She felt her heart beating very fast and she was having difficulty in breathing. She was hyperventilating. She couldn't process her condition and the people around her, continuously calling her name, checking her forehead made her more uncomfortable.
She realized that she was having a panic attack, and immediately she tried to sat up and started taking long breaths. It was the first time that her anxiety became worse and she had severe anxiety attack. She always dealt with anxiety, from her teenage but never took it serious. She always had some minor attacks which never even affected her.As she got normal, she heard voices around her more clearly. Her mother was now worried and her brother was offering her a glass of water. Without giving any attention to them she got up and ran to the bathroom. She splashed water on her face several times. She looked at herself in bathroom mirror. Her eyes were swollen and once again everything rewinded in her mind.That regreShe resisted and tried to push him away. But his hold was strong than her all strength. He couldn't get satisfied, she was like a sweet delight to him. Something didn't let him get enough.He was losing his control over her. He wanted to devour her all at once. Her constant resistance was making him attract to her more.His tongue roamed and touched each corner, sucked her lips until they were red and swollen.She didn't wanted to lose and kept trying to get away, but his dominant hold didn't budge.'sometimes you should accept defeat and let others conquer you, because when their heart turns to stone, you can't just make them realize by attaining. Just let them have it all, and one day they will regret'Someone's words rang in her ear, and she almost lost her hope. Tears surrounded her eyes and she closed them. She already accepted everything, why not this? But it was her body, she owns it. How can she let someone invade it without her permission?But she was already handing over
The car stopped in front of her house. She hurriedly collected her things from her lap to get out of the car.By surprise he held her hand pulled her back. "Why are you in hurry to get back?" He asked with a smirk.She remained silent as she knew he was trying to taunt her. "You know what, I have a option for you. Let's get out of this marriage thing and go our ways. I'm getting bored in Pakistan. I want to go back to Dubai but due to this marriage I'll have to stay another 10 days" he said making a fake sad face. "What? Are you serious?" She asked in extreme shock. "Yes babe, ofcourse I'm serious" he replied back with an arched brow. "What option do you have?" She asked anxiously. "I'll tell you tomorrow in hospital, wait for me till 6pm. I have another meeting with management. I'll tell you then" he said with a mischievous smile.She was too innocent and naive to understand the double meaning behind his words. And he was so
She remembered when she was 17, and she was going to college in early morning alone. Her brother, Amar was in different college so they both had to go opposite ways.It was very early around 7am. Cold breeze was blowing, giving cold shivers. She was walking alone, on the road. There were only two girls behind her who were chit chatting in low voice and walking slowly.From no where, a bike passed her. The man on it was wearing a black jacket and a black helmet. As he passed her, he reached out his hand and groped her so hard that no scream left her mouth and she almost fell to the ground.As the girls behind her saw the harassment, they turned back and ran on their feet as fast as they could.Leaving behind the breathing but dead body of her. Her brain became numb and dumb. And her eyes still couldn't recover from the shock. She saw the back of him, as he rode away from her. She could feel his mischievous smile behind his black helmet as h
Somehow she reached home. She almost ran into accident two times. The door was opened by her little sister, Aysel. Nobody noticed her state and she straight went into her room and locked the room immediately. It was indeed a good thing in her favor. She took off her clothes instantly and went under the shower. She turned on the warm shower and let herself get wet. She rubbed each part of her body roughly and harshly, trying to remove his touch. Little did she knew that his touch will remain forever, until she burns each inch of her skin. Her tears go unnoticed under the water, she focused on scratching his each mark, bite. She again looked into the mirror and was disappointed to find the marks again. After constant crying of 30 minutes, she somehow put herself again and got out of the bathroom. She changed into her clothes, and was about to lay in the blanket when she heard a knock on the door. It was her sister Aysel calling her for dinner. She knew she can’t deny or her moth
The wedding day is the most important and beautiful day for most of the women. They feel energized, excited for new beginnings. It's not a submission, it's an agreement between two people that they both will live together as partners and will help each other in each thick and thin. They will love each other till eternity, and will look after their family together. They will try to make each other happy, and care for each other. They will protect each other from any harm and will form mutual understanding in every decision of life.But for Ayeleen it was a submission without her consent. She was giving up herself, to let him assault her in every way he wants. He snatched her rights to protest or speak for herself. Despite being educated and knowing her rights, she could not stand up for herself. His threat was dominating on her and she could not take a risk. Until now she was sure of thing, he always do what he speaks. More over she had no backbone, who could support her. She was alon
Beside her was her mother in law, Umer's mother. And at front, Umer and her father in law was sitting. Umer was driving car himself. She don't know where they were going. But one thing she was sure of, that tonight she will travel to Dubai with him.It was 6pm in the evening when the car stopped beside a tall building. All the way her mother in law kept talking about random things, which she did not understand and did not wanted to reply. She just hummed in response to her every sentence. Finally she stopped talking, assuming that she was stressed due to the sudden marriage.The valet outside the hotel, came and opened the car door for her.The red carpet lead the way inside the five star hotel. Umer also got out of car and handed his keys to his father. She was not getting any of it but she remained silent rather than asking him.His parents bid them farewell and drove the car back to their home.The only thing she bought with herself was a smal
She got out of the room, as she wore her heavy, embroidered dupatta again on her shoulders. She silently sat at a distance from him on the couch.The hot food was placed on the table in front of her.Gladly it had pasta, which instantly made her hungry. And she picked up the pasta bowl and ate it without feeling his presence. Pasta was her first love, she always liked Italian food.He looked at her and smiled at the way she was eating. Despite being hungry, she was denying his offer.He ate his food in silence, and enjoyed by stealing glances at her.After they were done with food, it was already 7pm. And they had to leave for airport."I bought some dresses for you which I placed in cupboard, go and change yourself in 5 mins. We need to leave now" he told her making her go white."Just five minutes? I need time to get this heavy dress off" she asked in amazement."Well then let me help you, I'll rip it into two in no time" he sa
She couldn't even act that she was sleeping, he already saw her glaring at him, shocked.She stood up from the bed and tried to go to bathroom, to escape him for the moment. Because his expressions were making her more nervous than before.As she got up, he walked towards her. She tried to run but in two long strides he caught her and clutched her arm tightly."Where are you going darling?" He asked her dangerously close."I'mm justtt going to washroom" she replied looking away."Oh really but I guess you don't really need to" he looked into her scared face.He let her arm go with a jolt. Then he took a step back."You know what today you're here, in my house, in my room, standing in front of me, helpless. The day I saw you in hospital, if it was for my lust then you wouldn't had been here. You are here because of yourself."He said."That day when you placed your hand on my chest.." he placed his han