38. Only lust!

Sarah's pov

Sleep never felt so comfortable before, no matter how soft and comfortable those bed were. It always felt cold and empty.

We never realises the importance of the things until we lose them or get them first time after so much struggle. This warmth is blissful, I have never felt so much peace before.

I don't want to get up from here, from his embrace. I know I can't expect this from him, our marriage is not normal. May be we are just looking for a physical comfort and found it in each other. The sun is shining outside filling the room with bright light, I guess it's already 8am. But still I don't want to leave the bed.

Xavier is still sleeping beside me or should I say I am sleeping on him. My half body is on his chest and I am looking directly to his peaceful sleeping face. He has beautiful nose, sharp and pointed. Thik eyebrows and long eyelashes. Few strands of his hair are falling on his face. This man is so beautiful and a smile will add stars to it but I doubt I