Chapter 30: Acceptance

Paula POV

My eyes shut immediately the line went dead and new fresh tears hit me. He doesn't want the child... He cut the line because he doesn't want my baby?. Why? Why would he? Why did he end it without uttering a word?

Have I made the biggest mistake of my life? Trustin ethan? Believing him?

He would reject his own baby?

I cried my eyes out until I got a headache. I dragged myself off the floor placing my phone In my pocket. I dried my eyes with a tissue. Its fine and okay if he doesn't want the baby. I want it, he/she is all mine right? It means more love for me. The giggle joy of finding out if I was having a boy or a girl sent my body into chills.

I was curious about my baby, about our future, about Ethan and about my whole life in general.

Why didn't he say anything? Oh my God I'm loosing it. I thought he said he loved me. I made a fool out of myself again by thinking he ever did. Thinking of his silence to the line going off. I felt devastated.

I looked at myself in my