3 days of hell - Blake's POV

I can't say I'd ever felt this way in my entire life. I had gone through a great deal after discovering I had a biological family that had not had a good life and then to meet my biological mother only to lose her seemed at the time to be the most difficult thing I may ever go through, however, this experience with Kate now seemed more difficult because my entire heart ached to talk to her or for another chance and instead I could only watch her, watch her at work as she seemed to be in a robot-driven mode. I'd try to work out in my mind how I could get her to forgive me but it just didn't seem possible.

Tuesday was utter hell because I had to watch as her team with her doing the presentation awed everyone with their first three proposed advertising campaigns. She had looked amazing and even though I could see some redness in her eyes that burned into my soul, nobody had noticed that there was anything different. Even when I'd asked questions during the presentation it was like s