Sekina
The days that followed were hollow and guilt-ridden.I could not focus on anything other than my frantic heartbeat, and the sweat pooling in my palms each time someone stared at me too long, as if they knew what I had done.Simone, three-time winner of Cole University's Most Beautiful, with her luscious, long brown hair and sky blue eyes —her pale skin was where our similarities ended— and Sean, the most gorgeous guy in the school, were the star couple. Everyone drooled over what they had, and if news made it out that I had ruined it…I would be crucified. That is, if Simone didn't do it first.“Salvador?” The professor's crisp voice cut into my thoughts. I jolted back to the present, where I stood on the podium in front of the entire hall of students. “Are we supposed to wait all day for you to begin?”Low bursts of laughter rippled through the hall.I had prepared for this presentation for weeks, yet now I stood, completely blank and unfocused. I swallowed hard, and glanced through the faces jeering at me. My anxiety peaked at an all-time high because, for the life of me, I couldn't remember a thing.“Um, I —” My laptop slipped from my sweaty palms and crashed to the floor.The laughter this time was loud and jarring. Trembling, I picked it up and wished I could evaporate into thin air.“Seems like a bad case of nerves, Salvador.” The professor said, “Your sister has always been the more confident one. Don't worry, you'll have another chance to redeem yourself. Next!”After that humiliation, I didn't have in me to go through the rest of the day. Taking care to avoid all the places Luca might be, I trudged to the parking lot and got into my car. This was one of the days I didn't even want to drive, but only my sister had a personal chauffeur.She had earned it, my father had said. Make us proud and you'll get one too, Mother had added.Talk about picking favorites. I scoffed and curved out of the parking. The mansion was empty when I stepped in, just like the past three days. Aside from the few staff members silently moving around, like ghosts, there were no signs of life.Our parents had gone on a three-day trip to Bali, and of course, they had taken Simone with them. She was the heiress to the family's billion-dollar company, although she was younger. I didn't care about the company, or the luxury trips. I only wished they didn't go out of their way to make me feel bad for simply existing.I was turning the doorknob of the library when I heard a distressed voice calling out to me.“Miss Sekina?”It was Lumere, my father's consigliere, in his grey suit. But his face was twisted in agony, eyes shining with an emotion that sent chills down my spine. He was always friendly, chatty, and smiley towards me. But not today. I already sensed that something terrible had happened.“What's wrong, Lumere?” I turned to face him, eyebrows scrunched.His fingers were clasped, “It's…I'm so sorry, that I have to be the one to break such bad news to this, miss.” He shook his head sorrowfully. “It's your family. They were involved in a ghastly car crash this morning, on their way back from the airport. No one survived.”The words were like a reverberating knell between us. I stared at him, for a long moment, because those words had only bounced off my head.“Your uncles and other relatives are taking care of things, making funeral arrangements.” He continued, “A few of them are on their way here, to console you, and make sure you're holding up well. Once again, I'm so sorry, Miss. I'm here if you need someone to talk to.”Only when he left did I allow myself to collapse.My parents were dead. Simone was dead, and the last thing I had done was betray her. Sudden tears welled up in my eyes, and sobs poured out, scouring through my throat. Not one of pain, because they were never good to me. But one of sorrow and mourning.Because of what I had lost. People who shared my blood. People who I could call family. My parents who I still hoped could one day begin to love me as much as they loved Simone. Now that they were dead, that hope was dashed.I was truly alone in this world.The morning of the funeral, two weeks later, was cold and gloomy. It didn't help that I was sick, throwing up the contents of my stomach into the toilet bowl till I was heaving up nothing.I had been sick for days. Nausea, with constant cramping in my lower back.These were symptoms I couldn't recognize. I was not on my period, and I didn't have the flu. I sat there on the bathroom floor, wondering if it was just the grief of losing my family until a terrible thought crossed my mind.“No,” I whispered, raising my hands to my lips in horror. “No, no, it can't be...”I tried to remember the night of the GetdirtyatCove party, even though most of the memories had been repressed because they were too hurtful. Sean and I had been too drunk to use any protection, and I had not been on any birth control since my love life was non-existent.But there was no way I could be—“No, please, no!” I jumped to my feet and rushed into Simone's room.It had not been cleared yet, and I felt sick rifling through the things of my dead sister, but she had a bunch of disposable pregnancy tests. I knew because she was always flaunting her expertise in avoiding pregnancy despite her active sexual life with Sean.A surge of nausea hit me again.Holding my stomach in pure panic, I moved into her bathroom and peed on the stick. It was harrowing for a few minutes as I waited for the results. My entire body was rigid, trying so hard to keep breathing before I passed out from the tension.After enough time had passed, I grabbed the stick, and took a tentative glance, body flashing hot and cold at once.Two red lines had appeared boldly on the screen, signing the end of my life as I knew it.I was pregnant.I was pregnant for Sean Remington, the man I loved, who felt nothing but disgust and hate for me.Sekina “Are you sure you don't need a hand, Miss Sekina?” Lumere asked in concern.He stepped out behind me, from the Limo that had conveyed us to the funeral site. A private cemetery where only the most elite people in the city could visit.“No,” I mumbled, hiding my trembling hands in the black shawl wrapped around me. It matched the drab black dress I had on for the funeral, even if my mind was no longer here. I had bigger problems now.A problem rooted deep in my abdomen, slowly growing with each passing second.“Are you sure? You look sick.” He pressed.I snapped, trying and failing to hide my trembling voice. “I'm fine, Lumere. Please leave me alone.”I was not fine. I was pregnant. I didn't want to be left alone. I didn't know what to do. I still had one year of college left, but here was, standing in the shambles that was once my life. Tears leaked from my eyes into the shawl, and the mourners around me just assumed it was grief over the death of my parents and sister.Before
