Do You Remember?

There’s something heavy on my chest and my thighs. This was the first thought that crossed my still drowsy mind as I slowly woke up. Realizing that I must have fallen asleep while coupling with Edward, my eyes snapped open in panic. The white ceiling above, the peaceful quiet and the soft bed beneath my body was definitely not what I expected to wake up to after that adventure in the enclosed space of the car. Beating all those surprising things was the fact that the heavy load on my chest was Edward’s muscular arm and the load on my thighs was his leg as he slept soundly while cuddling me. Both of us completely naked, his face buried in my neck so that I could feel his warm regular breath against my skin.

Having sex is one thing but cuddling in bed while we sleep is another, it makes me feel like we are actually lovers and I can’t wrap my head around the thought. I have never done this with anyone besides Lucien when I was younger when he was putting me to bed. Zak and I don’t sleep