I nod in agreement but I know deep down that my appetite is not something that I can actively control. It is not as if I have been refusing to eat on purpose, I have just not had the stomach for it. Satisfied with my answer, the servants lead me out of the room and take me to the garden where I am cleaned up. After dressing up in my room, I sit back on the bed and begin to think about the events of last night. I am asking myself questions that I know I cannot provide the answers to but that I wish time will reveal to me. Who can I trust? Who is my enemy? In the middle of my deep thinking, the door opens again and Herb walks in with Teon. “Your breakfast is ready,” Teon says. For a moment, I consider just following them and stuffing myself with the food as hard as I can but even the thought of that disgusts me. It is unfortunate that every time I think about the situation I am in, I lose my appetite. “I’m sorry but I don’t think I want to eat anything right now,” I say, unable t
That night, a storm blowing outside prevents me from falling asleep. The cracks of thunder and the flash of lightning accompanied by a violent sound of rain and wind, keep my eyes wide open and cause me to flinch every other second. Ever since I was a child, I have been scared of heavy downpour but more recent events have even compounded this fear. As I lay still, I feel my heart pound harder and harder against my chest until it starts to hurt and my throat starts to constrict. I sit up immediately, knowing that my breathing is getting harder and my vision is getting blurry. But the storm does not let up so the condition that is making me panic only gets worse. In a matter of seconds I can hear my breathing coming out as whistles, loud enough for me to hear despite the windy storm. I might actually die tonight. Just then, the door swings open. My first thought is that somebody is about to attack me during this storm when I will be unable to scream for help so I shift backwards on the
After Lena walks out of the room, I am left with nothing but the jarring realization that I have been played despite that being all that I have tried to prevent. Strangely, I feel strongly opposed to being forced out of this castle despite my freedom being a song that I have been singing since I got here. I suppose I would just rather the choice of leaving or staying be mine. Besides, I still feel like Alden and I have so much unfinished business and I would like to see where it goes. My first thought after Lena practically threatens to throw me out of the castle is to go to Alden but I know that I cannot do that. Lena might be evil but Alden is not innocent either. Going back to him so easily and so soon would only mean that the entire scene I created in the name of standing up for myself and demanding answers was for nothing. So, I decided to go to the only other person in this castle with some power. Karken’ chambers are on the same floor as Alden’s only six doors down. To get to
“Now, what do you want me to do for you?” Karken asks. “I want to stay in the castle until I can be sure of what I want with Alden,” I say. Karken stays silent after that. If not for the expression on his face which tells me that he is watching me intently and analyzing what I just said, I would have assumed that he has once again lost himself in Khimaira. “You feel strongly about him, do you not?” he asks. “I’m not sure,” I say. “I think he is using some power to try to influence me.” A smile tugs at Karken’ lips that makes me wish I can fight him so I can wipe it off his face with my fist. “Alden can do no such thing,” he says, his voice taking on a degree of gentility I never thought was possible with him. “Perhaps you should start to consider that you are indeed his mate.” Now that everything is beginning to unravel, I am finally understanding Alden’s siblings for who they are and not who they have been pretending to be. While Lena seemed welcoming and friendly at first
Chapter Ten The door slams behind us with a loud bang but is not enough to distract us or pull me out of Alden’s hands. I do not know when exactly he did that because I have been distracted by his tongue and teeth tearing my dress off my body and drawing red marks across my neckline, but Alden has lifted me in the air with his hands on my butt and carrying me like I weigh no more than feathers. “I am going to devour you,” he says and I want to respond; beg him to devour me and leave not a tiny bit of me unexplored, but he is already taking me to unimaginable heights of pleasure that I am already losing the ability to speak so I can only manage an enthusiastic moan in response. Still in his arms, Alden leads me straight to his bed and drops me on the soft landing. Immediately our bodies are no longer touching skin to skin, I miss him and stretch my hand forward, asking for his body on mine. “You know what you are begging for, Cathy?” he asks me. His voice is a deep rumble that c
I swirl my tongue around him, affording myself the time and space to get used to the taste, the size and the feeling. When my tongue passes over the tip, a sweet-salty taste hits my lips that send me wild and makes me come back for more. This man’s cock is addicting and I could suck it my whole life. Alden keeps his eyes on me as I do this, his glowing eyes remaining fixed and unblinking. That cocky smirk also never leaves his face, giving his attractiveness a devilish side that I did not know he could have.“You are such a tease, Cathy,” he says to me. “You keep playing with my cock like that and you will not know what hit you when the breeding begins.”There is something in Alden’s voice. It always sets off desire and lust in me in ways that even I cannot control. The moment he mentions breeding me, I am energized and I begin to slide down on him, taking deep breaths as more and more of his lengthy shaft come into my mouth and down my throat with every oscillatory movement of my hea
From my collarbone, his face travels down my frame with his teeth grazing my skin. He stops right at the top of my pelvis and then he looks back at me with those beastly eyes. “You are mine now, Cathy,” he says. “And you will no longer deny that. Say it.”“I am yours,” I hear myself say. “Take me.”His tongue traces over me and I cannot help the shivers that flicker through me. Rumbles from within him hit my skin like tidal waves and spread around my body. For a fraction of a second, I worry that I might be having seizures but it feels too good to be anything bad. Spreading my legs wider, he presses forward, burying his tongue into me and causing me to squirm as he fills me. Loud and unbridled screams of pleasure leave my lips and fill the air around us. It is almost as if I want the entire castle to hear us. If he keeps going, he might bring me to orgasm, and once again, as if reading my mind, he stops.Just as I am about to ask him to keep going, Alden presses a thick finger into me
For several hours after my encounter with Alden, I stay in my room and refuse to leave. This is simply because I do not know how to deal with what Alden and I did and the possibility of having Lena or Karken find out. If they knew that we slept together, they would call me a hypocrite and laugh in my face. Besides, I suspect that Lena might be furious. After all, Alden and I getting back to each other’s good graces is the exact opposite of what she wants the situation to be. When Herb and Teon come to fetch me for dinner, I refuse to go, insisting that they bring my own food to me because I do not feel too well and remain stubborn until they budge. After this, I expect that Alden might come to my room to see why I did not join him and his siblings for dinner but he did not. Perhaps because he understands why I might not want to show myself and because he also knows the kind of situation that we are now in.Throughout the night, I am unable to sleep for long and extended periods. Every