SEANFive years later.“This is your chance, Remington.” Jake's voice rang in from the black earbud in my ear. I winced at his fucking grating voice, and ground my jaw together. “Not just your chance, but Atrix's chance of becoming great again.”The valet eased the Lamborghini into the parking lot of the event venue. My eyes roamed through tinted glass, at the guests bedecked in finery stepping in and out of the various flashy cars. Looked like I was not the only one late to the party.“I know, Jake.” I answered flatly, “I fucking know. Now get out of my ear.”I ended the call just as the valet moved over to open the door to the backseat while lowering into a bow. I stepped out, pulling my black suit together. The disdain I truly felt towards being here, was smoothed over by the mask of indifference on my face. From the moment I stepped out of the car, various glances from all over the parking lot swiveled in my direction.Most of them, from the ladies.Unabashed desire and open flirt
SEKANI:I closed the door leading to the female restroom before walking over to the other side lined up with wash-hand basins, thankful that the walls were soundproof.After the thunderous standing ovation I had experienced as my name was called up for the awards, all I wanted was some peace and quiet, away from the noise and music. Away from fickle people, only attending to either watch you reel to the fucking ground or familiarise with you once it seemed like you were making huge successes.My sequined purse clattered against the marble counter and I sifted through its insides in search of my phone. It had been an hour since I checked in on Mya and her babysitter.During my brief moment of rummaging through my purse, I stared at the mirror in front of me, taking a good look at myself.My hair fell below my shoulders in thick long tresses, telling tales of a mane that was well taken care of and I pushed the bodice of my dress, causing my cleavage to plump up for a moment before I sli
SEAN~ Over the last few years, things had taken a different turn, plunging us into the depths of financial bankruptcy, and ever since then, all I had done was work and toil hard in my quest to return regulation to Atrix Communications. But none of that seemed to have worked. Not the ideas that had been pitched by the best of my employees or the seminars I had forced them to attend. Hell, we had tried following the footsteps of other successful media companies but it seemed like we were being eaten up from the inside. Whoever sat in the skies, watching us from up above must have sent a miracle in disguise through Sekina. And I called her a miracle in disguise because the history of our past would have had me running in the other direction, but surprisingly, I had trashed that, putting my company at the forefront of everything. I didn't need a soothsayer telling me that Sekina despised me. I had seen it in the way her salmon-pink lips thinned into a grim line and how her mos
Sekani: It had been a week since Sean's visit to the establishment and all I had done for the rest of the week was think up a plan that would not only greatly benefit me, but bring him down. It was the weekend now and after spending two hours at the office, I drove back home to pick up Mya from soccer practice. Of course, she was a hyperactive five year old and one of her teachers has suggested that she channeled that energy into soccer. Watching her play along with other little girls had been the highlight of my day, taking my mind off work and the stress that came with it, including Sean's business proposal. Now, she was fast asleep on my thigh, her favorite cartoon program playing mute on the television. I had turned down the volume as soon as she slept off, craving the peace of mind that came with silence. I delved back into my thoughts, going over my meeting with Sean earlier this week. I was still very much impressed with myself at how I'd been able to keep a calm
SEAN: For a long hour, the Manila file sat unopened before me. I'd just returned back to my office after meeting briefly with Sekani. "Marriage?" I muttered to myself, turning the flap of the file open before sighing and leaning back into my swivel chair. That had come as a surprise. Of all the things that could have unfolded between us both, I didn't think she was going to offer for us to get married. Laughter rippled through me and my seat creaked as I finally leaned over to pick up the manila file and pull the paper out. I'd always known she had a soft spot for me. It had bordered towards obsession at that time but I felt nothing for her. Not even now. But I knew there was no thinking twice for me in this. I was going to do anything to make sure Atrix came back to its feet. It didn't matter what I had to do for that to happen. My eyes skimmed through the paper and I read the terms and conditions, how she was willing to help as a business partner but when I got t
Sekani: "Hello, am I speaking with Sean's assistant? Inform him that I would like to speak to him as soon as his meeting is over. He should do that with immediate effect." I ended the call immediately. I was done speaking, placing my phone back on my desk before I went back to typing away on my computer. I was composing an email to send to Mya's class teacher, informing her that I was going to be missing the Parents-Teachers meeting that was going to be coming up in a few weeks. Better to inform her now so she can make arrangements. I didn't like going to those things as it made me sit with other mothers who were only concerned about taking care of their homes, always complaining about how their husbands rarely helped at home and left everything for them to do, gossiping about who dressed like this and how much they were worth. Sitting amongst these women did nothing but reduce my brain cells by several thousands in a space of an hour and I didn't want to be seen associating
Sean: I followed Sekani, toward our reserved table. It was located in the middle of the restaurant, a very good vantage point for anyone to recognize us both. Being popular had its perks and we were going to utilize it right now. Although I wasn't sure why she wanted us to go public or get married in the first place, I had to admit that it was fun to sit here and watch her stare at the menu, a few creases on her forehead as her eyes ran through the moss green card before her and when she looked up and caught me staring, instead of looking away like she would formerly have done, she stared right back at me with raised brows. "Is there something interesting on my face?" Blinking, I shook my head before picking up my menu card. "Apart from your pretty face, nothing else." "I'd appreciate it if you stopped using those cringe slurs. It makes my skin crawl." She replied tersely before going back to stare at the menu card. Shifting in my seat, I leaned forward. "You know we ha