A V E L I N AMy siblings were back for a visit from college and I couldn't wait to see them. I felt guilty that I haven't been able to spend time with them and I do badly wanted to make it up to them.I felt like a horrible big sister. Lani and Andre were the best siblings I could ever ask for and I wanted to make sure they knew how much I loved and appreciated them. As I waited for them to arrive, I couldn't shake off the lingering tension from my conversation with Lorenzo. Despite my resolve to keep him at arm's length, his words still echoed in my mind, stirring up emotions I'd buried deep down.When Lani and Andre finally arrived, their bright smiles instantly lifted my spirits. We hugged tightly, laughing and chatting like no time had passed. They were my rock, my support system, and being with them made me forget about all the chaos in my life.Over dinner, we caught up on everything that had happened since we last saw each other. Lani shared stories about her college adventur
A V E L I N AAt first, the day seemed so ordinary. Like every other day, we woke up, had breakfast, and the kids went to school. But, little did I know that a single encounter would change my life forever.I was walking down the street, minding my own business. Then, suddenly, a car stopped right in front of me, scaring the shit out of me."Oh my God, are you okay?!" The driver yelled.I was too stunned to speak."I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to scare you!" He said, clearly distraught.I finally found my voice and responded."It's alright, I'm okay," I reassured him."Are you sure?" He asked, concerned."Yes, I'm fine. Really," I said, calming down. He sighed in relief and then asked me if I needed a ride. I was going to refuse, but then I realized that I was a bit far from home."Um, actually, if you're heading downtown, I would really appreciate it," I replied."Sure, no problem," he smiled.He offered to drive me and we started chatting along the way. I got to know his name and I t
L O R E N Z O"She's playing a dangerous game," I growled, throwing the glass of whiskey against the wall.Nicholas looked at me with amusement. "What did you expect, bro? That she'll fall into your arms, just like that?" He asked, his eyebrows raised.I glared at him. "She's fucking mine.""Then, make her yours," he said simply, shrugging his shoulders.I ran my fingers through my hair, frustration and anger consuming me. "It's not that easy." I muttered."It's not rocket science, either.""Fuck, you're infuriating," I groaned, walking towards the window. It was almost six-thirty and I knew any moment from now she was going to come here to drop the kids."She's going on a date with another man. Is that how easy it is for her to move on?" I said, feeling agitated."You've fucked more girls unlike her in the past five years. You of all people shouldn't judge her for being in her SECOND relationship since you. At least check the bright side, you get to see your kids now. Isn't that what
L O R E N Z O"Hey, big boy." I brought out my first and a smile grew on his face as he brought his tiny fist and bumped it with mine.He looked up at me and smiled shyly. "Hello."My heart warmed at the sight of him. This boy was a part of me. A part of the woman I loved.Autumn went back to her mother and Avelina kneeled and hugged her, and the twins. "Mommy will be back, okay? Be good.""Yes, mommy." They said simultaneously."Can you both go inside for a second? I'll like to talk to your Mommy."They shrugged and ran into the house, leaving me and Avelina alone. "I guess I'd get going." She said attempting to leave but I stopped her."Wait–" She turned to look at me and I really got a look at her and my words got stuck in my throat. She looked at me expectantly and I cleared my throat, "Uhm, you look stunning."
A V E L I N AI could feel Christian's eyes on me as we drove away from my house."Are you okay?" He asked, his voice low and comforting.I turned to him and plastered a fake smile on my face, "Yes, I am."I knew he wanted to ask more questions, but thankfully, he didn't. I didn't want to explain the whole situation to him. He didn't need to know the ins and outs.We drove to the restaurant, and the drive there was quiet. It wasn't the usual comfortable silence. It was the awkward silence, which meant he was bothered by something. And I was pretty sure it was the scene he had witnessed before he drove off.When we arrived at the restaurant, he got out of the car, and helped me down. We entered the restaurant and the maître d' guided us to our seats.He pulled out my chair and sat down across from me."How are you liking the place?" He asked, breaking the silence between us. I was relieved that he didn't address the elephant in the room, and was instead acting like everything was norma
A V E L I N AIt was morning.I had spent most of the night awake, and thinking about Lorenzo.Seeing him in such a state of anger the night before, had really made me realize how much of an effect I had on him. It wasn't as if the past five years didn't give me a hint. But now, everything was hitting differently.I didn't have time to process this new discovery, as my thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of my phone.I looked at the screen, and the caller ID showed 'Unknown'."Hello," I answered."Avelina, it's Christian. How are you?" His voice was clear and loud.I had completely forgotten about him and his existence. The man was so sweet, and the perfect man, and I couldn't wait to get to know him more."Christian. Hi, I'm good. Thanks for asking.""How was the rest of your night?""Great. I just got up. How's yours?""It's great. Better now that I've called you. I was wondering, are you free today?""Um, I'm not sure. But why?""I was thinking we could go on a picnic and hang
A V E L I N AWeeks flew by in a blur. Christian and I went out more. He hasn't asked me out, or made moves. He'd contemplated kissing me o e too many times, but I was glad he was able to control the urge.He was a great guy, but I didn't think I was ready to be committed to another man again. All the men in my life had done nothing but break me.My phone vibrated in my pocket. I pulled it out and read the message.'We need to talk. Now.' -Lorenzo'Talk about what?' I replied.'Everything.''I'm busy.''You'll have to make time. Meet me at the beach, in half an hour. We're not leaving until we're done.''Okay, fine.'I couldn't believe he was giving me orders. But I guess he had the right to, since I've been avoiding him for a while now.He'd tried everything to make sure I was okay with him being in the kids' lives, and I just refused to cooperate."You okay?" Christian asked. I had forgotten I was with him. He was currently driving me home."Yeah. It's nothing." I looked at him, and
A V E L I N AHe grabbed my thighs and wrapped them around his waist. "Wrap your legs around me.""No.""Avelina." He said in a warning tone."No. Let me down.""Fine."I gasped when he let go of my body and fell. He was quick to grab me by the waist and hold me up."Do you really want me to drop you?""Maybe."He groaned. "Let me help you. You're not a kid, Avelina.""Then, why are you carrying me like one?""Because, you're acting like a child." I didn't respond. I didn't know how.He continued walking. "Where are you taking me?""Bedroom.""What? No. No, no. Let me go, now." I started to struggle, but it was futile.He ignored me, and continued walking. We entered my room and he slammed the door shut. "Lorenzo, seriously. This isn't funny.""Who's laughing?" He arched a brow."Please, let me down.""Okay." I screamed when he dropped me on the bed and climbed on top of me."You're so mean." I bit my lips. "And you're so stubborn." He leaned in and kissed my neck. "It's been a while