nothing good ever lasts it seems
2 WEEKS LATER~
Miguel and I were currently naked laying with our legs intertwined in his bed eating takis and m&m's and watching Tokyo Ghoul with English subs for Miguel. I was into it surprisingly and understanding Japanese was a bonus perk for watching anime and I didn't need to rush my eyes over the subtitles. I drank my Modelo as I watched. Unfortunately I recently received a text message from Sergio telling me that I was ruining Miguel's life. Really? I couldn't see it. I was sexing him up every moment, every single night and I offered to buy him whatever he wanted. Plus we were getting to know each other pretty well. I realized that he was only seventeen but his birthday was coming soon. I texted him back telling him to fuck off I was busy watching anime with my soulmate. A loud pounding on the bedroom door made us both exhale harshly. Miguel paused the show and yelled, what.
"Open up brother, we need to go to the house and see what damage was done by your stupid gang pals, Rosa called and said it looked like someone broke into the house," Maria yelled behind the door. I furrowed my brow and glanced at Miguel. I'd forgotten all about that prick Jorge and whoever called me to save Miguel that horrible night. Miguel was frowning with dazed eyes.
"I'll be out in a sec, sis," he yelled back with a frown.
"What's on your mind," I questioned him. He glanced at me and shook his head, his bright eyes looking down from my probing ones.
"I'm going to shower and get ready to head out with my sister, you coming with," he asked me and I shrugged saying sure. I headed to my room to get ready and realized that my stomach was twisting in knots. The issue with Jorge had never been resolved by Miguel or the police. I chewed on my lip wondering what their relationship truly was. Were they a couple before I butted in? They were obviously intimate with each other, based on the call I received that night. The person mentioned that Jorge didn't get what he came for. By the time I was showered and dressed I was an emotional wreck. This was another reason why caring sucked, you end up stressing too much over the person your hearts attached to. I blow dried my hair and ran my fingers through it. I wanted a drink to calm my shredded nerves. Heading to the kitchen I stopped at my bar and did a couple shots of whiskey before going into the kitchen. I glanced to the side and saw Sergio looking at me with concern. He shook his head and exhaled harshly as he stepped closer.
"You look like shit boss, what's going on in that head of yours," he asked sternly, grabbing my shoulder in a bro hug.
"I'm acting like an insecure highschool girlfriend, I'm worried about Miguel going back to his old neighborhood and possibly seeing his old hook ups. What if he resents me for taking him away from them. What if he really loves one or all of them," I mumbled softly and buried my face in my hands. Sergio eyed me questionably and chuckled lightly.
"Get rid of the what ifs boss, the kid is your soulmate and you both were made for each other, you both are a perfect fit," he reassured me and I sighed uncomfortably.
"But he's so sexy looking now, his change has been stunning," I mumbled and Sergio shrugged.
"I don't float that way but you're also an attractive man, anyone would be proud having you hanging from their arm," he claimed and winked at me. He knew how to cheer me up.
"Thanks bud," I grinned and patted his face. "Sure thing boss." I heard as I entered the kitchen and saw my sexy man standing there dressed in ass hugging jeans and tight black green stripe muscle shirt that showed his firm abs. I cocked my brow and pursed my lips wondering what was up with his clothing choice. It advertised all of his perfect assets. Miguel eyed me curiously and smiled as he pecked the corner of my downturn mouth.
"He's jealous," Sergio blurted and I almost snapped my fingers to end his existence. He smirked at me and I rolled my eyes. Miguel was shaking his head at me with a grin on his face.
"I can't believe that someone as attractive as you still has insecurities," he said softly. I crossed my arms and scowled.
"I didn't until I started caring about your young sexy ass," I mumbled sourly and opened the fridge for a cold beer. I tore the cap off and guzzled it. Miguel eyed me in disappointment and my heart sank further into my gut.
"Sorry I'm such an inconvenience for you Sebastian, maybe I should stay at my old house for now with people who can trust me," he mumbled quietly so only my enhanced hearing could hear it.
"Fine leave, I'll never love you Miguel, I've never loved anything," I shouted watching his eyes begin to water. My eyes widened at what I had said. My heart clenched as he left the kitchen and headed outside to his sister's car. I swallowed uncomfortably and cursed at myself for my stupidity.
