all over. My lungs heaved for breath and I clutched my chest as my heart felt like it would leap out of its confine and run away into oblivion. I tried to get away from the strong hands that were holding me down, I didn’t want to go with that man. I didn’t.I shook my head. My nails catching skin and muscles as I fought the strong hold. I couldn’t see, there was a dark veil in front of my eyes and it was dark everywhere. I wanted light. I wanted freedom. I wanted the screa
In my dreams, I was brave,I was unbroken, I was yours,But more importantly,You were mine. ~ A. GuptaVioletI didn’t know why, but while sleeping in his arms I woke up more times than I’d normally. And every time I fell asleep with my eyes locked on his beautiful face as if memorizing him, stamping him into my brain and deep somewhere in my chest where it ached every time he was close.Sleeping, with his dark lashes casting shadows on his bristled cheeks, he was a dream in itself. And each time my eyes closed I’d meet him there. In my dreams, there was nothing left unspoken. In my dreams, he was all mine in ways that I had difficulty expressing when awake. In my dreams, I was telling
There’s a difference between me being angry and you hurting me. ~ A. GuptaViolet“What did the eggs do to you?”My fork paused mid-air and I gazed down at my plate, at the macabre scene I’d made of my omelet. I put down my fork and looked up at Maddox. ‘I don't know what you are talking about.’His blue eyes narrowed at me as he considered me, looking at him I realized that he must’ve also noticed the sudden change. The change between me and Cole that had happened since that night.Three days had passed since the night we slept in the same bed, so close to each other that I could hear his heartbeat. But I hadn’t had a
He was like the sun. Warming me up but staying far away. ~ A. GuptaColeFucking hell.I tugged up the blanket up to my shoulders and adjusted my pillow as I tried to sleep. I didn’t know how the fuck it happened, but one night with her warm body pressed into mine, her soft weight settled against mine and now I couldn’t get a proper night’s sleep. My arms felt empty, the mattress felt cold and I fucking hated not having her whisper soft breaths feathering on my skin. Unable to hear her rhythm breathing was making it impossible for me to sleep now. It was like I had gotten a taste of a soulful lullaby and now without it I couldn’t fall asleep.With a low curse I settled for another l
Your eyes, they shine so brightI wanna save that lightI can't escape this nowUnless you show me how ~ Imagine Dragons, Song- Demons.VioletI ignored another of his calls as I slid into the passenger seat of Daisy’s mini VW. She had asked me many times in the past if I wanted her to pick me up on her way to the community center but I had declined every time, but this morning when I woke up alone in my bed, tucked in like a little baby I had texted her to pick me up. Enough was enough, I was tired of dealing with his silence and I didn't have enough strength to decipher what his actions meant. One moment he looked at me and behaved like I meant more to him, and in thevery next second he’d treat me like I was someone he associated with just out of
If one could experience being reborn I did when my lips touched his. ~ A. GuptaVioletI stilled and I could feel that he was frozen in place too. We both were suspended in time as my lips pressed to his. I could feel the softness of our lips colliding with others as my lungs stopped working and I refused to open my eyes, afraid of the outcome of the impulsive act I just did.It was a long, silent and peaceful moment which was broken by the rumble that vibrated from deep in his chest. I quickly stepped back, my hands clutching each other as I looked down, not being able to look up at him. If he was going to walk away like the other day I will not see his back as he did that nor will I ever want him near me. I will find myself a new person that would ma
Kissing her was a fantasy and I was one lucky son of a bitch to have experienced and also be the first to do it.ColeHer cheeks were still pink from our kiss and perhaps a little because of the interruption from her friend. Unlike her friend, Daisy— who hadn’t appeared a little bit embarrassed but more like amused and curious, Violet had difficulty meeting her friend’s eyes when she had waved us goodbye and hinted on texting her questions.Now, I watched from the corner of my eyes as she sat there by my side and gazed out the window. There was a soft curve to her lips and I wondered if it was because of what happened between us. When I had come to get her, I had been furious— not at her, but at the fact that she could be in danger of coming
Often we have to burn ourselves to see the light and in those moments just wish that only the darkest parts turn to ash. ~ A. GuptaCole“Let me have him, sweetness, so you can eat your dinner.” Mad said to Bree as she patted baby Ivan’s back when he fussed in her hold.“No. It’s fine.” She replied not looking up from her plate even though she wasn’t eating.I looked at my best friend who was frowning at his wife, his lips pinched in a disapproving line and his blue eyes lightening as if he was about to snap.I knew that every man in the family was tenseafter receiving the threatening envelope but to see him looking upset wi