I didn't have time to question my dreams the next day. A Assassin whose name I don't know knocked on my door and demanded I get up and met everyone on the front field. I barely had time to get myself together, throw my hair into a ponytail before I grabbed my things and left. Once I closed the door to my room, I realise this is the last time I'll be here. The last time I'll know what is coming next. I didn't see Drayton on my way there, which is a small mercy. Now I'm assuming he's going to try stay far away from me after I tried to find out more about his past. I'm going to take a step back now. He's not the important one. As I walk down the hallway, Thorran lingering on my mind, I can almost feel myself being watched. Not in person though, but something beyond, watching my every move and waiting for me to make a mistake. It was no coincidence that Shinee haunted my dreams last night. All the Assassin's stood in a group when I made it to the field. They all turned to look at me
I couldn't get to Looke from here. Everyone crowded around him, asking him where he has been. He must be fairly popular if everyone is so interested in where he has been. Of course, they refer to him as Blue, the name he has gone by thus far as a Assassin. It reminds me to keep my mouth shut on what I know and others don't. So without anyone noticing me, I back away from the group and slink back to my tent. When I glance over my shoulder Thorran is watching me, but luckily he doesn't question it, most likely assuming I'm just tired. As I zip up my tent and crawl under my blankets, I plot my plan within my head. There is no way I'm sleeping through the night without finding out where Looke has been. So I wait. With time, I can hear everyone else getting into their tents, conversations outside starting to cease. When all is quiet, I slowly sneak out, the grass slick with dew wetting my hands and knees before I get to my feet. Looking around the campsite, I see an unfamiliar tent t
Looke paid me no mind the next morning.We packed up all our belongings and started our walk again. Looke didn't come near me, and I didn't come near him. He walked at the front of the group and I stuck to the back, trying to think of how to deal with this. Should I tell someone and get him removed from the Assassins, or should I keep it to myself?It doesn't seem right to tell Thorran about it. He sacrificed everything for me. I might not agree with why he did it, and how he feels now about me, but I can't have his entire career taken from me because of a crush.I look at him up front as we walk. His head is down, staring at his feet. Everyone around us is oblivious to what happened last night. It's decided.I'll just avoid him.We were walking through the brush, pushing it out of our faces when suddenly something hit my ankle from behind, making me stumble forward and nearly fall. I managed to catch myself on the bough of a tree last minute.
I'm not sure how I'm going to win this.Zara stands in front of me, his grin confident already. She has trained most of her life as an Assassin, which translates to I have no chance. Everyone cheers around, some throwing bets around, obviously in Zara's favor. If I could turn back now, despite the deal we have, I would, but there is no way the crowd will have it."So, do you accept?" she questions, cracking her knuckles. I don't pay attention to her intimidation tactics. I know this is going to hurt, and she doesn't need to prove that to me. "Tell me you accept.""Yes, I do," I say quickly. She knows I don't have much of a choice, even as excitement flickers in her eyes.I'm dead.Glancing around me, I take one last look around me for some help. The crowd surges, so I don't see Looke, who I know is around here. If he wanted to get me out of this, he would have stepped in already. Especially as a senior Assassin. He is clearly leaving me to suffer and ask for revenge for turning him do
I didn't get any sleep that night.Sitting up in bed, I rocked back and forth, wondering whether I was stuck in a dark, cruel dream or not. It doesn't seem real when I think about all the small details of it. Being mates with an Alpha doesn't even seem in the realm of possibility. I've thought about how much I've hated him before throughout my teenage years, however, unlike the rest of the girls in school, I never considered being mates with him.Thoughts raced through my head about how Thorran would react to this. I mean, if I told him how I found out, he wouldn't be happy. But would he be happy if he found out we were mates? Or does he have too much on his plate already?Morning took eternity to come. The moment the sun rose through my open window, I snuck out, not wanting to confront him until I've collected my thoughts.This is a lot to deal with.Not to mention, the injuries my face has sustained from the fight. I will have to put off seeing Thorran if I can for at least a week w
My fingers burned just touching it.Looking around, I try again to see through the trees to see who had made the shot, deciding to have me see the letter rather than anyone else. Maybe it's because I'm the only one standing here, or if they had shot, but regardless, whoever they may be, they have disappeared into the forest, not coming back.Was it really Thorran's mother? The thought makes me shiver. If so, she found Thorran's private institute and is using me as a messenger to get her note to Thorran. I'm just not sure why they chose me.Looking down at the note, I consider what to do next. There is no way I can keep this from Thorran, as curious as I am to look at it.I can't do that.The last thing I want to do right now is see Thorran. Not with these injuries littering my face with no explanation that won't get me in trouble. However, this might be the first contact he has had with his mother, who the entirety of the Discipline Pack believes died in an accident along with his fat
It wasn't as if I had much of a choice.It wasn't as if I was going to tell Thorran no. Not when he has been so kind to me, and not when I know he is my mate. Maybe on this trip I can find out how to tell him. First, I need to know how I'm going to deal with it, since being the Luna of the Discipline Pack doesn't appeal to me so much.I'm not going to lie about being nervous about how Thorran will react, either. He doesn't seem like he wants a companion, despite how nice as he's been to me. Maybe he will cast me out, or send me back to the prisons to hide me and my secret from the public.The thought makes me shiver. EIther way, I have to face this problem one way or another. There is no escaping a mate bond.It's my fate, after all.Thorran crosses the room in front of me after I agreed. I'm hoping to prove to him he can trust me. That I'm not going to go out and tell anyone about his mother, and the fact that she is still alive. That means as curious as I am about why she went missi
We departed that afternoon, ready for however many days we might be out there.Looke didn't agree to come right away until Thorran demanded it and he noticed Alpha Archer was also coming. Naturally, he wants to impress the other Alpha, putting his hatred toward me aside. If hatred is even the right word. It sure seems like he feels that way, with the way he ignores me and almost seethes in my presence.Drayton seems nervous about coming, but would never disobey Thorran. Neither of the two Assassin's know anything about what we are doing. All Thorran told them was that they were tracking something, and they were there for backup only.I'm just pleased Thorran trusts me enough to bring me along. It's important he trusts me. Especially since we are mates, and I'm planning to tell him on this trip.Hopefully, we will get some time alone.Archer walks at the front of the group, tracking in a way I don't understand and he hasn't been willing to talk about yet. Looke is behind him, avoiding