"Stop him Fool," Sergio yelled at me. I shook my head and sat at the table.
"I'll give him time with his homies, or whatever he wants to call them before I take him back, besides didn't you say I was ruining his life," I growled, waving my hand in the air. I grabbed another cold beer and sipped it slowly as I contemplated ways to kill the lovers in Miguel's past. I sent him a text message five minutes later saying I missed him and was sorry he misunderstood me, I didn't mean what I had said. I pressed send in my devastation, my stomach was hurting and my heart was pained as well. My eyes were teary and Sergio just watched me deeply concerned. I don't know how long I sat there but when Sergio returned to the kitchen he cursed loudly and quickly pulled out his cell.
"Pull yourself together Sebastian, you've got black mist circling around you and your eyes are glowing like flashlights," he exclaimed. I glanced at him blankly and gritted my teeth. I was in death mode fantastic, I thought and my mind returned to Miguel.
"Miguel's going to stay at his family's home now, it wasn't broken in thankfully, thought you should know, boss," Sergio mumbled and asked if I was hungry. I growled and snapped at him in an animalistic manner. I swiped my hand across the table making all the empty bottles fly across the room.
"Keep this crap up and my dad's coming tomorrow to help me deal with you, you big pain in my ass," he snapped and slammed the kitchen door shut. I chuckled at him and his foolishness. I opened the fridge and took my last cerveza out. I pulled my cell out of my back pocket and saw there were still no messages from my soulmate. A tear rolled down my cheek as I went to the drawer full of vehicle keys. I grabbed my Mercedes keys and hurried to the garage. Sergio grabbed my arm and pulled me back shaking his head at me.
"You can't drive, boss, you've been drinking for an entire day and a half without any sleep. Just call him," he said softly.
"Tell me what your relatives have said Sergio, what has he been doing the past 24 hours," I mumbled sourly. Sergio bit his lip and sighed.
"He's young, boss, remember that. They said that he left with Alejandro and Marcos because Jorge was looking for him and was pissed," he told me reluctantly. I stared into his eyes and thought of Jorge and snapped my fingers. Sergio gasped at the sight of Death before him and crossed himself. He knew that someone had just perished and said a prayer.
"You shouldn't be messing with the fates Sebastian, they'll fuck you up," Sergio mumbled softly and I snorted at him as I strolled around him and headed to my car. My black mist whipped around me and my glowing eyes cast shadows in the enclosed dark space. Sergio shook his head at me and didn't bother trying to stop me. He knew the stories of my heart breaks of the past, all of my caregivers knew. The garage door opened and I peeled out of the garage, hellbent on getting my boyfriend back. Thankfully it was dark outside since I was in full death mode and looked like a shadow person with wispy ends and two glowing eyes. I had to be careful because just looking at me in this form could cause heart attacks for humans and ultimately their death.
finding my life~I drove down the empty dark streets of Miguel's neighborhood, my eyes scanning everything. I lifted my cell and dialed Miguel. A faint Hello replied. I pulled the cell back and looked at it oddly."Who is this and where is Miguel," I growled sourly. I heard some hushed mumbling and then Miguel."What do you want Sebastian, I'm kind of busy with um, a friend," he said in irritation."We need to talk, now or many people will die," I growled angrily."Chill the fuck out Sebastian, you're assuming way to much. I'm just hanging with my best friend and talking about you, my feelings and stuff," he admitted reluctantly. My heart fl
~disrupting the fates~Miguel and I sat together on his bed. He had taken me into his room after the fate debacle. I finally dried my tears, embarrassment replaced my sadness."Sorry I was weeping so much," I mumbled softly and Miguel rubbed my back."It's cool babe, I'm certain that you stuffed your emotions for a very long time and the proverbial dam simply broke," he replied. I side eyed him and grinned."You're far too intelligent for your age," I told him and he nodded."If they try to kill you off I will give you life, those bitches are crazy if they think I won't, becoming life has given me a treasure trove of knowledge and I will save you," Miguel stated. I chuckled internally at my soulmate.
