🎶 I don't understand why
you're so cold to me with every breath you breathe 🎶COLD - MAROON FIVE FT FUTUREClass went ahead as usual, people snickering and laughing at me when they deemed it time, others ogling and giggling at Hunter, the teacher giving us work to do then dozing off.
The only thing odd about this class was Meredith tried making conversations with me, but I ended up responding with only nods or smiles that look like grimaces.
It's really awkward to have someone try to talk to you, when all you've been used to is being insulted or hit.
I know am putting her in a really tight position right now because the smile she had on her face is faltering and turning more into an annoyed expressio
🎶 I've found peace in your violence can show me there's no point in trying, I'm that one and I've been silent for so long 🎶SILENCE- MARSHMELLO FT KHALID. It's Saturday, and its my shift at Tucker's. Six to Ten PM is just the best time at this place. Aside from the steady and slightly crowded nature of this building, every other thing seems cool. The first two hours of the shift I'm behind the counter, the last two am waiting tables. I was by the counter, making sums of our profit so far, when I heard a voice I was too familiar with."And she works, tell me one more reason why I can't like you again?" Clement spoke while taking a seat directly in front of me. I on the o
🎶 Yes I've been thinking Yes I'm pretending That i don't need your love 🎶PRETENDING- A BOOGIE WITH A HOODIE FT JESSE REYES. I walked out of the restaurant faster than I ever have in my whole life and started marching east, to my way home. I heard the honk of a car but didn't bother turning back. I don't need interruptions right now. Still marching with my tear streaked face I didn't care to look back when the horn was blown again."What is it!?" I stopped moving, turned around and recognized the red Audi.My suspicions only became clearer when he jumped out of his car and ran towards me." Hey did you forget I said I'll pick you up? " he asked as he approached me but stopped once he saw my face "what the-
🎶 Am holding on,why is everything so heavyHolding on, there's so muchmore than I can carry 🎶HEAVY- LINKIN PARK FT KIIARAClement left a few minutes ago, not before making sure I was okay. Right now I was tucked up in bed and gazing at my ceiling. Counting sheeps is meant to help me fall asleep but all I can see is the dainty sheeps dancing tango in my vision.i really really need this sleep, waking up before my alarm has not been helpful at all.I gave a loud long sigh and continued."one sheep, two sheeps, three shee-" I was removed from my numerics by my specific ringtone for a specific person.Unknowingly, a smile landed on my lips as I answered the phone call."Okay, so spill, how was your day?" and that was how she began the conversation.
🎶 you know that we gonna be alright, We gonna be alright 🎶BE ALRIGHT- ARIANA GRANDE FT MIGOS Another Monday has arrived, and another day to dread. I woke up as usual, earlier than my alarm but today is different. Instead of an hour earlier, I had just fifteen minutes before the alarm goes off. Shockingly, I don't feel tired like I normally do. I actually felt like I had rest last night.odd. I turned around a bit in my bed and rolled onto the other side, but I hit something fluffy and it landed with a poof on the floor. I bent to pick it up and I saw a white fluffed up teddy bear with a pink bow on its neck and around it's head, holding a little heart that says 'we love you beary m
🎶 The only thing that I can't afford is to lose myself trying to be somebody, Somebody 🎶SOMEBODY- CHAINSMOKERS FT DREW LOWE. After a visit to the nurse, I left with just a little cast on my wrist. Heading down the hallway out to the school entrance with Meredith walking by my side. There is a really heavy silence between us and I know she wants to say something, but I on the other hand isn't in the mood to speak. As we stepped outside the building, our faces were grazed by the cool wind blowing around."so...."i knew she was going to start something."Are you gonna tell me what happened? or are we gonna pretend like you aren't hurt?" Meredith asked but
🎶 No broken hearts in the clubNo tears in the clubcause we gon' get itpopping tonight 🎶NO BROKEN HEARTS- BEBE REXHA FT NICKI MINAJ.Friday is finally here and Meredith has been smiling like a clown all day. Especially since she has been anticipating seeing me in a gown.She's dropping me off at home, since I walked to school today.Again.And she already has her agenda for the night."Then we're gonna drink, and dance and flirt" wiggling her brows at me when saying the last part."eww, I don't drink" I had to make that clear.Then she fake gasped and placed a hand over her heart."You mean to say sixteen years on earth has been a waste?" hmm, she sure can act."You're exaggerating" I rolled my eyes at her
🎶we don't have to wake up cause we didn't sleep, I still got a full cup of the Hennessy. All my friends by my side Is all i need in my life 🎶ALL I NEED- DIMITRI VEGAS FT LIKE MIKE & GU True to her word, Meredith was here in fact fifteen minutes earlier.reason?she was impatient.Here's how it happened.flashback, two hours ago. Mom and Dad left a note on the dining table saying they'll be staying out late. So I wasn't expecting them anytime soon. Lying on my bed and watching the teddy that was given to me from afar, I heard the bell ring then I got up-
🎶Ain't got no tears left to cry so I'm picking it up, I'm picking it up. I'm living 🎶NO TEARS LEFT TO CRY- ARIANA GRANDE.(WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS ABUSE. READ AT OWNERS RISK. I WOULD INDICATE WHEN THE SCENE IS OVER) I froze at the oh-so familiar voice and the pressure applied on the grip to my hand. The same hand drew me up so close, I could perceive the musk I've learned to fear."I never knew you could wear something that's not..... appalling" laying a little too much emphasis on the word appalling with his hand slightly grazing the bare skin on my back and I flinched away from his touch. "Hunter please let me go. I promise to go home" I didn't think I'll have to beg tonight. Only if I had stayed with