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Chapter 56
I came back home from school and flopped down on the couch in the living room. Mum found this new job at the superstore as cashier and she wouldn’t get off from their till 5 in the evening and same goes for Dad. He was also at work so, I was completely alone in the house.
I went to my room to change my clothes and splashed some water on my face. After I was done with that, I trod back down the stairs and entered the kitchen. I opened the fridge to check what mum had left for me to eat but just then my phone rang and I closed the fridge to grab my phone from the coffee table.
Ryan.
I answered the call with a smile on my face and jumped on the couch to sit.
“It’s only been what? 3 hours since you last saw me and you’re already missing me. God, Jessica is right. You won’t be able to survive a day without me.” I spoke in a teasing way, smirking to myself.
“Oh, hello to you too, baby and I’m very well. Thank you for asking though.” He replied sarca
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I stirred in the sheets, groaning at the sound that was blaring through my room. I grabbed a pillow and put it on my face to block out the ringtone of my bloody phone but that didn’t help. It kept blasting “One last time” by Ariana Grande and I had no choice but to answer the call. Due to the rude hour of call, I didn’t bother to look at the caller ID. “Who is it?” I spoke, huffing in the phone. “Baby…” Ryan’s voice pulled me out of my sleepy state. I looked at the neon clock on my nightstand and it was ticking 2: 30 in the morning. “Ryan? Is everything alright?” I questioned, creasing my forehead. My heart was beating so hard and fast against my chest, felt like it was fucking my chest cavity but trust me it didn’t feel nearly good. Ryan never called me at this hour. “I miss you.” He spoke but there was a drunk slur. I frowned. “Have you been drinking?” I asked, getting out of sheets. I don’t know why I did that. “Nope.” He spoke and
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