~time together ~I called Amber and told her all about Alejandro and she practically begged me to bring him to her. I told I'd stop over at her condo in a couple hours and told her to dress spectacularly. Miguel called his bestie next and he was ecstatic and thankful he was off work for the day."I think I'm going to perform my second good deed of the day," I snickered and Miguel laughed at me. I tossed the keys to Miguel and told him he could drive and he looked at me shocked and said hell no, tossing them back."I don't have my license and have no desire to learn, sorry not sorry," he mumbled and climbed in the passenger side of my silver custom Land Rover. I got into the driver's seat and eyed him oddly."I can teach you how to drive Miguel, I've got excellent insurance," I told h
~birthday wishes~ I blinked my eyes open to the dimly lit room. I turned to my side and Miguel was awake and staring at me with bright eyes. "Happy birthday sweetheart," I said simply and scooted over closer to his side. He said thanks and stretched as he exhaled. "We were pretty obnoxious last night if the knocking at the door and pounding on the walls wasn't enough of an indication," Miguel sighed and chuckled. "Well one of us has a problem with horny young raging male hormones," I stated while poking his firm muscled chest. He feigned innocence and shimmied out of bed to head to the bathroom. I noticed that he was walking oddly and I chuckled internally. We both had been brutal to each other last night. I was feeling it too as I rose from the bed. I heard the shower start and headed to the bathroom to join Miguel. The hot water felt amazing against my sore limbs. "You were a crazy beast, last night," Miguel stated and closed his eyes to the hot stream. "Neither of us are human
~second life, altered tattoo~I woke up with sections of my back burning under the hospital gown. Miguel rushed to my side and put his face right in front of me."How do you feel," he asked me. I noticed the dark circles underneath his eyes and frowned."Get some sleep babe, I'm going to live so take care of yourself," I growled and he smiled. I felt him kiss me softly and drag the chair up closer beside me."Does your back hurt," he asked me and I nodded."We share life and our tattoos show it. The left side of my tree is leafless and looks like a dead tree. Let me see yours" he said in irritation. I turned to my side and he whistled as he looked at my back. I glanced at him curiously."You've g
~regret or not to regret~My hair was up in a ponytail and my cell phone was in my back pocket. I put on a xl surf tee, letting it hang over my shorts and closed my suitcase. Miguel dangled the black speedo I got him between his fingers before dropping it into his. He shook his head and chuckled at me. I noticed that he was eyeing my outfit curiously."Do you even know how to surf, " he asked me and I rolled my eyes."Yes love, I can even parasail and water ski too," I snapped sarcastically and bopped his nose. He frowned and rolled his eyes at me."Don't fret dear, I'll hang in the kiddy pool with you to catch a glimpse of that sexy speedo barely covering your tan ass," I teased him."Ha no, I'm going to be on a jetski the entire t
~regret or not to regret 2~Thankfully the plane landed and we made it to the island around 11p.m. Kaeha was the caretaker for us here and was actually Life's. The polynesian man drove quickly to our hotel suite and we were actually sharing one gigantic room that butted up against the beach. I was a little confused about it because Sergio had said that we had separate areas. Kaeha said that Sergio insisted that you both got beach access and this was the best suite. I was too worn out to care and thanked him for waiting up for our flight. I sat down in the large living room overlooking the dark beach and watched Richard light another joint as Kaeha said his goodbyes."We all need to hit this one. I got several specially made for this trip," Richard announced and passed it to his boyfriend. Alejandro took a long hit and handed it to Miguel.
~getting my husband back & much more ~"I know that you're very wealthy, is your husband dependent on you," Kalani asked and I shook my head and teetered my hand in the air."Our relationship isn't materialistic, he's just very young and I'm an old school minded fuddy duddy," I growled and he laughed at me."You're an excellent surfer and can do lots of things the young bucks can't, I do think you should get some tattoos though to complete your look," he stated. I was surprised he didn't go off on a tangent about me being gay."Really, nothing about being gay, how strange," I mumbled and watched him closely. He glanced at me and smiled."How do you know that I'm not gay, hmmm, are you an expert or are you stereotyping me mister