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11 | Sin At Your Doorsteps
Phoebe’s POV
I didn’t go.
Yeah, you all heard me right.
Like the fucking coward I was, I didn’t go.
Sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with me, Oh wait! There is!
I know I was fucked up mentally in more ways than one but now I’m starting to doubt if there is anything wrong with my sexuality too.
I mean I can bet my life on the fact that any girl would literally kill to get a fine specimen of a man like Blaze for themselves. Yet here I was, even after having several heated encounters with him, I still refused to give myself to him completely.
I really did not understand my initial reaction to him. I don’t know why I cared so much about us working out like it’s going to go on for the long run. I knew very well that once this event was over, he would forget me and move on to his next ‘conquest’.
Heck, he might as well be with someone else right no
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